Lima syndrome

"I've been feeling for a long time that you might be mentally ill. Why do you always want to control my interpersonal relationships? You want to control who I make friends with, how I address others, and even who I eat with. You want to interfere—"

Combined with his experience of being forcibly kissed a few days ago, Bai Zhiyan suddenly came up with a bold idea. His face instantly turned ugly, and he looked at him with a strange look, "Che Jingcan, you are not..."

Che Jingcan trembled when his name was called. He let go of Bai Zhiyan's hands and leaned against the sink beside him with his hands and feet in an extremely unnatural manner.

"Don't think too much, I won't tell you!"

"But I haven't said what it is yet."

Bai Zhiyan rubbed his sore wrist, and seeing his appearance made him more certain of his guess.

"It's good for you to know, you don't have to say it!"

"Well, it doesn't matter anyway. I'm used to it. I won't be surprised by anything you do next."

"Are you serious?"

Of course it was true. Bai Zhiyan had experienced so much humiliation in his previous life, so this level of picking faults was nothing.

"Really? But I can't do that in the next two days. I still have exams to take. You can't cause any harm to my body. If I feel unwell, it will affect my performance in the exam."

When Che Jingcan heard his words, his whole face turned red, from his face to his neck, all turned tomato color. He didn't expect Bai Zhiyan to be so bold and open.

"W-What are you thinking! I'm not even considering doing that right now!"

"It would be better if you don't have it, but I want to tell you in advance that I will not surrender. Even if it means we have to fight to the death, I will not let you take advantage of me."

This sounded a bit strange, but it was quite reasonable if he said it. Che Jingcan looked at Bai Zhiyan in a daze for a moment, but he still looked calm and composed. Could this guy remain calm even when discussing such things?

Che Jingcan suddenly felt that he was at a disadvantage. He was unwilling to become passive and be led by the nose. After calming down his mood, he slowly approached Bai Zhiyan.

"Let's not do that for now. We haven't yet made it clear what we were arguing about. I need you to give me a satisfactory answer."

This was indeed a serious matter, and Bai Zhiyan also wanted to know what was going on in this psychopath's mind, so he nodded and agreed to continue the previous topic.

"I don't like you being with Xu Shiyuan and Liu Zhimin, especially Xu Shiyuan. I think the way he looks at you is not right. Stay away from him in the future."

"Stop for now. This is what I don't understand the most. What good will it do you if I don't associate with them? Or are you simply sick of seeing me having friends?"

This method of isolating him is too roundabout.

"Anyway, it's not allowed. Conversely, I will keep my distance from the opposite sex, uh... and the same sex."

Bai Zhiyan didn't understand what his words had to do with the topic they were talking about, and looked at Che Jingcan with a blushing face in surprise.

"What does what you said have to do with me? I don't care who you associate with. Can you solve the problem at hand first?"

Che Jingcan couldn't believe it. He held his shoulders tightly and stared into his eyes. "How can you not care? Even if I'm alone with other girls, you don't care?"

Bai Zhiyan impatiently broke free from his hands. His patience had reached its limit. "Are you sick? Who you're with is none of my business!"

"Why is it none of your business?" Che Jingcan grabbed him again, and felt angry looking at his little face without any emotion.

"I'm your boyfriend, are you indifferent to seeing me with other people?"

Bai Zhiyan's brain stopped working for a moment, and the air seemed to freeze because of the silence of both parties. When the two looked at each other, the only sound they could hear was Che Jingcan's heartbeat like a drumstick.

"What... bullshit are you talking about?" Bai Zhiyan's brain started working again, and he finally found his voice again.

"What bullshit? We held hands and kissed, and you just promised to be with me. If we're not lovers, what are we?"

"Why did I agree to be with you?"

Bai Zhiyan is in a state of confusion now. He even suspects that Che Jingcan is not speaking Mandarin, otherwise why can't he understand a word he says.

"When I said you just need to know, you said it yourself. When I asked you if it was true, you also said it was true. Do you want to deny it now?"

Che Jingcan was afraid that he would turn against him, so he pinned him against the wall.

"No, wait a minute..."

Bai Zhiyan sorted out their conversation just now. He never thought that the nonsense he just said was a confession to him. He thought it was a new way of bullying that Che Jingcan came up with, so he said that he would do everything to resist him.

But now it seems that he took his provocative response as agreeing with his confession?

"So... you like me?" Bai Zhiyan asked him uncertainly.

Now Che Jingcan's face was so red that blood seemed to drip out. His eyes glanced around, but the strength in his hands did not diminish at all.

"It's just a little bit, don't be too proud."

Hearing that he did not refute him, Bai Zhiyan's heart stopped for a moment, and then a strong feeling of discomfort surged into his heart, making his face turn extremely pale in an instant, and his expression began to distort uncontrollably. He opened his mouth and breathed in desperately, as if only this could relieve the suffocating feeling.

It was so disgusting, so disgusting! Bai Zhiyan felt that his stomach was churning and he seemed like he might vomit at any time.

He waved his arms vigorously to shake off Che Jingcan's hand, then bent over in pain, his body shaking violently, gasping for breath like a bellows with a hole in it.

"Hey, Dead Fish Face, what's wrong with you?" Che Jingcan was startled and tried to support Bai Zhiyan in a panic, but was ruthlessly pushed away by the other party.

"Don't touch me!"

Bai Zhiyan's voice became extremely sharp, with a hint of uncontrollable fear and anger. He hugged his head tightly with both hands, squatted on the ground and trembled, looking fragile and vulnerable.

Che Jingcan didn't understand how the person who was arguing with him just now became like this in an instant. He didn't know how to calm him down now. He wanted to reach out and rub his head gently, but as soon as he got close to Bai Zhiyan, he would let out a sharp scream.

Bai Zhiyan felt a little uncomfortable since he entered the bathroom. He had been suppressing his uncomfortable emotions and confronting Che Jingcan, but when he heard him admit his doubts in person, his tense nerves finally broke.

In his previous life, Che Jingcan's followers put a dog collar on him and made him kneel on the ground and bark like a dog. They also tied him to the water pipe in the bathroom for people to watch.

Coincidentally, it was in this bathroom.

He couldn't bear it any longer, so he opened the toilet door next to him, leaned on the edge of the toilet and started vomiting.

"Dead Fish Face, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me!"

Che Jingcan was at a loss, as he had no experience in taking care of people, so he could only pat his back gently to help him calm down.

"too……"

"What did you say?"

Che Jingcan saw his mouth opening and closing as if he was saying something, so he quickly squatted down and leaned over to listen.

"too disgusting……"

After hearing his words, Che Jingcan felt an electric current running through his limbs and bones. He froze in place, still maintaining a bent posture.

"W-what do you mean?"

After vomiting, Bai Zhiyan finally regained consciousness. He propped himself up, pressed the toilet, and staggered to the sink to rinse his mouth.

"Dead Fish Face, I asked you what you meant just now."

Che Jingcan refused to give up until he got an answer, and chased after him, forcing him to tell him the result.

"literal meaning."

"So, you think being with me is disgusting?"

"Yes, it's disgusting."

Che Jingcan felt a black screen in front of his eyes and he was dizzy for a moment. He never expected things to turn out like this. He thought that things would develop in which he would confess first, Bai Zhiyan would readily agree, and then the two of them would be together happily. However, his idea was completely overturned.

He is unwilling to accept this, how can he accept this?

Bai Zhiyan, who was still adjusting his emotions, looked up again and saw Che Jingcan's gloomy face. Now he remembered, he finally remembered.

When his henchmen had strangled me with a dog leash, I used up my last bit of strength to cry out and beg him to let me go.

He was having difficulty breathing and his head was dizzy at the time, and no matter how hard he opened his eyes, he couldn't see the expression on Che Jingcan's face. But now he sees it, clearly, and it is exactly the same as it is now.

Heartache and anger were intertwined, unwillingness and hatred were entangled, and the grief and anger in his eyes were slowly overflowing. Bai Zhiyan couldn't stand him looking at him like that, and turned his body away with a headache.

This tiny movement was magnified countless times in Che Jingcan's eyes. Doesn't he even want to see himself now?

"Speak clearly to me!"

He turned Bai Zhiyan's face and forced him to look at him.

"Why don't you agree? Is it because of Xu Shiyuan?" The scene of the two of them having dinner together just now appeared in front of him again. "If you really dare to like Xu Shiyuan, I will kill him now!"

"You really think too much. Just because I don't like you doesn't mean I will like Xu Shiyuan." Bai Zhiyan lowered his eyes impatiently.

"Then you must give me a reasonable explanation. Why do you reject me? Who do you want to be with if you reject me?"

"Anyway, no matter who I'm with, I can't be with you—"

Che Jingcan didn't want to hear these uncomfortable words, so he simply bit Bai Zhiyan's lips to make him speechless.

"Um-"

This time he was angry and no longer gentle, he attacked his lips and teeth aggressively, leaving nothing behind from the tip of his tongue to the inner walls of his mouth. All of Bai Zhiyan's whimpers of resistance were blocked. He sucked his tongue tip hard, and Bai Zhiyan bit his lips hard but he refused to let go, instead going deeper, until warm liquid flowed out and the smell of blood filled his entire mouth, and he finally let him go.

There was a big cut on his lip, and the mixture of saliva and blood was glistening on his lips. Bai Zhiyan was not much better, his two lips were swollen as if he had been injected, making him look even more fleshy.

"You dare to bite me?"

"You were the first one—"

Before Bai Zhiyan could finish his words, he was pressed against the sink and forcefully kissed again, as if to avenge the bite he had just received. This time, Che Jingcan was even more forceful, not even leaving him time to breathe. Bai Zhiyan's brain began to swell, and the strength of his hands in beating him was gradually weakening.

"You put -- no --"

He couldn't speak a complete sentence, and after uttering a few words with difficulty, he was blocked again.

After an unknown amount of time, Bai Zhiyan felt like he was about to suffocate, and his body began to go limp. However, Che Jingcan still had no intention of letting him go. He put his arms around his waist, put him on the sink, and held his head while continuing to kiss him deeply.

The root of Bai Zhiyan's tongue began to ache, and he bit his lips tightly like before, but Che Jingcan seemed not to feel the pain and continued to attack with blood. Realizing that he was unwilling to let go, he frowned and bit his lips fiercely.

The taste of blood filled the air between their lips and teeth, and no one knew who had shed more blood.

The smell was so disgusting that the nausea that Bai Zhiyan had just suppressed surged out again. His whole face wrinkled in discomfort, but the pain on his lips was getting worse.

"pain……"

He hummed unconsciously, and Che Jingcan finally let him go after hearing his voice.

After the game, both of their lips were swollen and red, and blood was still oozing from the bitten wounds.

Neither of them spoke, just looked at each other, breathing hard and regulating their breath.

"Che Jingcan you..." Bai Zhiyan spoke first, but he just found out that his voice was trembling as soon as he opened his mouth.

He controlled his still sore tongue and wanted to make clear to him what he had not finished saying just now.

"Don't talk. I don't like what you say." Che Jingcan knew what he wanted to say, and he didn't want to hear those words.

His eyes were sharp and his voice was hoarse, "Let me ask you, would you kiss someone other than the person you are dating?"

Bai Zhiyan was silent for a moment and then replied, "No..."

"Neither can I, so do you still dare to say that you don't want to be with me?"

The two fell silent again, and Che Jingcan stared at Bai Zhiyan, just wanting to get a satisfactory answer.

Bai Zhiyan also understood what he meant. He wanted to use this kind of specious reasoning to force him. It was like this when he took him to the infirmary and forced him to have dinner with him. He always wanted to use the simplest and most brutal method to achieve the result he wanted.

But he never cared about his feelings. Even in terms of emotions, Che Jingcan was like a willful dictator and a moody tyrant. He believed that a pet he loved should not resist his owner, but only needed to cooperate with him to complete all the requests he put forward.

Including forcing Bai Zhiyan to accept the little bit of love he said.

Bai Zhiyan is also slow in emotions, but he sees things more clearly than Che Jingcan, and he doesn't want to continue to get involved in these meaningless entanglements with him.

But he didn't see that underneath Che Jingcan's furious mood, there was a pair of trembling hands.