Withered Broken Ice Blue

The news of Chi Feiwan's amnesia spread quickly, and Jiang Huaixu became the second person to receive the news.

When he heard this amazing news, an indescribable feeling of joy suddenly surged in his heart.

For Jiang Huaixu, Chi Feiwan after losing his memory is like a pure and flawless piece of white paper, waiting to be painted with colorful patterns and stories.

This meant he had the chance to reenter her world and shape their relationship the way he wanted.

All the obstacles, misunderstandings and unspeakable emotions will disappear as the memories fade away, and everything can start from scratch.

After Chi Feiwan woke up, Jiang Huaixu no longer had a good face towards Song Jinan. Although it was only a temporary amnesia and his memory might be restored later, he couldn't remember most things.

After all, Chi Feiwan suffered brain damage, and it was a blessing that he did not suffer from dementia.

But people's first instincts are always accurate. "You said I was your wife, but I don't have any feelings for you at all."

Although she had lost her memory, she still subconsciously believed that she would give it to a loved one, but the person in front of her made her feel a little disgusted.

Jiang Huaixu didn't know how to explain it, he just laughed awkwardly: "That's because you don't remember."

Chi Feiwan narrowed his eyes: "But why do you give me a different feeling than the previous boy did?"

At this time, fragmented memories appeared in Chi Feiwan's mind, but she had no way to piece them together.

Jiang Huaixu held Chi Feiwan's hand and said, "I have shown you the legally binding marriage certificate. How can I lie to you?"

There was no trace of photo-editing on the marriage certificate, and Jiang Huaixu also showed Chi Feiwan the household registration booklet.

It is obvious that these two things are fake.

Chi Feiwan looked at the marriage certificate and household registration booklet in her hands. She tried hard to recall the past, but the fragments of memory in her mind could never be pieced together.

"I have no doubt about the authenticity of these documents, but my feelings will not deceive me..." Chi Feiwan said softly.

Jiang Huaixu frowned slightly: "That's how you feel. I love you Wanwan."

Everything that happened before he lost his memory seemed pale to Chi Feiwan, like a piece of white paper with all traces erased by an eraser.

She sat on the bed, her eyes dazed and confused, her hands hanging limply at her sides, motionless.

"But I really don't remember..." Chi Feiwan's voice was as light as a feather in the wind, with a hint of uncertainty.

Amnesia is not the best way to erase the past, but Chi Feiwan was forced to this point.

Those past memories, emotions, and experiences are buried deep in the mind and are difficult to reach.

Jiang Huaixu knew very well that this process would take sufficient time, and he was also aware that it was impossible for him to make Chi Feiwan fall in love with him at first sight as shown in TV dramas.

After all, when facing a person who has lost her memory, the most important thing is to give her patience and understanding, and help her slowly accept this new world and the people and things around her.

Jiang Huaixu showed a slightly hypocritical smile and said softly: "Wanwan, it's okay, I will give you enough time to adapt to all this."

This also gave Chi Feiwan a great opportunity to re-examine him.

Jiang Huaixu came to the hospital less frequently this time. Qinglan Hospital had a lot of things to deal with, such as Xiaolizi's parent-teacher meeting and various school activities, all of which required parental participation.

Chi Feiwan woke up, but was not discharged from the hospital. The doctor said that he needed to be observed for a few days to see how his brain recovered before deciding whether to discharge him.

When Jiang Huaixu is not around during the day, Song Jinan stays with her and takes care of her.

Suddenly, a notebook appeared on Chi Feiwan's legs. There were many photos and some text pasted on the notebook. After Chi Feiwan finished reading it, the memories in his mind emerged again.

The handwriting on the notebook is her own. The notebook was given to her by a boy who said he was her partner.

Chi Feiwan, who had lost her memory, had no way of judging whether the matter was true or not. She could only accept the notebook first, and then confirm with Song Jinan that the handwriting on it was hers before she began to check it page by page.

Chi Feiwan now had many unanswered questions. She stared at Song Jinan who was peeling fruit for her and said, "Song Jinan, are you my first love?"

Song Jinan, who was peeling the fruit, suddenly stopped. He had not read the contents of the notebook, and the handwriting was only a small part that Chi Feiwan showed her.

"What did you say?" Is this notebook about identity?

The handwriting on the notebook is just as Song Jinan said. This notebook was also written by himself, and the content is like the sequel after amnesia, which can be completely connected.

There are even a few pages with photos, and the photos are compared one by one with the real people.

There has never been any positive description of Jiang Huaixu, and the notebook records all the oppression he has inflicted on himself over the years.

Getting married is a fact, having children is true, but being unhappy is also true.

"Yeah." Song Jinan nodded, "So you remember everything?"

Chi Feiwan shook his head: "What is written in this notebook?"

"Do you believe it?" Song Jinan handed her the peeled apple.

Chi Feiwan took a bite of the apple, and after a long silence, he said, "Why not? If you were my first love, I could explain why I felt a sense of familiarity the first time I saw you when I woke up."

This is something that Jiang Huaixu does not have.

He actually didn't know what Song Jinan was feeling now.

He hopes Chi Feiwan will remember it, but he also doesn't want Chi Feiwan to remember it. Memories are a double-edged sword, and sometimes memories are the most deadly weapon.

"Then why did we break up?" Chi Feiwan continued to ask.

Song Jinan's eyes were evasive, he didn't know how to answer this question.

Seeing that he was silent for a long time, Chi Feiwan already understood the answer in his heart.

She took a deep breath and tried to calm herself down.

"It doesn't matter, let the past be the past."

Chi Feiwan, who has lost her memory, is like a scroll whose memories have been erased by time, and all the things in the past have become blurred in her mind.

It seemed that she could forget the past more easily than anyone else. Those once profound memories and passionate emotions seemed to dissipate like smoke in her world.

Indeed, people should not have too good a memory, otherwise those unforgettable pasts and those unforgettable pains will follow them like a shadow and constantly torment their souls.

Song Jin stood there quietly, his eyes fixed on Chi Feiwan, complex emotions revealed in his eyes.

He lowered his eyes, his long eyelashes trembling slightly, covering up the flash of loss in his eyes.

They were once very close, but now their relationship can only be defined as "good friends".

The beauty of the past is like a bright meteor, which leaves only a faint trace after passing through the sky. "We are good friends now."

The helplessness and attachment hidden behind the words surged in my heart like a tide.