Hey! Leave my ex-boyfriends alone!

It was impossible for Liu Yan not to understand the meaning behind Xie Luo's words. Sometimes choices in life mean loss.

He gained something, but he also lost something.

Xie Luo’s love is light and rational, but Liu Yan is not. He is really thinking carefully about their future together.

He didn't want to use the word "choice" to lightly cover up everything.

The young man's eyes never changed from beginning to end. He had hesitated, but the hesitation was never about his feelings for Xie Luo.

Since their last farewell, Liu Yan chose to sign a contract with a company and then entered the cosplay industry.

After that, he and Xie Luo indeed had less contact because he was very busy every day.

Even during their free time at work, the two of them could only chat briefly, and then Liu Yan would go do other things.

Because Liu Yan not only has to work, he also has to study.

Xie Luo had only met Liu Yan twice during his junior year, and each time they just said a few words before parting.

How should I put it? Xie Luo understood Liu Yan's hard work. After all, he had to balance his work and his studies, so of course he didn't have much free time.

Time flies, and Xie Luo ushered in the winter vacation again.

She returned to her small house in the countryside alone, lived there for a few days, and finally left and returned to her rented house to celebrate the New Year.

The small house in the countryside was made of mud. In the past few years when no one lived in it, it lost its popularity and became dilapidated, even to the point where it was uninhabitable.

Xie Luo has many beautiful memories here, but after the old friends leave, these memories often become extremely painful.

Because no matter how beautiful it is, if you can connect it to your old friends, the beauty will change its meaning and become a net that locks you up tightly.

That net is called remembrance, and also called longing.

Those were her dearest relatives whom she could never bring back.

Apart from this small mud house, there was no other place for her to live in the village.

Even because of some previous things about Liu Minghui, the villagers here are somewhat prejudiced against her.

In this village, she was the only one who felt like an outsider from beginning to end.

She didn't stay long and found a temporary place to live somewhere else.

Until the New Year's Eve, Xie Luo had planned to keep herself busy because she didn't dare let her mind run wild.

The memories that the New Year brings to her are often the most numerous and the deepest.

Her family wasn't rich before, but her grandmother would always buy her a new set of clothes during the New Year.

Grandma looked very fierce and scolded Xie Luo very harshly.

She would viciously force the clothes on Xie Luo, ask him to put them on, and then say many unpleasant things to him.

"If I wasn't afraid that others would say that I'm a cruel old woman, I wouldn't give new clothes to a little girl like you!"

"Hurry up and put them on! If you dare to dirty your new clothes, I'll beat you up!"

But she never changed into any new clothes throughout the year, and her clothes had even turned white from washing.

Xie Luo has always known that his grandma has a sharp tongue but a soft heart. She scolds more harshly than anyone else, but her heart softens more quickly than anyone else.

Her best grandma in the world.

...and also the dumbest grandma in the world.

If grandma was neither good nor stupid, how could she have worked so hard to raise a burden like her who was not loved by her father and mother?

She is tough because she has to be.

If you are not tough, others will take advantage of you and bully you.

My grandma hates being bullied the most.

Every New Year is the time when Xie Luo is the happiest.

Because grandma can make a lot of delicious food. She seems to have magic and can always make something beautiful out of limited things.

Xie Luo's grandmother carried all the beautiful memories of her growing up. It seemed that the two of them were going to survive together, but she was taken away by a sudden strange disease.

Obviously everything is going to be fine.

But she still left, and left in such an outrageous way.

Xie Luo just thought it was ridiculous.

At that time, even though the doctor had already issued an ultimatum, clearly stating that the patient could not be cured and could only be kept alive by taking extremely expensive drugs, Xie Luo still foolishly went to get the money.

But she was too young to even borrow money from a loan shark.

Having no money is fatal, but asking her to give up on her grandmother's treatment is even more fatal.

She couldn't do it, even though she knew it was meaningless. She wanted her grandma to live a little longer, even if it was just for a little while.

Xie Luo knew that she was very selfish at that time. She was a selfish child because she didn't want her last grandmother to leave her.

Because she really had nothing left.

She even made a wish to God, to exchange herself for her grandmother, but it seemed that God didn't hear her.

Not once.

On a relatively nice night, grandma pulled out her own oxygen tube with her own hands.

To my grandma, I left as a burden.

But for Yu Xie Luo, grandma is not a burden. She is the person who treats her best in the world and the person she wants to bring to her future.

They all deserve a bright future.

But everything ended up being a ridiculous luxury.

Xie Luo used to celebrate the New Year alone, but later he stopped and started traveling, and still celebrated the New Year alone.

He Yunshan and his brother are going back to the old house to celebrate the New Year with their grandparents.

She invited Xie Luo, but was rejected by Xie Luo.

It was not for any other reason, but because it was a bit embarrassing. She just felt weird going to someone else's home to celebrate the New Year like this.

Although being alone is somewhat lonely, one is also freer.

Happiness and freedom, she must have one, right?

I don’t know if it was because of my mood or because I hadn’t been back here for a long time and was not used to the local climate, but Xie Luo had a rare fever.

It was the night before New Year's Eve.

She doesn't get sick often, but when she does get sick suddenly like this, it's usually very serious.

But it’s better this way, so I can spend New Year’s Eve in bed with a clear conscience.

Xie Luo and Liu Yan's chat messages were still from the previous day. Liu Yan just happened to have some time to rest, so he asked Xie Luo how he spent New Year's Eve.

The two of them chatted about New Year's Eve gifts, and Xie Luo's last message was a picture of a cute snowman turning into water.

[Blank Sheep: Is there any gift you want, Senior? ]

[Don't mind your own business with beautiful women: Just give me a snowman, but it will probably melt by the time you give it to me.]

[Don’t mind your own business with beautiful women: please look at the pictures. ]

[Leave beauty’s business alone: ​​pictures]

[Blank Sheep: Haha, do you really like this? Then I can try my best to make a little snowman for you that won’t melt. ]

[Blank Sheep: Senior, do you have time to sign for the express delivery? Is the address the same as your current address? ]