My Lord, the princess doesn't want you anymore.

"Miss, I didn't like Mr. Li before. I thought he was unruly and frivolous. But now, I find that he is not what he seems. He really cares about you." Nanxing said as he served her the food.

Mei Xueer looked up at her, then put down her chopsticks and wiped her tears, "Just say what you want to say."

Nanxing bit her lip, as if she had mustered up her courage, and said seriously, "I didn't know anything before, let alone the relationship between men and women. But since I've been with Bingzi, I've gradually understood a lot. The lady also said that women should be independent and can't rely on men, but in a relationship, whether it's a man or a woman, they ultimately need the other person to do something for them. Women need more love, care, respect, trust, and space of their own.

But what can Prince Jing bring to you? Exploitation, deception, and calculation! After you married Prince Jing's mansion, I could see that you wanted to live a good life with him at first, but when was he ever good to you? He forced you to take abortion pills and let you be abducted by the deposed crown prince and almost died. Fortunately, you met Master Li who rescued you many times. I admit that Prince Jing did want to make amends later, but the harm he caused to you will always be there. I also believe what he said that he would treat you well in the future, but he has too many things in his heart, and you are just a part of it. For example, this time the lady didn't even want to live to save him, but he never thought about the consequences of bringing you back to the real country, or at least he was taking a risk. I'm not saying that he is not good, but because he has too many things to consider and face. Once you conflict with those things, I can't guarantee that he will put you first.

Young Master Li also has a lot of things in his heart, perhaps no less than Prince Jing, but he will never let you bear his hatred, his resentment, his suffering, his sadness, he will only do everything he can to protect you. Even if there is only a faint light in his heart, he will find ways to offer you the whole clear sky.

For example, this time, he secretly brought you to Dongbin, just thinking about protecting you. He could put aside the rest, no matter how big the problem was. He also arranged so much in advance, even called A Zi to come, just because he was afraid that you would not be used to the food here. He knew that you needed my care, and even brought me along. He didn't say a lot of things, but just did them silently. Although he looked a bit unserious on the surface, he was very pure in his heart.

Miss, I know you are willing to come here with him this time, otherwise you would not have nodded immediately when he said he wanted to take you away. And if you don't agree, he will never force you.

I don't mean anything else, nor do I mean that you should be with Mr. Li. I've said so much today just to make you understand that Prince Jing is really not worthy of your life, and he is definitely not a good match. You took the wrong path before because it was an imperial marriage and you had no choice, but now, you can choose the path you want to take and the person you want. "

Mei Xueer looked at Nanxing in a daze. She didn't expect Nanxing to say such a thing.

This silly girl has really grown up.

"Nanxing, everything you said is right. I will also tell you something from my heart. I admit that I had some feelings for Prince Jing in the past. When we divorced, I cried almost every night. I felt that I had paid so much, but ended up like this. I cried for myself, and I would cry quietly whenever I thought of him. To be honest, I have had the same dream many times. In the dream, there was a man named Cui Jing. The man's name was only one character different from Prince Jing's, but they were completely different people. I understand that this is the Cui Hongjing I longed for. But dreams can only be dreams forever. The Cui Hongjing in reality can never become the Cui Jing in my dreams.

What surprised me was that, from the day I rushed to save his life, I realized that my feelings for him were not really those between a man and a woman. I hadn't had that dream for a long time.

I have thought about this seriously myself. Perhaps, I used to feel more sympathy for him, thinking that his life was not easy, and I mistakenly took sympathy for love.

Similarly, I am always grateful to Li Mo. You know, he has saved me many times. If it weren't for him, I would have died long ago. Just like you said, I have made a mistake once, and I will never allow myself to make the same mistake again. I don't want to mistake being touched for love again this time.

So, until I can see my heart clearly, I won’t consider relationships anymore.”

Nan Xing's eyes turned red as she listened, and she nodded vigorously: "Miss, that's enough. As long as you are no longer obsessed with Prince Jing, I have nothing to worry about."

"Silly girl." Mei Xueer touched her head: "I hope you can be so clear about your relationship with Wen Bing."

Nan Xing's face suddenly turned red. "I don't know how they are doing now. By the way, Miss, what happened to the small dark room where you locked us up last time..."

Mei Xueer quickly interrupted her: "Come, eat pig intestines..."

……

It was late at night, but Mei Xueer had no desire to sleep at all.

Nanxing's words deeply touched her and influenced her, or made her start to seriously examine her own heart.

"Even if there is only a faint light in Li Mo's heart, he will find ways to offer you the entire clear sky."

"Prince Jing has too many things to consider and deal with. Once you come into conflict with those things, I can't guarantee that he will put you first."

She kept thinking about the two sentences Nanxing said, and her eyes became wet again unconsciously.

Li Mo has too many secrets, but he never tells her about her past.

That must be a memory that is hard to recall.

Every time I say it, it's like opening a scar.

He could only lick his bloody wounds alone in the dead of night.

……