He had imagined the happiness of the general's sister countless times, but he never thought that she would become the queen of the whole country. This made him realize that there was no possibility between them. Although he felt a little reluctant and heartbroken, Lin Chenggong understood that he had to put aside his personal feelings and make sacrifices for the country and the honor and dignity of the general. At this moment, he decided to say goodbye to his past, let go of his love for the general's sister, accept the reality, and use it as motivation to move forward courageously.

Lin Chenggong understood that in order to protect the imperial city and to repay the general's kindness in raising him, he had to make greater sacrifices. He chose to take on more combat missions and throw himself into the battle of thousands of troops. Every battle was a test of his will and loyalty. He no longer complained about the injustice of fate, but tried to prove his worth with his actions. On the endless battlefield, he became more brave and resolute, and the respect and praise of the soldiers became his driving force.

During the long years of fighting, Lin Chenggong experienced too much blood and tears, and his heart was no longer the boy he once was. In the process of fighting, he gradually let go of his love for his sister and no longer let the past become a burden on his heart. He learned to be silent and strong. He only had the country, the army and the battlefield in his eyes. Every victory meant the survival of more people, and every failure meant the sacrifice of more people. He knew that he had chosen this path and could never go back. For him, the most real life was on the bloody battlefield.

The change in his state of mind did not make him indifferent, but made him appreciate everything in front of him. His loyalty and gratitude to the general no longer needed to be proved by words. Every battle was for the general, for the country, and to make up for the regrets in his heart. Deep in his heart, he still had a deep attachment, but he knew that for the person he loved deeply and the path he chose, the best way to express it was to bury this emotion in his heart and turn it into fighting power.

In the midst of swords and sabers, killing became his life. Every battle was a destruction to his soul, but it was also the only way for him to forget his unhappiness. He understood that only when he was in the flames of war on the battlefield could he temporarily forget his inner pain and let guilt and regret no longer entangle him. The hand that killed no longer trembled, but became unusually calm and decisive. He no longer questioned his inner contradictions, but buried everything deep in his heart, focusing only on the bloody storm on the battlefield.

Lin Chenggong has become a fierce tiger in the army. There is always blood boiling around him, and there is only determination and firmness in his eyes. Perhaps, he is destined to find his own answer in this war. Perhaps, forgetting in killing is the real relief in his heart.

Lin Chenggong was on the battlefield, and his state of mind changed incredibly over time. At the beginning, he was full of anger and unwillingness to the war. Every fight made him feel heartbroken. He was once furious at the injustice of life and hated the tricks of fate. However, as the war continued to escalate, he gradually realized the cruelty and ruthlessness on the battlefield. He saw his comrades falling like rain, heard the screams of the roaring, and felt the unspeakable sadness. Those young people who were once full of ideals and ambitions have now become cold corpses on the battlefield, and their dreams have disappeared in the smoke. In this endless killing, Lin Chenggong gradually understood the cruelty of war, and his mind calmed down.

The change of his state of mind during the battle was not achieved overnight. In the baptism of fire, he gradually learned to be calm and steady. He was no longer full of anger, but buried his emotions deep in his heart, focusing only on the weapons and the situation. He understood that emotional catharsis could not solve the pain brought by the war, and only calmness and perseverance could survive on the battlefield. Gradually, there were no more emotional waves in his eyes, but sharpness and courage instead. In the battle, he was thoughtful and calm in the face of danger, like a tiger coming out of the mountain, which frightened the enemy. Such a change was not his original intention, but the war made him learn to adapt and calm, otherwise he would not be able to survive in this swamp of human nature.

In countless fights, Lin Chenggong's heart also underwent subtle changes in the torrent of war. He was once full of hatred and anger, eager to use killing to vent his inner pain, but as time went on, he gradually understood the emptiness and pain brought by killing. Every killing made his heart more empty. He no longer questioned his past troubles, but learned to face everything peacefully in the world of killing. He no longer regarded killing as a catharsis, but as part of the war game, and his heart was peaceful because of killing. This change in state of mind made him no longer full of hatred for life, but accepted the cruelty of war as a part of life, and thus gained an unusual peace in his heart.

Lin Chenggong always buried his loyalty and gratitude to the general deep in his heart. Every battle was his loyalty and gratitude to the general. He was fully aware of his responsibilities and knew clearly that he was a person who had been raised by the general. The general brought him up, trusted him and gave him more tasks. At this moment, all he could do was to repay the general's kindness with outstanding performance, defend this imperial city, and defend the honor of the army. His loyalty did not need to be proved by words, but was reflected behind every battle and in every guarding figure.

He was deeply grateful for the general's cultivation and trust in him, and he also knew clearly that he could only repay this kindness with action. The moment the news came out that his sister, whom he had always cared about, became the queen, he decided to put aside his personal feelings and chose to fight for the general. Not only for the country, for the general's upbringing, but also for that love, he must prove himself with stronger strength and indomitable will, to turn the repayment into tangible achievements.

Every battle was his personal reward to the general. He no longer let the unhappiness of the past affect his commitment to the battlefield. He firmly believed that only when the general needed him most in this world, he would be there bravely. He wanted to make the general proud of himself, and also wanted to bring honor to the general. This was his most sincere loyalty and reward.

In such a war, he was deeply influenced by the general's earnest teachings, and his state of mind was profoundly sublimated. He understood that he was not only loyal to the general, but also responsible for the entire country. Every battle was the best interpretation of the general's words and deeds, and also became his most profound return to the general's kindness in raising him. He would not forget the state of mind of a newborn calf who was not afraid of a tiger, and would not let down the general's expectations and trust.

The general's trust in him is his lifelong shelter and motivation, and also the motivation and courage for his fighting. His loyalty and gratitude to the general have penetrated into his bones and blood. He no longer needs to express it in words, but only needs to fight for his whole life to prove his loyalty and his original intention. He is eager to protect this love in his heart with practical actions, repay the general's friendship, and protect this passionate land. In his heart, his loyalty to the general no longer needs to be decorated with words, but has become his eternal belief.

He understood that the general was the only one he could rely on for survival. For the general, he had to put aside his personal feelings and put the general's loyalty and gratitude in the deepest part of his heart, turning it into the driving force of battle and an inextinguishable beacon. Every battle on the battlefield was his deep confession and loyalty to the general, and also his repayment and feedback for the general's kindness. This loyalty and gratitude had been engraved in the depths of his soul and became the spiritual pillar of his unremitting struggle throughout his life.

In countless fights, Lin Chenggong found himself gradually becoming numb, and killing became his daily routine on the battlefield. Every kill did not bring him a moment of peace, but made him feel even emptier. He watched the enemies around him fall, and watched the blood stain the entire battlefield red. He began to understand that killing could not bring forgetfulness, but made the pain in his heart more deeply rooted. After the truce, he often relived his nightmares again and again in the dead of night, and felt extremely painful.

However, in this pain, he also learned to face his inner struggle bravely. He tried to find other ways to release the burden in his heart, and gradually realized that only by facing the pain in his heart can heal his trauma. He began to learn to be calm, to be alone, and to let his heart be sublimated in the quiet night. Under the starry night sky, he began to understand that killing could not give him forgetfulness, and only by looking for answers from his heart could he truly get rid of the pain in his heart.

Every battle was like an inner struggle. He was proud of the fighting on the battlefield, but the silence at night made him feel painful. He gradually learned to face the cruelty of the battle with inner peace, and learned to resolve the pain in his heart with a calm attitude. He knew that killing could not make him forget, and only by bravely facing the pain in his heart could he be truly liberated. He also understood that inner peace did not come from killing, but from deep reflection on the heart, from cherishing life and firm belief.

Slowly, he began to understand how to let go of the burden in his heart, and learned to embrace the cruelty of battle with a firm heart. He understood that inner peace does not come from killing, but from the choice of the heart. In the starry night, he felt the sublimation of his state of mind, learned to accept the pain in his heart, and understood the preciousness of life. With this in mind, he began to think back and forth between the ordinary and the cruel, and gradually learned to turn killing into inner forgetfulness.

As time went by, the killing in his heart gradually became peaceful and was no longer the source of his inner pain. He learned to let go of his love for his sister, let go of his trance about life, and learned to face his inner struggle with fighting and perseverance. The silence of the night was no longer a disturbance in his heart, but a purification of his heart. He knew that only with inner freedom and peace could he truly get rid of the pain brought by killing and make himself full of courage and determination.

On this battlefield with thousands of soldiers and horses, he gradually realized that only inner freedom and perseverance could give him the power to forget his inner pain. Killing was not his true inner destiny, but his inner choice and determination. In the cruelty of war, he learned to turn killing into inner forgetfulness and to find inner peace and liberation. Such inner sublimation and transformation did not come from killing, but from inner choice and determination.

He understood that only by turning killing into inner forgetfulness could he truly appreciate the preciousness and value of life. Only by bravely facing the inner troubles could he truly sublimate and liberate his heart. Such inner changes did not come from the cruelty of the battle, but from the deep grasp and cherishment of the heart. Killing and forgetfulness have become a part of his battlefield life, and also become his cherishment and determination for life.

On this battlefield filled with blood, his inner killing and forgetting are not a disregard for life, but a firmness and cherishment of his inner choices. He learned to face his inner pain and depression with a firm heart, and also learned to change his state of mind brought by the cruelty of the battlefield into inner forgetfulness and liberation. Such inner changes made him no longer regard killing and forgetting as contradictions, but as inner choices and firm strength.

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