I failed again

"His teacher has lectured him many times about this, but he just refuses to change." Si Heng said.

"I later talked to his teacher and some psychological counselors, and I think it might be related to Yun Yao's childhood experience, which not only makes him afraid of contact with people, but also subconsciously hates it."

Qin Muxiu looked at the words sent by Si Heng in silence for a long time, then looked up at Yun Yao who was immersed in his own world, and his heart ached.

When Yun Yao finished painting, the sky had begun to darken. He carefully put away all his things and turned around to meet Qin Muxiu's obscure eyes.

Yun Yao stood there in a daze. What happened to him?

Yun Yao's somewhat slow brain slowly reacted. It seemed that during this honeymoon, he had been so focused on painting that he had forgotten about him and left him all alone.

He never said anything negative and would just stay by my side while I was painting and wait for me to finish.

Thinking of this, Yun Yao lowered his head in guilt. He was so happy to make strategies, plans, and take himself out to play, but along the way, his mind was only thinking about painting and he didn't care about him at all.

If I were treated like this, I would definitely be dissatisfied and unhappy.

But he said nothing and just did what he wanted every time.

Yun Yao was so ashamed that he didn't know how to face Qin Muxiu for a moment.

Before Yun Yao could make up his mind, Qin Muxiu came out of his thoughts and looked at Yun Yao who was standing still. He asked softly, "Yao Yao, don't you want to continue painting?"

Yun Yao shook his head gently and said, "No."

"Then shall we have dinner here before leaving?" Qin Muxiu asked Yun Yao for his opinion.

"Let's eat here." Yun Yao said.

"Okay." Qin Muxiu said, "Let's go back to the hotel and rest after dinner, or is there anywhere you want to go?"

Yun Yao did not answer but asked, "What about you? Is there any place you want to go?"

"I don't have any particular place I want to go..." Qin Muxiu thought for a moment and said, "How about we go to the inner city square? There will be an event there tonight. Should we go and see it?"

Yun Yao nodded and replied softly, "Okay."

"Then let's go inside to eat first. It's too cold outside at night, don't catch a cold." Qin Muxiu said.

Yun Yao nodded, then walked quietly behind Qin Muxiu.

Suddenly, Yun Yao whispered, "I'm sorry."

"Ah?" Qin Muxiu suspected that he was hallucinating. What did Yaoyao say just now? Sorry?

No, why would you suddenly apologize to me for no reason?

Qin Muxiu thought for a long time and felt that apart from the reason that Yun Yao cheated on him behind his back, he could not think of any other reason for Yun Yao to apologize to him suddenly.

It's not that he wanted to be cheated on, but he really couldn't think of any reason for Yun Yao to apologize to him so abruptly when he and Yun Yao had only known each other for more than a month and hadn't done anything other than getting married.

Qin Muxiu had a brainstorming session. Could it be that Yun Yao already had a boyfriend before marrying him, and as a result, under the pressure of the Qin family, he had to agree to marry him. After spending today with him, he found that he still could not accept him, and he thought it through and was ready to confess to him?

No, no, no, don’t think too much. If Yaoyao really has a boyfriend, Si Heng would tell you.

But what if? What if Si Heng was worried that knowing the truth would harm Yao Yao, and helped Yao Yao hide it from him?

No! It's impossible. With Yaoyao's personality, it's impossible for her to find a boyfriend.

But what if that boyfriend wasn't someone Yaoyao actively looked for, but was just like herself, sticking to him shamelessly, and Yaoyao couldn't save face and agreed to him?

No, no, think about it in a positive way, maybe it’s not this?

Qin Muxiu tried hard to get his thoughts back on track. What other reason could there be?

No, Yaoyao is a spy sent by the enemy country. He married me just to steal information, right?

Qin Muxiu's imagination grew bigger and bigger, and his heart became more and more desperate.

"I'm sorry." Yun Yao thought that his voice was too soft and Qin Muxiu didn't hear it clearly, so he repeated it a few notes higher than before.

Qin Muxiu turned around and looked at Yun Yao with mixed feelings. Why did you apologize twice? Yaoyao, don't do this, I'm scared!

Qin Muxiu tried his best to calm his voice so that Yun Yao wouldn't notice his confused thoughts, but his voice was still a little weak. "Yaoyao, what's wrong? Why are you apologizing to me all of a sudden?"

"I've been thinking about painting these days and haven't thought about you. I'm really sorry." Yun Yao said.

Qin Muxiu breathed a sigh of relief. He was so scared. It turned out to be because of this. He almost thought that his honeymoon with Yaoyao would end here!

Hey, what did Yaoyao say just now?

Qin Muxiu digested what Yun Yao had just said in his mind. So, was Yao Yao apologizing for neglecting him these days because he was painting?

Qin Muxiu was a little amused and helpless for a moment, laughing at himself in his heart for thinking so many messy things just because of Yao Yao's "I'm sorry".

But I was also a little happy. Yaoyao apologized to me for this matter. Does it mean that I also have a place in his heart?

Qin Muxiu felt very happy and satisfied about this matter.

Who? Who is like him, who got married with his wife after knowing her for only one month, and made his socially anxious wife start to accept him and care about him? Who else?

Lin Ze and Si Heng have been married for half a year, and they still don’t have any WeChat friends!

Thinking of this, Qin Muxiu felt a little proud for a moment.

"I will try my best to change it in the future." Yun Yao promised.

Qin Muxiu held Yun Yao's face with his hands and said, "You don't have to sacrifice yourself for this. Besides, you didn't really not care about me. Every time you played with me, you were as devoted as when you were painting, and you didn't ignore me."

"Besides, accompanying you in painting is what I want to do. I also like to be by your side and watch you paint." He really enjoyed this feeling of peaceful time.

Yun Yao lowered his eyes and said softly, "I'm not feeling wronged. I just feel that you were so excited to make a strategy and took me out to play, but my mind was full of drawing the whole way. I ruined your fun and made you unhappy."

"How can I be unhappy? I am very happy when I am with you." Qin Muxiu gently kissed Yun Yao's cheek, "So, you don't have to apologize to me, and don't feel sorry. I have never been unhappy."

Yun Yao looked at Qin Muxiu for a long time and then said "hmm" softly.

"Let's go eat first. Don't we have to go to the inner city square to watch the performance later?" Yun Yao said.

"Well, let's go." Qin Muxiu walked briskly into the house holding Yun Yao's hand.

Thinking that he had already eaten roasted whole lamb for lunch, Qin Muxiu did not order roasted whole lamb for dinner. Instead, he ordered a lamb hotpot, grilled fish and a plate of smashed bitter melon.

While waiting for the food to be served, Yun Yao curiously asked Qin Muxiu, "You seem very familiar with the environment and dishes here. Have you been here before?"

Qin Muxiu didn't hide it. After all, it wasn't something to be ashamed of. "I've been here before. This restaurant was opened by Bai Ci. When it opened, he invited a few of us here for a party. Later, he invited us here several times. So, I'm quite familiar with this place."

Bai Ci? Yun Yao recalled the time when Qin Muxiu took him to meet his brother and asked, "Is he the one who was with Qin Yuan when you took me to meet your friend?"

"...Yes." Qin Muxiu replied with some frustration. Yao Yao's words reminded him of the cabbage at home that was taken away by Bai Ci.

He still can't figure out how Qin Yuan and Bai Ci got together.

When I went to the Gona galaxy, the two of them just nodded and greeted each other when they met. How come they became so attached to each other as soon as I came back?

He didn't believe the nonsense Qin Yuan said about them meeting each other through playing games. Bai Ci's rubbish gaming skills that made him get eliminated from the start, and he was ostracized by them in college and threatened that he would never play games again in his life, how could he meet Qin Yuan through games?

What about the liar?

He? Does he look like a fool?