Hiding her pregnant belly and leaving, the CEO's ex-husband cried red eyes

Seeing that she was offline, Lu Beichuan panicked.

"Don't think too much. Ming Xiyu and I have no contact now. It's hard to say what will happen to her child in the future. Even if I will raise him, I won't keep him by my side. The most I can do is to pay for his living expenses until he grows up."

Hearing how flustered he was, An Xia came back to her senses. Looking at him, an idea quietly came to her mind.

She smiled and said, "It's okay. It's good for you to keep it by your side."

His frank expression shows no sign of caring at all.

Lu Beichuan felt inexplicably annoyed.

"What do you mean? Don't you care about me anymore?"

Before, whenever Ming Xiyu and her pregnancy were mentioned, An Xia would lose control of her emotions like an irritated lion and would not give in.

But now, not only is he not angry, he is so generous that he wants to keep Ming Xiyu's child.

This is not her style.

"Lu Beichuan, if you already know some of the questions, don't ask them easily."

An Xia interrupted him calmly.

"you--"

"Okay, go back. I'm tired and need to rest."

An Xia pulled the quilt over her and lay down, with her back to Lu Beichuan, already refusing to communicate.

Lu Beichuan was very angry, but he could do nothing about her at this time.

She was unwilling to cooperate in the communication, and Lu Beichuan had no choice but to tidy up the things on the small table beside the bed and tuck in the quilt for An Xia before leaving.

Listening to the heavy footsteps getting farther and farther away, my eyes hidden in the darkness suddenly opened.

An Xia stared at him absentmindedly, her hand resting lightly on her lower abdomen.

Maybe this child...

It won’t be a wasted trip.

-

Knowing that there was a new nanny in An Xia's place, Jiang Qingyu rushed over to see her.

"It's not enough for Lu Beichuan to keep an eye on you in three shifts a day, he needs to find someone else to monitor you."

Jiang Qingyu teased without any hesitation.

An Xia felt helpless but also found it funny.

This was the impression Lu Beichuan usually left on people, so it was no wonder that she misunderstood.

"No, Xiao Tao is here just to take care of me. It just so happens that I will make the ward dusty when I make the model, and she can help clean it up."

An Xia and Jiang Qingyu have been best friends for many years and have no secrets from each other. Jiang Qingyu also knew very well that Lu Beichuan did not allow An Xia to make models.

“That’s convenient indeed.”

After finding an excuse to send Xiao Tao out of the ward, Jiang Qingyu hurriedly pulled An Xia to ask.

"Have you told Lu Beichuan about the child? When I came in just now, he still looked silly as if he was excited to be a father."

An Xia shook her head.

"I'm not going to tell him."

Jiang Qingyu's eyes widened in surprise: "Why?"

An Xia said: "I just thought about it carefully these past few days and felt that it was unnecessary."

"If something really happened to that child, there would be no way to hide it from him."

"I know. I don't plan to resist anymore. I have already consulted Zhao Mei about artificial abortion." An Xia said calmly.

The calmness in his eyes without any ripples inexplicably makes people feel suffocated.

It was like being trapped in a cage seeping out of the bottom of the sea, feeling so desperate that one could no longer feel any sunlight.

"What?!" Jiang Qingyu covered her mouth in surprise: "Are you really going to give up this child?!"

Jiang Qingyu was the first one who advised her to have an abortion, but when it really came to this point, Jiang Qingyu felt reluctant and could not accept it easily.

An Xia quickly grabbed her and asked her to speak more quietly.

"I've asked Zhao Mei. The child is not developing well now. Even if we force the fetus to be preserved, the child will be able to survive independently after being taken out of the mother's body at six or seven months. However, the child's health will be very poor. He will have many congenital health problems. He may have underdeveloped organs or congenital diseases. But no matter which one it is, I don't want him to have to endure it."

Today's society is different from that of decades ago. It is not enough to just stay alive.

Not only do you have to survive, but you also have to bear the inevitable pressure from all sides.

Lu Jingyang’s experience is the most vivid example.

I have done nothing wrong, but I am ridiculed by everyone because of my illness.

An Xia felt sorry for him, and even more sorry that her own child might have to face such a problem before he was even born.

Rather than knowing that the child’s future will be bumpy, it is better to let him go back first. Next time, when they are both ready for each other, they can come back to this world and enjoy a different life.

Jiang Qingyu remained silent.

I didn't know what to say for a moment.

Knowing that one will have to endure several times more suffering and torture than ordinary people after birth, it is better to give up first.

"Then you couldn't hide your decision to have an abortion from Lu Beichuan. This hospital belongs to him, and he's keeping a close eye on you."

"So I didn't plan to hide it from him." An Xia said.

Jiang Qingyu was confused.

"What do you mean? You want to have an abortion and you don't hide it from him? He values ​​this child so much, how could he agree to do this to you?"

An Xia lowered her head and stroked her belly thoughtfully: "It's because he values ​​this child that I do this."

Jiang Qingyu was stunned.

I hesitated several times and didn't know where to start.

After my brain went around in circles, I finally realized what was going on.

"Are you going to use this child to divorce him?"

An Xia nodded.

If they weren't best friends for many years, if it were someone else, they might not be able to guess what An Xia was thinking.

Only by beating the child in front of Lu Beichuan would Lu Beichuan be able to fully understand that their marriage had reached a dead end and there was no chance or possibility of recovery.

Only in this way can Lu Beichuan completely give up and let go.

Jiang Qingyu looked at An Xia with heartache.

“Actually, you don’t have to be like this.”

If An Xia really did this, he would become the one who was criticized by everyone.

Obviously, she had to make this choice because she felt sorry for her child's future, but because of the cover-up of Lu Beichuan, she was scolded as cold-blooded and cruel in the end.

In order to get a divorce and to draw a clear line between herself and Lu Beichuan, she would do anything.

An Xia smiled bitterly, pretending to be relaxed and shrugged nonchalantly: "In the three years since I married Lu Beichuan, I have heard all kinds of things and suffered all kinds of things. This little thing... is nothing."

After lying in bed for so long, An Xia didn't understand why the child worked so hard to overcome so many difficulties, but in the end had to face such an end.

I tried so hard but still couldn't keep it.

But now she understands.

The child is helping her.

This experience helped her gain the freedom she had always wanted.

She should have seized this opportunity...

To seize this opportunity...

On the night when she and Zhao Mei scheduled the surgery, An Xia sat on the bed, stroking her belly, feeling the presence of the baby in her body for the last night.

"Don't blame Mom."

"Next time you have a chance, when mom is ready and doesn't have to worry about any problems, come see me again, okay?"