Hiding her pregnant belly and leaving, the CEO's ex-husband cried red eyes

An Xia looked at Lu Beichuan quietly, her calm and deep eyes were filled with deep sorrow that could not be easily resolved.

"Lu Beichuan, have you forgotten what you said in person?"

Those words had pierced her heart like sharp thorns. Whenever she recalled them, An Xia would feel so heartbroken that she could hardly breathe.

What Lu Beichuan is doing now seems particularly ridiculous based on what he once said.

"You said you would not accept a child born from my belly. You also said that if I got pregnant, I would have to have an abortion immediately."

Lu Beichuan's face turned pale, and a moment of shock and panic flashed across his dark eyes.

Apparently, he had forgotten that he had said such hurtful words.

But An Xia was not surprised.

He has said so many hurtful words, it seems normal that he would forget a few of them.

"You are the one who said you didn't love me. You are the one who said you hated me and disliked me. You are the one who said you would not let me get pregnant and would not let me give birth to the bloodline of the Lu family."

An Xia just looked at him coldly.

In Lu Beichuan's pure round eyes, which once only shone with admiration and respect, there was now only endless disgust and hatred.

"Lu Beichuan, I really think you are a weird person."

Lu Beichuan, who was frozen in place, had a pale and regretful look on his face.

The ability to disguise and hide emotions very quickly in the past seemed to have completely failed when facing An Xia at this moment.

"You say one thing, but do another. You always do what you want, without consulting anyone or telling anyone. You just make decisions on your own. Don't you think you're selfish and boring?"

Every day in the hospital, An Xia watched Lu Beichuan going in and out of her ward door and appearing in front of her. The unresolved worries in her heart increased step by step, deepening each time.

It has been piling up and accumulating.

Finally, I couldn't help it anymore and asked all the questions at this moment.

"I don't know why you change your attitude like this now, and say a few nice and ambiguous words from time to time to seduce me. Do you regret what you did in the past? Or have you thought of a new way to torture me and want to deal with me again?"

Lu Beichuan's pale lips trembled: "I didn't..."

An Xia interrupted impatiently: "Whether you have it or not, I don't want to play with you anymore. I'm really tired and don't have the energy to continue to play with you like this."

Every day in the hospital is spent either eating or sleeping. The seemingly leisurely and relaxing days actually make people feel numb and exhausted.

I thought that lying in bed and ignoring everything would help me conserve my energy, and after I got well, I could be discharged safely from the hospital and start a new life with my baby.

But repeating this kind of life every day seemed to only continue to drain her energy and mood.

"I haven't resolved my father's issue yet, the child's condition isn't completely stable yet, and I still have a lot of work to deal with. If you really still have a conscience and can really think about your baby in my belly, please let me go."

After saying these words, An Xia felt that she was much more relaxed. The pressure that had been pent up in her heart for many days finally began to open up and slowly release with these words.

Faced with this long relationship that lasted for ten years, which ended in failure no matter how hard she tried, An Xia felt that she had done her best.

I don't want to put more energy into this, or any efforts that are bound to bring no good results.

Lu Beichuan's energy began to wilte a little as An Xia spoke one sentence after another.

The man who was always proud and would not bow his head easily couldn't help but lower his shoulders at this moment.

It was like a shelf that had accumulated too many heavy objects and gradually became loose, until it could not hold on and collapsed.

"I was wrong about what happened before."

The four hours of waiting outside the emergency room that day had worn away all of Lu Beichuan's arrogance.

He can't afford the gamble.

I don't dare to risk An Xia's life and health again.

He doesn't want to experience this kind of nightmare not only in this life, but also in the next life.

No matter how many emotions and unhappiness you have accumulated, they are nothing compared to this incident.

So the moment of understanding and awakening only came at that moment when I was on the verge of despair.

"I admit that I didn't want to have a child with you at first. But it wasn't because of you. I just felt that with the state of our relationship over the past few years, I couldn't give the child a complete family atmosphere. So I have been using contraception for the past three years."

Without those so-called face-saving emotions, it becomes much easier and simpler to speak out the things that have been buried in my heart for a long time.

"But now that you're really pregnant, I feel that those problems are no longer a problem. There are still eight months before the baby is born. I believe I can solve all these problems in these eight months."

As he talked, Lu Beichuan always thought of the day when An Xia was covered in blood and dying.

From that day on, that scene became a nightmare that he could not avoid every night.

Late at night when everyone was fast asleep, Lu Beichuan would be awakened by the nightmare of that day, and then quietly walk into An Xia's ward. He was afraid of waking her up and did not dare to get close to her. He just sat on a chair in the corner of the ward and looked at her motionlessly.

I was afraid that the nightmare of that day would happen again as soon as I closed my eyes.

He sat like that all night long, until dawn. When An Xia was about to wake up, Lu Beichuan quietly left and returned to his own ward.

Pei Ming accompanied Jiang Qingyu to the hospital to visit Lu Beichuan three or four times. Every time he saw Lu Beichuan, the first thing he said was: Why have you lost weight again?

The corners of Lu Beichuan's eyes gradually turned red.

He lowered his head to hide the fear that was surging up within him, and his voice was hoarse.

"Whether you believe it or not, I really, really hope that this child can come into this world healthy."

The moment the words fell, An Xia heard a very light sob that was almost drowned out by the sound of the wind.

Suddenly, my heart felt like being poked by something, and then my nose couldn't help but feel sour and my eyes became hot.

An Xia turned her head away very quickly, hiding the emotions that she was about to suppress.

"I used to be a little childish in my way of dealing with things, and I hurt you many times intentionally or unintentionally. But now, I only tell you what's in my heart."

Lu Beichuan half-knelt in front of An Xia, and gently placed his palm on An Xia's hand through the soft blanket.

"I admit the mistakes I made before, and please give me a chance to correct them. Not only because of the children, but also because I want to keep you and our marriage."