The road of the favorite concubine in three lives is destined

The appearance of Li Hehe made the emperor feel the sweetness and torment of love for the first time. He often sat alone in the Dragon Court late at night, thinking about Li Hehe facing the bright moon, and his inner struggle tortured him. He longed to make his relationship with Li Hehe public and declare his love for her, but he knew that doing so would cause a storm in the palace and make the court and the country boil. He struggled between love and responsibility, was upset, and did not sleep all night. Faced with this unspeakable emotional pain, he became more and more taciturn, and his inner depression and helplessness were beyond words. Whenever he had dinner with the queen, the fine wine and food in front of him could not fill the emptiness in his heart. Li Hehe was lingering like a shadow, and her smile and tenderness became his heartache. He tried to hide his emotions, but unconsciously revealed his affection. Although many people noticed the subtle relationship between him and Li Hehe, he knew that under such an identity halo, their love could only hide in the dark and could never be seen in the sun. The sweetness and secrecy of this relationship also made him fall into a painful mood. He felt ashamed and blamed himself for his feelings for Li Hehe, because he knew that this relationship was not allowed, and he dared not ask for eternity. He was unwilling to let Li Hehe be implicated in this relationship that violated etiquette, and he was afraid that once the truth came out, she would pay a heavy price. This love was like a rootless exotic flower. The collision and pain that broke out under the surface of the court made him more confused and self-blame. The secret love between the two was like a butterfly among flowers, exquisite and delicate, but they dared not make it public. Whenever it was late at night, the emperor would quietly go to Li Hehe's residence, and the two were silent, only the fusion of the soul. In a secret corner of the palace, they talked and laughed, shared to their heart's content, and put all their troubles behind them. However, love could not hide their inner pain after all. Every time they separated, the emperor silently bore the inner struggle, and every time they met, it caused deeper pain. As time went by, the emperor's love became more and more traceless, while Li Hehe became paler and paler. Her face gradually lost its color, and her figure was gradually forgotten in the darkness of the palace. Even so, she still silently guarded the secret feelings for the emperor. In the deep palace, she had already engraved his tenderness and care deeply in her heart. But that emotion could not withstand the interference of the queen and the obstruction of interests. The queen was dissatisfied with this secret love affair, and her estrangement from the emperor became increasingly obvious. She constantly created rumors and conspiracies in the palace, trying to pull the two apart and let them struggle in the ocean of love, but the emperor was unable to resist. Li Hehe became a victim in this open and secret struggle, and her inner struggle and pain were already beyond words. She longed for dignity and happiness, but she knew that this was an unspeakable emotional interweaving and fusion. They could only stay together silently in the stormy palace and silently care about each other's feelings. The sweetness and secrecy of this relationship also made them fall into painful emotions. They felt ashamed and blamed themselves for their emotions, because they knew that this relationship was not allowed, and they dared not expect eternity. They were unwilling to let this relationship that violated etiquette be implicated, and they were afraid that once the truth came out, they would pay a heavy price. This love was like a rootless strange flower. The collision and pain that broke out under the surface of the palace made them more confused and self-blaming. Their love turned into countless lonely nights in the palace and quietly disappeared in loneliness. As the years passed, the situation changed. In the end, they could only remember this unspeakable emotion with tears and parting under the distant stars. In the long flow of water in the palace, they gradually drifted away, leaving only the unspeakable pain and attachment. The queen noticed the subtle and indescribable relationship between the emperor and Li Hehe. She was full of doubts and uneasiness in her heart. As a member of the royal family, she knew her responsibilities and status. She tried to convince herself that it was just her worrying and worrying, but the unspeakable pain always lingered in her heart. Faced with the emperor's depressed state, she tried again and again to understand. Without the emperor's recognition, she began to slowly realize that the root of this palace turmoil was the man she was currently resenting. She tried to use various means to interrupt the secret connection between the emperor and Li Hehe, but each attempt could not bring her peace, but instead aggravated her inner uneasiness and separation. She began to doubt her charm and worry about her status. She began to live alone in the palace for more time. Her face became increasingly haggard, and her inner struggle and pain were no longer able to be described. She longed for the emperor's care and favor, but she knew that this was an irreversible storm. She knew that she was in an irreversible situation and could not resist the arrangement of fate. She began to try to change herself, hoping to change from the inside, but such efforts were just another helpless performance. She tried to make herself more gentle and considerate, but the struggle and pain in her heart could not be concealed. She quietly made up her mind not to waste her energy on this palace turmoil. She turned her attention to the training of her offspring, hoping to gain more say for herself and the royal family. Behind her prominent power, she hid her inner helplessness and loneliness. She knew that she could no longer redeem the palace grievances, and could only treat everything with a more gentle eye.