The female star is obedient and domineering, and she has a crush on me

Fang Jinyao was not discouraged after being rejected. He tentatively took out a piece of white chocolate from his pocket and said, "Or, can I add another chip?"

This move surprised Shen Zhiming. "A piece of white chocolate is Mr. Fang's bargaining chip? Mr. Fang is being too frivolous. It seems to be the chocolate from our tea room."

Having said that, she still peeled off the outer packaging, and the sweet taste took a sip, but her mood became even worse.

She likes sweets. In the past... her best friend would always bring her milk tea and coffee with a lot of toppings, and when she complained that they were not sweet enough, Ziyi would kick her.

"Be more restrained, Zhizhi. You'll scold me again if you get fat later."

Tears fell unexpectedly, and I was very embarrassed.

Shen Zhiming turned his chair over, frantically wiped his tears with the back of his hand, and said with a nasal voice: "Manager Fang, I will think about it carefully. You can go back first. I'm sorry for the poor hospitality."

A pack of tissues was handed to her from behind. Fang Jinyao had walked across the desk and came to her side without her noticing. "Boss Shen."

"Thank you."

That’s the end of the topic.

Coming out of Zhao’s office building, Fang Jinyao looked down at his cell phone.

In the interface, the account she had maintained for many years posted the last Weibo about this account: [In the past period of time, I haven't produced any very good works. I am very sorry for everyone and have failed everyone's love. Thank you for not giving up on me. From today on, I will change my career and will no longer update this account. I'm sorry. ]

I switched back to my WeChat account and typed in the private chat interface, concluding with this sentence: [Can I ask why you changed your career?]

At the same time, Shen Zhiming, who was crying in the office, felt her phone vibrate. She unlocked her phone and found that it was that... work WeChat account that she had kept logged in to but no one had sent her a message for a long time.

The ID that sent the message was [Lu Yao], she remembered.

Lu Yao followed her not long after she created the account. At that time, she was still a nobody and it took a long time for her to gain a follower. She would be very happy with every new fan, even if they were robot accounts, and she would remember each one’s ID.

She put a business contact account on her homepage. Lu Yao added her but never spoke to her.

Even so, Shen Zhiming never thought of deleting anyone.

At that time, I thought that if she became a top internet celebrity one day, I would hold a big lottery and all the first few fans who followed her would get a share.

Who would have thought that in the best years of her life, she would encounter a love setback, and never recover from that, unable to face the beautiful and cheerful self in the videos of the past.

I can't bear to delete it, but I can't bear to face it, so ignoring it becomes the best way to deal with it.

Shen Zhiming was really surprised that Lu Yao would suddenly send a message. She thought -

After so many years, she has long been forgotten.

[Well-known person in Chaoyang District: My best friend passed away unexpectedly, and I want to protect her career.]

[Lu Yao: Got it. Come on, you will succeed.]

The topic seemed to be dead here. Shen Zhiming typed a lot in the input box, but finally deleted it. [I remember you. You are the fourth person to follow me. Thank you. I will do my best.]

[Lu Yao: Do ​​you still remember?]

[Famous member of Chaoyang Group: I remember.]

The topic died again.

Fang Jinyao clenched her phone tightly and didn't let go for a long time. She moved her fingers slightly and quickly created a group chat.

[Sister Fang, why are you forming a group all of a sudden? It seems like something big is going on.]

[Fang Jinyao: When chatting with strangers, what topics can we usually use?]

[？ ？ ？ ？ ？ ？ ]

[? ? ? ]

[Oh my god, what’s going on with Sister Fang? An old clam gave birth to a pearl?]

[Fang Jinyao: ...If you don’t want tomorrow’s hot search to be about a top idol surnamed L returning to school at the age of 30, then go look up the idiom dictionary and see what it means when an old clam gives birth to a pearl. Then come back and write a self-examination after reading it.]

The top idol named L remained silent.

[Hahahaha, how did they write the lyrics for "Zero Zero" when they used it so randomly? This is called "The Old House is About to Be on Fire."]

Fang Jinyao: ...

These artists usually play very well, but why is it that none of them is useful at the critical moment?

Shen Zhiming didn't know that someone was almost dying of brain cells trying to find topics to chat. When it was time to get off work, she took the key and prepared to find a place to have a drink, but she saw that the lights in the office next door were still on.

I looked at the time and it was already eleven o'clock in the evening.

At this time, Shu Baizhu took out a somewhat old notebook from the drawer.

The notebook was of ordinary style and could be found in stationery stores outside the school gate. She opened the column with bookmarks and looked at the immature but neat words on the horizontal lines, recalling the past with Ziyi over and over again from an unknown corner of her mind.

"Qin Yuhuan." Shu Baizhu whispered this name that had long been forgotten by the world.

This is the diary of a deceased person, which was handed to Qin Yuhuan by her friend because her friend could not see Ziyi at all.

Out of curiosity, she pulled out a diary from the small box, just like opening Pandora's box.

From the moment we understand posture, we know it is eye-catching and dazzling.

But she didn't know that there was another person whose secret crush she had had since high school and lasted until her death.

Yes, when she was with Ziyi, she encountered countless coincidences. She had seen Qin Yuhuan who "happened to be here" not far away. They were just nodding acquaintances and had never spoken a word to each other.

She once thought that Qin Yuhuan, like other people who were in love with Ziyi, was just an impulse of youth.

Shu Baizhu didn't know what kind of mentality he had when he left these diaries. Maybe he didn't want Ziyi to know that there was another pure love in the world for her to choose. Or maybe...

She knew that she lost to another person in love.

[December 12, cloudy]

The leading actor took a leave, so I didn’t have any scenes. I heard that Qingshan Temple is a must-see attraction for everyone who comes to the film and television city, so I went.

I met a strange master who encouraged me to draw fortune sticks at length. I said that I had bad luck and that I would definitely draw the worst fortune sticks, but he said some confusing words.

My understanding is that he was comforting me that there is always a chance that things will turn around.

Seeing that it must be very hard for him to come out and solicit business at his age, I still asked for one. In fact, I didn’t even know what I was asking for. Looking at the Buddha statue, I was confused. I wanted to say thousands of words, but I only had a mouth.

The words came to my lips, but I couldn't say anything.

Why bother playing the harp and blowing the flute? It is impossible to cover a thousand miles with just one step. There should be four lines in it.

But the mysterious master tore off the other half before I finished reading the last two sentences and only left me half a sheet of paper.

No fame, no money, no lawsuit, only empty sighs. None of the so-called holy meanings of these twelve words seem to be pleasing to people.