The road of the favorite concubine in three lives is destined

I give you all my love. I love you with all my heart. Can't you feel it, Yun'er?

The emperor said, what about your father? Isn’t your father’s love for you real?

The Queen Mother said, your father never had any true feelings for me, he just wanted to use me, that's why I turned from love to hate, became jealous, and became what I am today.

The emperor's face suddenly changed, as if covered with a layer of cold frost, his brows knitted tightly together, and he looked solemn, revealing an awe-inspiring sternness. The emperor said, "Empress Dowager, let me show you the letter that my father left for you. I found this before my father passed away, but I didn't tell you. Now I will read it to you."

Queen, I think I'll have passed away by the time you read this letter. You've got what you want, power, status, authority. I wonder if you're happy now. I remember the first time I saw you, you were so cheerful, beautiful, generous and kind. Nothing in the world could compare to your smile, your eyes, your eyelashes fluttering. You were just like the person in my dreams. I used to love you, but you later became tyrannical, scheming, and you did whatever it took to get to the top. You hurt many innocent people and my offspring. I know all this, but I never blamed you. It's not because I didn't have evidence, nor because I didn't dare, nor because I was afraid of the power of the Lin family.

I remember seeing you at the riding field that year, with your long black hair, charming eyes, enchanting figure, and fair skin. I thought you were the most beautiful woman I had ever seen. I fell in love with you at first sight, and told my father that I must marry you when I returned. So my father issued an edict to betroth you to me. I knew you were not very satisfied with this marriage, because you felt that I was not the most powerful of all the princes, and the one most likely to obtain the throne. You returned to the capital with me unwillingly and without complaint. Your father had made great contributions, and I asked my father to reward your father with the rank of general.

I sent most of the country's military forces to your father. After your father passed away, I rewarded your brother with the title of general. I don't know how I have let you down and made you hate me so much. I don't know when you became unfilial. Every time you look at me, there is hatred in your eyes. I even doubt whether it was a mistake to marry you. I try to tolerate you and love you, but you always push me away. I'm going crazy.

Until that year, I met Li He He, a pretty, lively and cheerful girl. Her appearance was not the best, but she was always lively and cheerful, which made me feel at peace. I liked being with her. She was pregnant. You hated me. I knew that you failed to poison me and tried again and again, but I still loved you and couldn't bear to punish you. Sometimes I wondered if I had spoiled you too much and turned you into what you are now, so I distanced myself from you and stayed away from you. I wanted you to calm down and stop hurting others.

But you still killed the salvation that appeared in my life, you still killed Li Hehe. The emperor couldn't help but shed tears when he read this. After a long time, he choked and said, you should never kill the light that appeared in my life. She is dead, and I don't want to live anymore, but we still have children. I want to protect my children and give them the best things in the world.