Kill crazy! The real daughter rushed to rectify the rich family!

Chapter 678 Gu

When the power went out, the air conditioner also went out.

Even with the windows closed the temperature in the room continued to drop.

Qin Wu seemed a little cold, but he just shrank his chin and then leaned against the sofa without moving.

His face was completely immersed in darkness, and his eyes only emitted a very faint light. He looked at Ye Kong and said in a voice as light as a dragonfly touching the water: "Go on."

Ye Kong lowered his head, picked up the teapot on the table and poured himself a cup.

Qin Wu looked at her, motionless, but suddenly opened his mouth: "It's cold."

"It's ok."

Such a quiet and gentle tone was only used by Ye Shiyi when he was performing a play on him seven years ago.

Now that they have met again, Ye Kong always sneers at him or threatens him with his eyes.

But Qin Wu couldn't spare too much time to feel flattered by this.

He leaned quietly on the sofa, waiting patiently until she finished her cup of tea and put it down.

It was neither a dong nor a bang, but a very light and crisp "pop" sound.

One can imagine the sound of porcelain gently bumping against a tabletop, and the cold touch it has.

Even Wen Can and Qu Wu couldn't help but feel a chill in their hearts, but they had to concentrate.

Qin Wu's eyes followed the teacup, then he looked up and saw the outline of the girl outlined by the dark night.

"Where was I just now?"

——Ye Kong opened his mouth and said something like this.

She even tilted her head.

He seemed to be asking Wen Can and the others, but his eyes were on Qin Wu.

And Qin Wu naturally couldn't let anyone else answer this question.

"Hollow monster."

He heard his own light voice, and curled his lips: "You said I was a hollow monster."

Although he made an expression that looked like a smile, he could clearly feel a layer of snow falling silently on his heart.

"Oh," Ye Kong lowered his head and thought for a moment, then continued, "In fact, this is not a big problem - your parents don't love you, your friends ignore you and don't see you, it's not your fault, and many people in this world live in a daze, and even more people have to work hard to make a living. If you tell others about this as a big deal, you will probably be called hypocritical, but... even if you are called hypocritical, it won't change your inner feelings."

"How I feel inside?" Qin Wu was still smiling, as if Ye Kong was only talking about people and things that had nothing to do with him.

An attitude of being detached and listening to a play.

But Ye Kong didn't care. She was just honestly satisfying Qin Wu's condition of "telling the truth".

"Of course, I know you don't feel anything inside," she said, "otherwise you wouldn't have accepted those gifts that you didn't like or even hated. If you realized that, facing them ignoring your needs again and again and forgetting their promises to you, you wouldn't react like this. You would flip the table, lose your temper, and have the cold war or even a war with your parents, but you didn't. You acted as if all this was natural and just a trivial matter not worth mentioning."

“It’s the little things that make up the most important gears in life, but you ignore them.”

The girl looked up at him.

"Because not only are you not seen and loved by others, but you can't even see yourself. You are ignoring yourself."

"I heard that after I ran away seven years ago, you received psychological counseling for a long time. Later, your mother thought you were better and stopped it. But I guess you must have behaved perfectly when facing the counselor. You focused all your attention on me. You must have said nothing about yourself, or used various methods to evade the question, making it seem as if you had no other psychological problems except me. Is that right?"

"..." Qin Wu's throat moved and he chuckled, "My biggest problem is lack of love. Is it because no one loves me? Just like you? Then aren't we a perfect match?"

Ye Kong shook his head: "You are wrong, I am not lacking in love."

There was hidden pity on her face: "I believe there are many people in the world who love me. I have never doubted this - what I lack is the ability to feel love and give love - but we are completely different."

Ye Kong leaned forward slightly. In the thick night, her eyes seemed as bright as cold stars and as sharp as broken mirrors: "You haven't answered my question yet - is this how you deal with a psychologist?"

Qin Wu tilted his head: "...I answered all their questions every time."

"You won't give a direct answer."

Ye Kong smiled, took a breath like a sigh, and sat up straight: "Have you ever thought about why you don't want to really receive treatment? Because you don't want to, you don't dare to face your true feelings and real needs."

"Because you have lived too easily up to now, and everything is within your reach, so you absolutely cannot face complete failure, the complete inability to get what you want - because you can do whatever it takes to get all material things, even the people you think you love, but you cannot get 'love' and 'facing'."

"You can't open your mouth. Once you open your mouth, it means you are begging, and you may even face the possibility of not getting what you want. This is too embarrassing. Can you imagine yourself begging for love and care from your parents and your drinking buddies? Can you imagine a scene where your parents and friends verbally agree to you, but then turn around and ask behind your back if you have a fever, or spread your begging as a joke?"

"That Qin Wu guy - he looks powerful and arrogant, but it turns out he is just a poor guy who is not loved or cared for. Even his parents only treat him as a tool. Hey, who knows what kind of person Qin Wu is?"

“…I don’t know. No one understands him.”

"I don't bother to get to know him."

The girl's pupils moved, like a pool of mercury gently turning in a glass container, and the light spots shot coldly into the darkness opposite like tiny stars.

It was as if the person immersed in the darkness was becoming blurred with every word she spoke, turning into a black line with unclear outlines.

"do you know?"

She said: "Although they are all abstract words, humans are animals that can be tortured by 'thoughts' to the point of jumping off a building, and they are creatures that can be forced to live in hell by 'fear' that cannot be seen or touched."

"So once you realize this truth, you're living in hell."

"You will no longer be able to pretend that your heart is invincible. Even if your appearance is lively and enthusiastic, your heart knows, and your body knows too - you are living in hell. Everything around you is so boring and suffocating."

"You don't dare to face it."

"That's why you see me as a lifeline - because I am the first person who looks at you and sees you as you, not any other label."

Ye Kongqing said calmly: "But that is not love, Qin Wu, it is just the paranoia of a poor creature grasping at straws."

"..."

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