The female star is obedient and domineering, and she has a crush on me

Ziyi wanted Qin Yuhuan to survive and not leave alone and quietly in this winter.

Even if her acting skills will continue to be poor, even if she will never become a great movie queen.

Qin Yuhuan...such a strong person shouldn't leave like this.

"In the past, I always thought my mother loved me very much, even though I had a younger brother and adopted a younger sister. It was not until I was looking for all my savings at home that I found the insurance policy she bought for my brother. There were three insurance policies, two of which had been paid for, and the one with an annual premium of more than 20,000 yuan would take 15 years to pay off."

The premium alone for a pension policy is more than 300,000 yuan.

"The adopted child's tuition is 15,000 yuan a year. He also has to attend interest classes and take various exams. He has to buy snacks for more than 300 yuan a week, not to mention the endless clothes and shoes."

“I know I shouldn’t have this kind of comparison, but…when something happened at home, I was the only one who stood up.

My brother is only one year younger than me. I asked him to forward Shuidichou to see if there were any classmates or friends there, but he didn’t want to. He told me that he had no friends and that he had bought his way into a junior college through connections and spent a lot of money.

In comparison, Qin Yuhuan became the person who got the least in this family, but as a result, the one who got the least had to pay the most.

"He hasn't been working since he graduated from college. He just stays at home and doesn't even leave his room, not even..."

Qin Yuhuan seemed to be struggling for a long time before continuing, "Even when he went to the toilet, he did it in the room. My mother used to call me to tell me about his future. I told him to deliver food, but she didn't want to let him go."

“My mother did so much for him, but when the accident happened, the first thing he did was to transfer all the money on WeChat from my mother’s phone to himself.

Out of hundreds of thousands of dollars in medical expenses, he felt that only 800 yuan was enough for nutrition expenses. I wanted to cancel his insurance policy and cash out some of the money, but he hid the policy.

He has no ability to take care of himself, and neither does my dad. I want my mom to survive, but I... I can't afford four people like this. I can't pay for my sister's tuition, I can't pay for my brother's insurance policy, and I don't want to pay. I just want to take care of my mom."

When I raised my eyes and looked into Ziyi's eyes again, tears started falling.

Qin Yuhuan seemed to want to make sure that there was no sympathy or disgust towards her in Ziyi's eyes. She wiped her tears and did not speak for a long time.

Until Ziyi recovered from Qin Yuhuan's words, she rubbed her head with heartache, "I know, our Xiao Qin has done a great job."

"If I go out to work, my mother will have no one to take care of her at home. If I don't work, my family will become poorer and poorer and I won't be able to afford medical treatment. If I stay in Licheng, you can imagine my fate. Ziyi, I also want to have my own life."

"All the responsibilities seemed to fall on my shoulders overnight. I wanted to scrape together more money. My family's savings were borrowed by my mother's family, two uncles, a few aunts, and my grandfather. I thought they could pay back some money because my mother was dying, but they refused.

They didn't even want to come over to take a look, just because my mom wanted child support from Nianzhi, they thought my mom was extorting money, I called them every day, and I was scolded every day. "

Qin Yuhuan even cried silently. She was too tired in the past few years, and Ziyi was the only one who listened to her.

"I don't want to give up either, Ziyi, but except me and my dad, no one wants to continue. My dad doesn't want to give up, but there's nothing he can do.

Later, my mother's condition stabilized. The company kept urging me to pay for her medical expenses, so I had to go back to Jincheng to take on work. Once, I worked non-stop for two days without calling home. By the time I found out, my mother had given up on treatment and was sent back to her hometown in Changping County by my father and uncle. She was only breathing her last. "

"I only had time to see her one last time."

Ziyi could probably guess what happened next from what Qin Yuhuan had revealed in the past. After her mother passed away, the family planned to settle down in their hometown in Changping County. The adopted sister didn't want to stay in another place, so she ran to the police station on her own to find her biological parents.

"So is your uncle in Changping County with your brother now?"

"Only my dad," Qin Yuhuan shook his head, his eyes were red, and even his snow-white cheeks were flushed after crying.

"My brother is missing. He has been missing for two years. I called the police, but no one could find him. My dad saw a public housing unit in Changping County. He could buy it for 40,000 yuan. I bought it for him and gave him some money to renovate it. Now... he is doing well."

"Wipe your tears." Ziyi sat down next to Qin Yuhuan holding a tissue, "I know someone. Do you want me to help you find him?"

"No, he wanted to go out on his own. My father, my relatives and I told him that we must not let him go. If we let him go, he would never come back. They didn't believe it."

Qin Yuhuan wiped her tears with a tissue, "I can't take care of him, Ziyi, I don't have the ability to take care of him, I've done what I should do, I've done everything I can to persuade him, over the past few years, I've been stuck in this matter."

"I don't know if it's right for me to come out and take this job. Maybe if I stay, she won't... won't leave."

"I love my mother, she is a very good and kind person, but I also blame her. If she hadn't taken the family money back to her parents' home all these years, our family wouldn't have reached this point. My father graduated from a technical secondary school and he knew how to keep accounts. One year when we had a quarrel, my mother burned the account book, and we couldn't get a penny of that money back.

I also blame my father. He regrets it now, but he never helped my mother with the housework. He even went out to eat noodles for breakfast every day and never thought of bringing a bowl for the family. He would rather die than divorce my mother because he knew that no one would take care of him after the divorce. But when he was a child, he wanted to kill my mother with a knife.

I also blame my brother. I never wanted any of the family property. I even went out to earn money when I was in college because my mom said that our family was in financial difficulty.

But my brother was defrauded when he went out to work, and my mother wanted to drag my father to commit suicide by burning gas with him. I persuaded her not to do so. He was at home and not working, but he would rather watch my mother run the store and take care of the family without helping at all. Finally, when the doctor told me that my mother was malnourished and needed extra nutrition every day, my heart felt like being stabbed by a knife. "

Qin Yuhuan covered her chest with her hands. Even though she was in pain, the emotions she expressed seemed to be diluted. Only her eyes were filled with lingering sadness.

"Ziyi, I am grateful that I have read so many books. If not, I might have collapsed at the moment when the incident happened. But I still blame myself. I wanted to get the money back, to vent my anger, to save my mother, but none of them succeeded.

So I couldn’t go see my friend. I only had enough energy to keep myself alive, and I couldn’t care about anything else. I didn’t want her to see me… so sad and miserable.”

Qin Yuhuan used to be flamboyant and outgoing, but because of these complicated things, she became what she is now, lukewarm, like a puppet without warmth and soul, with not even much fluctuation in her emotions. Her career is a mess, and so is she.

Her memory was getting worse and worse. She could not remember anything that happened recently. She spent every day in a daze. At night, when she closed her eyes, she could only think about things at home. The hatred, resentment, pain and longing haunted her dreams.

Countless times, she wanted to bring her mother out of her dreams, but after walking for a whole night, she was too exhausted to get out and always failed.

"It's already very good." Ziyi patted Qin Yuhuan's arm, "Xiao Qin bought a house for his father and supported himself by himself. He is amazing. Do you want to cry for a while?" She patted his shoulder, "Let me lean on you."

"No, emotions are immediate. Thank you." Qin Yuhuan rolled up the tissue in her hand and threw it into the trash can. She took a deep breath, as if trying to hold back the remaining tears and emotions.

"Besides, I feel better after venting it out. Before... I could only ask myself."

"You are right, and you did a good job, Qin Yuhuan." Ziyi straightened Qin Yuhuan's body and said in a serious tone, "Look at me."

Qin Yuhuan raised her eyes, but the moment she raised her eyes, tears fell again, and Ziyi's face became blurred in her eyes.

"You are very good, Qin Yuhuan. Trust me, I have always been very good at judging people, and I will be even better in the future." Ziyi reached out and rubbed away the tears on Qin Yuhuan's face with the tip of her thumb. "Cry, don't hold it back. I know it will be sad for mom to leave. It's okay, okay?"