Lima syndrome

(I will speak at the end of the chapter)

When Xu Shiyuan arrived at the door of Bai Zhiyan's ward, the room was dark, with only the small night light at the head of his bed emitting a faint glow.

Once upon a time, what Xu Shiyuan hoped most was to have a small light left on for him when he returned home every night, but his mother also worked at night, and most of the time when he returned home he was greeted by an empty room and a dark and silent night.

When they first met, Xu Shiyuan was wary of him, thinking to himself that he had never seen such a person who had no vision and could not read expressions. Later, after accidentally injuring him, he felt more relieved than guilty. He had always known that he was not upright and frank enough, but when he learned that Bai Zhiyan had taken sick leave, he rarely lost control of his emotions and bought him expensive milk. He also went to the infirmary to visit him and reached an agreement with him.

But he kept telling himself that it was out of guilt rather than loneliness. Before Bai Zhiyan appeared, the burden of life left him no time to think about whether he was lonely or not. Those things were too pretentious. But until Liu Zhimin appeared, the rare joy in his life was shattered.

Because people always arrogantly think that things that become habits will become natural. He thinks so too. He is used to being with Bai Zhiyan every day, but he never thought that the other party has never been his property. He will have his own life, other friends and even lovers, but the other party may only think that he is a passer-by in his life.

But he couldn't give up now. He had just gotten close to Bai Zhiyan and their relationship had improved a little. If he gave up now, all his previous efforts would be in vain.

The distracting thoughts in Xu Shiyuan's mind grew like weeds, and his eyes were filled with uncontrollable delusions. He didn't know whether he should let his desires grow wildly or use a fire to burn the weeds in his heart.

The warm yellow light shone on Bai Zhiyan's peaceful sleeping face, revealing the tranquility of a peaceful life. He came in in a hurry, covered in dust, like a destroyer who shouldn't be here. He didn't want to destroy this warmth, but he couldn't suppress the distracting thoughts in his heart.

A small face, not even as big as his palm, had its eyes closed and was unaware of anything in the outside world. It was pure and clear, like a flawless white lotus without a trace of impurities.

The lights were bright and the room was silent.

In Xu Shiyuan's heart, he was like a gorgeous and fluttering butterfly, flying into his world when he was off guard.

Xu Shiyuan suddenly had a headache for a moment. Reason and madness were pulling at his nerves. His handsome face was as hot as fire, his eyes as deep as the sea were surging with huge waves, and his body was like in a purgatory of ice and fire, enduring the pain of burning and freezing.

He picked up the water cup beside him and drank some water to moisten his dry throat.

When he put the water cup back, he found the medicine placed aside. He picked up the medicine and took a look. Then he understood why Bai Zhiyan slept so soundly tonight. Perhaps the insomnia that had troubled him for many years could be cured. He took some of the medicine calmly and put it back.

"..."

It was late at night, and the stars were twinkling outside the window. Xu Shiyuan's murmuring voice disappeared in this silent room in an instant, like a stone sinking into the sea.

They both had similar pasts and pains, and this was the best of friendship, he thought, hoping that Bai Zhiyan would remember that he had sent him to the hospital, and that he would not be able to refuse if he asked for help in the future.

Xu Shiyuan looked at Bai Zhiyan, who had a calm expression, turned off the lights and left.

Che Jingcan was bored after returning home to play games. He was still thinking about the phone call he just made to Bai Zhiyan. That brat actually dared to hang up on him and blocked him!

What a heartless guy! I returned the handkerchief to him myself!

Young Master Che had never experienced frustration since he was a child. Now, not only did he experience it, but he also failed many times at the hands of the same person. He felt a little humiliated.

But even though he felt humiliated, he had no intention of beating Bai Zhiyan into submission. With his small body, he would probably cry if he was really beaten, just like the time before when his eyes were red like a rabbit. Thinking of this, he couldn't help but laugh out loud.

"Shit, am I crazy?"

Only then did Che Jingcan realize that he had been thinking about Bai Zhiyan since he came back.

"Ding Ding Ding-"

Just as he was daydreaming, his cell phone on the table suddenly rang.

He thought Bai Zhiyan was scared or regretful, so he got out of bed with a smile on his face and went to get his phone.

Humph, it’s not too late to be afraid now.

Che Jingcan cleared his throat before answering the phone and answered the call without even looking at the notes on it.

"Hey? Now that you've figured it out, do you want to apologize to me?"

The person on the other side was stunned for a moment as he heard Che Jingcan saying strange words in an incomprehensible tone.

"Why don't you speak when you call?" He frowned.

"Jingcan, it's me..."

The other party was wondering if he had recognized the wrong person.

"Damn, why is it you!" Che Jingcan suddenly woke up and took a look at the name he saved. It was the lackey who always followed him around.

Sure enough, I recognized the wrong person, the person on the other side thought.

"Hey Jingcan, I'm injured and in the hospital. It's in Renda Hospital, not far from your home. Can you come and see me when you have time? I have something to tell you."

At this time, Che Jingcan was still immersed in the embarrassment and anger of mistaking the person and saying the wrong thing. He didn't care what the other party said and just agreed with "um" and "ah".

"Okay, let's talk about it later. I'll contact you tomorrow."

After saying that, he hung up the phone.

It was all Bai Zhiyan's fault. He was embarrassed again, so he put the blame of mistaking the person on Bai Zhiyan.