I was given the contraceptive soup and became the emperor's white moonlight

Su Minglang looked at the two people playing in the yard. She did not feel happy at all despite the harmony.

Today was the last time that the Shangfu Bureau sent samples, and it happened to be Xiao Zhu who came to deliver them. Su Minglang could not bear Nian'er's pleading and agreed that they could play with them for a while, but now he didn't know whether he should regret it.

Sometimes life is actually quite strange. Not everyone in the world is as lucky as her to have a chance to start over. Most people's lives have been fixed from the moment they are born. Talent, family background and so on are all given by God. Su Minglang doesn't know whether hard work is useful.

Fortunately, she knew that worrying about nothing is self-inflicted, so she never worried about such things.

But what she was thinking about was not talent or family background, but fate.

Just like Nian'er, he should have been a royal noble, but because of his ancestors' unvirtuous deeds, the country was destroyed and his family was ruined, so he ended up hiding his identity and even had to live in fear and depend on others.

If she learns about her own life experience when she grows up, will she become resentful and lose her mind, unable to recover?

Some people have been crying since they were born that they have to hold a piece of Coptis chinensis in their mouths. After they finally swallow the bitterness, they want to find a piece of licorice but it is too late.

Those expectations for the future became the last straw that broke the camel's back. He lived a mediocre life and could not even please himself at the end of his life.

She suddenly felt as if she could let go of many things, and love and resentment didn't seem to be that important anymore.

Perhaps God has mercy on her and given her a second chance so that she can enjoy life to the fullest.

However, Su Minglang is not a person who is good at internal friction. Even if such thoughts occupy her brain, it will not interfere with her behavior at all. She believes that revenge should be taken and happiness should be enjoyed. This is her life principle.

Su Minglang looked at the people in the yard and finally revealed a sincere smile. Xiao Ye came up to her and asked her why she was so happy. Su Minglang turned to look at her but just smiled.

Even if we part from each other one day in the future and it's as painful as a incomplete moon, but every time the full moon comes, I can still recall the time we spent together. Isn't that enough?

Su Minglang looked at everything in front of her, whether familiar or unfamiliar, and the stone that had been hanging in her heart for a long time was finally put down. Even if these experiences were really just a dream, a fantasy before her death, then her dying would be the only thing worth being happy about in her miserable life.

"Madam?" Xiao Ye saw that she was lost in thought again and couldn't help asking, "What are you thinking about?"

"Hahaha!" Su Minglang suddenly laughed out loud. She stood up and looked at Xiaoye deeply, as if she wanted to engrave her face in her mind.

Xiao Ye didn't know what was wrong with her, but when she met Su Minglang's eyes, she felt an inexplicable pain in her heart, as if something flashed before her and she couldn't catch it.

People always say that when a wild goose passes by, it leaves traces behind. But when a breeze passes by, nothing is left. No matter whether the past life or the present life is real or fake, the past days should be completely passed. After all, there is still an infinite future waiting for them.

"Miss?"

"I'm fine!" Su Minglang smiled at Xiao Ye's worried look, "I was just stuck in a rut, now I feel refreshed!"

Xiao Ye saw Su Minglang happily enter the inner room. Although she didn't know what she had let go of, her greatest hope was that her master was happy.

Outside the house, Xiao Zhu and Nian'er were having fun after not seeing each other for a long time. Inside the house, Nan Xing was still being forced to practice calligraphy. Su Minglang sat next to her without saying a word. Nan Xing's already straight back became even straighter.

Xiao Ye smiled at her and sat aside. The quiet and ordinary days were precious treasures.

Let all the intrigues and deceptions go on. Now I am sitting here, enjoying the peace and tranquility of the world, and I am content.

This is also Su Minglang’s dream now.

"Bang!"

Xiao Heng pushed the pile of memorials on the table, which was taller than a person, to the ground. When Li came in with snacks, she was almost hit by the memorials. Even though she was startled, the first thing she protected was the snacks in her hand instead of herself.

"Sister!" Xiao Heng exclaimed and hurriedly pulled Li to his side, carefully checking if she was injured. "Sister, it's all my fault. Did I scare you? Are you hurt anywhere? Let's find a doctor to check you out!"

Xiao Heng left after he finished speaking. Li freed one hand to hold him, put the plate in her other hand on the table, picked up a piece of dessert and handed it to Xiao Heng's lips.

Xiao Heng was anxiously worried and had no mood to eat any cakes. However, since the cake was handed to him by Li, he naturally opened his mouth and took a bite of half a piece.

The soft pastry melts in your mouth, and the aroma of tea spreads in your mouth. The sweetness is a little light, which makes the tea aroma more intense. There is not even a trace of bitterness from tea, and it is not too sweet.

Li's cooking skills were indeed impeccable. Some chefs in the imperial kitchen were not as good as her in making pastries. Xiao Heng could tell at once that these were made by Li herself, and he felt even more annoyed and remorseful for having almost hurt her just now.

If there is anyone in this world who can make Xiao Heng bow his head, it has always been no one except Li.

Li took out a handkerchief and wiped off the residue he feared the most. She smiled at the sweat on his forehead caused by his anxiety and said, "I'm fine. I wasn't hit."

As she said this, Li used her sleeve to wipe away Xiao Heng's sweat without any disgust, because the handkerchief was stained with food residue and could not be used anymore.

"Your Majesty values ​​me so much, I am willing to be beaten."

"Don't say that!" Xiao Heng shook his head and covered her mouth, "I will never allow anyone to hurt you!"

"As long as I am still in this world, I will never allow you to be harmed in the slightest!"

The man in front of him seemed no longer the high and mighty emperor, but just a boy next door who blushed when talking to his beloved girl.

The majesty in the man's eyes was gone, replaced by fear and worry.

Xiao Heng's black eyes were filled with her own image. Li smiled as tears rolled down her cheeks.

The man was suddenly at a loss, not caring that he was still wearing a dragon robe, and simply wiped away her tears with his sleeves. The two looked at each other in silence, but they both knew their feelings for each other in their hearts.

Because of Xiao Heng, Li suffered a lot of blame, because she was the closest palace maid to Xiao Heng, and she was the first to be punished whenever Xiao Heng made any mistakes.

But she just guarded Xiao Heng silently, took care of him every step of the way, and played the role of mother in his life without any complaints.

Even if I don't receive any respect or gratitude.