My Lord, the princess doesn't want you anymore.

It’s Gu again!

Mei Xueer suddenly grasped the blanket under her body with both hands, "So, what will happen if you leave Helian Lanfeng now without his antidote?"

"That day, he watched me and Wen Ding escape, but he didn't send anyone to capture me. He knew that without his antidote, I wouldn't live for more than a month. I calculated the days, and it's only a few days left. This is the most insidious part of the poison. I know how to cure it, but I can't, because the person who poisoned me won't give me a cure."

Mei Xueer's eyes instantly turned red, "No, I don't want to watch you die, and die in such pain."

"God still favors me. You woke up before I died. Only you can understand my story and my confession. Prince Jing had asked me about these things many times before you woke up, but I didn't tell him. I only wanted to tell you. Maybe I didn't know how to say it in front of him. Gentlemen of their age are not as afraid of death as I am, so I dare not say it." Wang Li looked gloomy: "But now that I have said it, it seems nothing, as if death is not so scary. Anyway, this body is so old and will soon run out of energy. I was originally a dead person, and I have secretly lived for so many years. I am already very satisfied."

Mei Xueer didn't know what to say, but tears kept falling down her face.

She knew that Wangli was right, she couldn't save him.

She finally found a fellow villager in this strange world, but they had to part in the blink of an eye.

Wang Li sighed: "No matter what, it is my fear of death that has harmed so many people."

Mei Xueer wiped the tears from her face and looked at him with red eyes, "I don't blame you, I understand."

Can you blame him? For someone who has experienced the process of death, can you say that it is wrong for him to be afraid of death?

She had no confidence or authority to blame Wang Li. After all, if she were in this situation, she didn't know what she would choose.

It's easy to talk without any pain. No one is qualified to stand on the so-called moral high ground to condemn those who forget their own interests, because they have not experienced it themselves.

Don't persuade others to be kind to others without suffering.

"I'm going to ask Cui Hongjing to help me capture Helian Lanfeng as soon as possible. I can use severe torture or plant a poison in him. Anyway, I'll give it a try." Mei Xueer murmured.

"I'm very happy to hear you say that. But there's really no need to do that, it's useless because he's already crazy. Besides, I don't have time." Wang Li's eyes were slightly red: "In my previous life, you were my idol and I was your fanboy. I always hoped to meet you and ask you for advice in person, but you didn't recognize me until I died. In this life, my wish has come true..."

Forget about profit and leave.

He said that he wanted to find a quiet, beautiful place where no one could find him, and from there he would go to another world.

He said that no one needed to collect his body, and he would return to the earth in his own way.

Mei Xueer didn't stop him because this was his last wish.

But I don’t know whether he can live again after his death this time.

……

Mei Xueer locked herself in the room and cried for an unknown amount of time.

[Goudan...] She called out again, choking with sobs.

Since she woke up, she called him several times, but Goudan ignored her.

The icons of Baidu and Taobao are still there, but they cannot be opened because I don’t have enough points.

Only in the space where points are not needed, everything is normal.

Where did Goudan go?

Goudan said that she would be punished for buying a gun. Shouldn't she be punished?

【Dog eggs?】

Still no response.

Mei Xueer was in an extremely irritable mood. Although this Tongzi was often unreliable and she often found it annoying, she was very scared now that it ignored her.

Cui Hongjing wandered outside the door for a long time. Hearing the woman crying in the room, he wanted to go in, hug her and wipe the tears from her cheeks, but he knew he was not qualified to do so.

He didn't knock on the door until the crying died down.

"You're not well yet, don't be sad." He sat in front of her, looking at his toes, not knowing what to say.

Mei Xueer turned her head away and said nothing.

"Why do you want to leave, Wang Li?" he hesitated for a moment and asked again.

"He..." Mei Xue'er couldn't say that Wang Li was from another outside world like her. "He was poisoned by Helian Lanfeng just like Du Zheng. No one could cure him. He wanted to find a place he liked and leave alone..."

Cui Hongjing was silent. He stretched out his hand and wanted to hold Mei Xueer's hand, but Mei Xueer dodged.

His hand paused in mid-air, "Xue'er, I know I did a lot of wrong things in the past, I sincerely apologize, can you forgive me?"

"It's not a question of forgiveness or not. I just know that I should heal your wounds." Mei Xueer interrupted him.

Cui Hongjing's eyes lit up, "So, we..."

Mei Xueer interrupted him again: "This doesn't mean I can be with you again."

With her red and swollen eyes, she looked at Cui Hongjing dimly: "It's like a piece of clothing. It's torn, and then it's mended. Although it can still be worn, are you willing to wear it? Even if you still wear it, but it's torn again, and you sew it again... there are too many patches, are you still willing to wear it every day?"

The light in Cui Hongjing's eyes dimmed, his lips trembled a few times, and he finally asked: "Li Mo, will it become the clothes you like to wear?"

"Cui Hongjing!" Mei Xueer called him by his full name very seriously, "I also think it is necessary to explain this matter to you clearly."

"You say it and I listen."

Mei Xueer quoted a most classic line -

There was a true love in front of me, but I didn't cherish it. I regretted it when I lost it. This is the most painful thing in the world. If God can give me a chance to start over, I will say three words to that girl: "I love you". If I have to put a time limit on this love, I hope it is 10,000 years.

Finally, she added: "This is my favorite passage I've ever read in a storybook. However, God will never give anyone a second chance."

“But…” Cui Hongjing wanted to try harder: “But we can do it. We can start over. Just treat me as a stranger and we can start from the beginning…”

"Cui Hongjing!" Mei Xueer stopped him from saying anything more. "Can you please stop dwelling on this issue and just get along as friends? At least for now, this is the limit of what I can do..."

Her voice became smaller and smaller, filled with a deep sense of powerlessness and confusion about the future.

When leaving, Cui Hongjing felt his nose sore. He had always felt that it was possible and had always been confident, especially when Mei Xueer risked her own life to save him, he felt that this relationship could continue.

But her words at this moment were so cold and resolute.

……