Quick Wear: With the cub in hand, the world is mine

Diary 1

On June 202, 6X, Saturday, the weather was cloudy and then sunny.

Today is a very important day, my mother gave birth to two babies!

Last year's National Day, our family returned from a trip to the Northwest. Not long after, my mother and family members announced that our second baby was coming. I was very much looking forward to it. I hoped it would be a sister. I waited from the age of four to eight, until the flowers were about to wither, before my mother gave birth to a sister for me.

But mom and dad said it might be my younger brother and asked me to be mentally prepared. I still hope it’s my younger sister.

I have a lot of toys now, some of which were sent to me by fans, and I want to share them with my sister.

My mother had a very uncomfortable pregnancy. She vomited frequently and couldn't eat. I felt so sorry for her. My grandmother said that when I was in her belly, she vomited more severely. I cried secretly when I knew that.

I love my mother very much. The only time I was angry with her was when she decided to leave me at my grandmother's house when I was a child. I still remember how hard I cried. My mother closed the car door and ignored me. I was really sad and scared at that time. My mother must have felt bad too. After I cried until I had no more strength, my mother opened the door while crying, picked me up and said let's go home together. Then I felt less bad.

I don’t dare to talk about that with my mother now, I’m afraid that she will say I hold a grudge~(′?︵?`)~

I hope my sister will not be sent to grandma's house in the future. This is our home, but I believe my mother will not treat my sister like this anymore.

Grandma said that mom's belly was unusually big. Mom checked and found two babies inside, but the doctor didn't tell her the gender and she didn't plan to ask.

But grandma started sighing, saying that there were only four children in the room, and if the children were of different genders, they would have to squeeze into one room.

I took the initiative to ask to sleep in the same room with my sister, but my mother said, "What if you have two sisters?" My father didn't want me to give up the room either. He said that the room was originally mine and I didn't need to give it to my younger brother or sister.

I know that mom and dad don't want me to be wronged, but I won't feel wronged because I know that we are the closest and most loving family. I am taking care of my sister now and she will help me in the future. I believe that everyone in my family is a good person. My sister will definitely be a little angel, and my brother, well, should be one too.

Last night, Dad, Grandma and Mom went to the hospital, and I was at Yaoyao's house because Grandma said they might not be able to take care of me if I was in the hospital.

Yaoyao’s mother said that at around three in the morning, her mother gave birth to a younger brother and then a younger sister.

I am finally relieved, I have a younger sister!

My younger brother and sister are very small, red in color, and have very little hair. I cried the first time I saw them. I didn’t expect them to be so ugly. What will happen to them in the future?

Woohoo, I was afraid that not many people liked them, and I secretly vowed that I would love them more.

No matter what they look like, they are my family, I don’t dislike them (?o﹏o?)

Diary 2

Wednesday, July 202, 7X, sunny.

My brothers and sisters have become beautiful and cute! My worries were unnecessary.

Grandma cried today because she saw the name on the household registration book.

I actually didn’t quite understand why she was crying. She was just laughing and then she started crying. My mother said that grandma was crying because she was moved.

My younger brother and younger sister now have full names. Hehehe, my younger sister's name is a bit similar to mine. My name is Nuan and hers is Xi, both related to the sun. However, my younger sister has the same surname as my mom, and her name is Hua Xi. I looked it up in the dictionary, and my younger sister's name has many gestures and is difficult to write. Her nickname is very easy to write, it's Xixi.

My younger brother’s nickname is Dongdong. My grandmother said that my mother gave nicknames randomly, so my younger brother has my grandmother’s surname, Jiang Dai. My father said that Dai is another name for Mount Tai, and he hopes that my younger brother will become a steady, reliable and determined person in the future.

Secretly speaking, my mother gave my younger brother another nickname, but she didn't dare tell my grandmother. I still heard it secretly. It was called - Daidai, as in "daitoue" (daimiao).

Because my younger brother likes to be in a daze, he doesn’t cry or make a fuss when my younger sister snatches his things. He just stares at her quietly. My mother said that my younger brother is a little stupid, and as a result, my mother was pulled by the ear by my grandmother, haha.

I found that my sister and brother are very strong, their little hands and feet are very powerful.

The younger sister is probably stronger than the younger brother. She has a bad temper and if she is fed slowly, she will finish the milk and then throw the bottle away easily, breaking it. Then her mother replaced it with a more shatter-resistant bottle.

I decided to wait until my sister is older and then teach her to take care of things at home and not lose her temper easily. I believe my sister will listen to me.

Diary 3

June 203, 6X, Xinghe (cross out) period (continue to cross out until it is all black), light rain

My college entrance examination is over today. Although I am eligible for admission, I still choose to take the college entrance examination with Yaoyao, Congcong and others.

I think taking the college entrance examination is a very meaningful thing and I don't want to miss it.

I don't think the questions are very difficult and I am confident of being admitted to Peking University and Tsinghua University.

After the exam, we hadn’t checked our answers yet, so we packed up and attended a farewell dinner for our teachers.

Yaoyao secretly drank some wine, and Congcong also drank. I am not yet eighteen years old, so I can't drink.

I don’t want to be like Yaoyao, who, with a red face, snatched Xia Muya’s microphone and sang in front of everyone, “Towards the clouds ~ over the mountain ~ over the mountain ~ over the mountain and over the sea there is a group of Smurfs!”

I laughed and silently recorded the video of Yaoyao going crazy.

I also heard the math teacher say that if Yaoyao was in this state when taking the math test, she would be doomed.

Halfway through the meal, I left to go to the bathroom and saw Pang Xinghe at the corner.

He was wearing a white shirt and had a superior appearance. His 1.80-meter height was eye-catching. I knew that she, Yaoyao, often said that he was handsome, but I was used to seeing his parents' faces, so I thought he was okay.

I wasn't particularly familiar with him, and sometimes when we were discussing topics, he would always avoid my sight and focus on the tip of his pen. I thought he was, as Yaoyao said, someone who was not interested in girls and had the potential to be a top.

He seldom chats with girls, and he doesn't accept the love letters given to him, but throws them directly into the trash can. Ji Cong also said that he doesn't know how to appreciate what he has.

When I passed by him, he suddenly grabbed my hand, which was sweaty and his ears were red. My heart beat faster. What was he doing? I am a girl!

He may have felt uncomfortable, so he let go of my hand, but his bright peach eyes were still staring at me.

I heard him say, "Wen Nuan, I like you. Can I have a chance to pursue you?"

Quite polite.

"How long have you liked me?" I asked him calmly but nervously. It was the first time someone dared to confess to me.

"I've liked you for a long time, since you were a child."

I was a little disappointed with this answer. Isn’t this the love of fans for their idols? They all told me this. I didn’t know how to refuse him for a moment. After all, he is my fan.

Just as I was struggling, he started to look hurt, Yaoyao also came out to find me, and I said, "I don't like this answer. If there is a chance, I hope to hear a better and more real reason."

Yaoyao was very dissatisfied and said that I shouldn't discuss the question with him, but I didn't correct her.

As for Pang Xinghe, if he and I were in the same school, there would always be a chance for us to meet. The worst that can happen is that one more fan will turn against me. I can take that very easy.

Should I tell my parents about this?

Anyway, my dad said I can’t tell you. He always tells me to get married after I turn 30. I don’t quite agree. I think if I meet the right person, I will be like my parents, get married early and live together legitimately.

I have only told a few other good friends about how I imagined my future marriage would be. I would wear a beautiful wedding dress, holding my parents' hands (yes, my parents together), with my grandmother in front of me and my younger brothers and sisters behind me. The groom would also be led by his parents, and we would walk up to each other and take the oath in front of everyone.

I want to walk that red carpet road with my family.

I'd better tell them when I get married.