I'm trying to kill myself in Legend of Zhen Huan

He remembered that he had asked Uya at that time, "Mother, is the brother just now also my son's brother?"

Wu Ya held his little hand and said, "You just washed yourself, and you want to go out and play again, right? Hurry up and take a rest, it's time to eat soon. If you want to play, go find your starling to play tomorrow."

Later, the fourth brother came a few more times, just to pay his respects in the usual way. The mother and son were not too close to each other, but the little boy could still sense the sense of alienation.

When he grew up a little bit, he also went to the brothers' home. In fact, it was his fourth brother who took care of him most of the time, but he never said anything. Every time he wanted to play with his fourth brother, he would be asked about homework and scolded. However, it was different with his eighth, ninth and tenth brothers. They always treated him with kindness and love.

In the end, he gradually became estranged from his fourth brother, and apart from opposing him, it seemed that they had no other interactions.

Yinzhen walked and thought, and unknowingly, he arrived at the only way from the Imperial Garden to Changchun Palace.

"Fourteen?" Su He saw Yinzhen walking aimlessly in the palace with a dazed look in his eyes, so she called out to him.

"Sister-in-law? Why are you here?"

For some reason, Su He had a sense of déjà vu as if he was Monkey King calling Princess Iron Fan.

"Fourteen, you're going the wrong way."

Yinzhen finally realized that how could he walk around the harem at will? Now he has even walked to the Imperial Garden. If his brother knew about this, he would probably scold him again.

"Sister-in-law, please forgive me. Fourteen was just thinking about something and took the wrong path for a moment."

"Is Fourteen going to the palace to see the Queen Mother?"

Yinzhen nodded, "But I want to go find my brother now."

"Then you go to the Yangxin Palace and wait. The emperor is not here. I will have someone notify him."

Yinzhen thanked him, turned around and left, walking towards the Yangxin Palace.

"Summer harvest?"

"Summer harvest?"

"If you don't come out, get out of my Changchun Palace."

A dark shadow flashed by, "Xia Qian pays respects to Concubine Li."

"You heard what I just said, right? Go and invite the emperor, and tell him that the Fourteenth Master has something important to discuss with him."

After Su He gave Xia Qie instructions, he took Cuiguo and Hongtao back to Changchun Palace.

As soon as she stepped into the palace, she saw An Lingrong and Xia Dongchun under the osmanthus tree, with their arms on the table, supporting their heads, as if they couldn't see her.

"Hey~ What happened? Who made our Changchun Palace's left and right guardians angry?"

Jinxi explained, "My Lady, the two young ladies are angry with you."

Su He was confused for a moment, "Are you angry with me?"

Seeing that Su He was completely unaware of his mistake, Xia Dongchun began to remind him.

"Sister, you actually took Cuiguo and Hongtao to eat melons secretly. You didn't even take us with you to such an interesting event!!!"

Su Hehe just remembered and quickly patted the two people's heads, "Two sisters, I'm really sorry, I got up very fast at noon, and when I heard that Zhen Huan went to the illegal construction site, I got anxious, so I didn't call you. Next time, I will definitely call you next time, okay."

Seeing that the two did not react much, Su He said to the servants beside them, "You have to testify for me. If I forget next time, you all have to remind me."

An Lingrong couldn't help laughing, "Sister Xia, you lose!"

Su He was a little curious, "What are you betting on?"

"We bet on whether Sister would be fooled by us. Sister Xia said that you definitely won't be fooled and will definitely see through our little tricks. I think Sister will be blinded because she cares about us."

Xia Dongchun looked hopeless and said, "I won't bet again next time."

"What's your bet?"

"Of course Sister Xia wants to accompany me to embroider for an hour."

Su He nodded unconsciously, "Lingrong, you are still cruel."

The joy in Changchun Palace formed a sharp contrast with Suiyuxuan.

Zhen Huan sat on the small couch, her eyes filled with tears and her hands constantly twisting the handkerchief.

"My lady, please don't cry. The Emperor will definitely ask you to sleep with him tonight. What will happen if you cry until your eyes are swollen?"

Liu Zhu also tried to comfort him, "My lady, Aunt Fangruo is right. When the emperor summons you to sleep with him tonight and you become a real lady, you should talk to the emperor and ask him to let you have your own palace. This way, no one else will disturb you and the emperor."

"Miss Liu Zhu is right. The young lady is beautiful, and the emperor will definitely like her."

"How long can you be happy if you use your beauty to please others?"

Fang Ruo thought about it and finally spoke out her thoughts.

"My lady, I heard you say this when I was teaching you the rules in the Zhen Mansion, but now, I have to refute you."

"My lady, don't have such thoughts. All the women in the palace serve men with their beauty. If you are ugly and have no face, how can the emperor take a second look at you?"

"I know that you are talented and knowledgeable, and you are not comparable to ordinary women. But if there is no mutual attraction brought by appearance, how can we meet often and have the opportunity to fall in love and know each other? If you keep thinking like this, I am afraid you will be wronged."

"Now that you have entered the palace, you must use everything you can to gain the greatest benefit for yourself or your family."

After saying that, Fang Ruo knelt down in front of Zhen Huan and said, "I know I have spoken out of turn. Please punish me, my lady."

Zhen Huan also knew that Aunt Fang Ruo was truly doing this for her own good, so she asked Liu Zhu to quickly help her up, "Aunt, I will remember your advice today."

Fang Ruo nodded in satisfaction. It was worth all his efforts. She followed Zhen Huan, and only when Zhen Huan was well would she be well. Rather than saying that it was for Zhen Huan, it was better to say that it was for herself.

"Liu Zhu, bring the newly made jujube paste and yam cake to visit Sister Mei."

"My lady, Concubine Shen hasn't come to our place for a long time."

"If Sister doesn't come, we can go. Besides, Sister is in a high position, so it's our turn to go. There's no reason for Sister Mei to keep coming to us."

"But~"

"Liu Zhu, what's wrong now? Why are you so hesitant?"

"My lady, I just feel that our relationship with Concubine Shen is awkward now."

"What's there to be embarrassed about? Sister Mei and I have known each other since childhood. Sister will understand me."

The emperor came out of the Suiyuxuan, looked up at the sky, faced the sun, and exhaled deeply.

"Your Majesty, are you feeling unwell?"

"Well, it's not comfortable in Suiyuxuan."

Su Peisheng didn't know how to respond for a moment.

"How did Xia Qian know that the Fourteenth Old Man was looking for me? Didn't I ask her to protect Li Concubine?"

"Your Majesty, Concubine Li was out strolling and ran into the Fourteenth Master looking for you, so she asked Xia Qian to come find you."

"Hmm? How did Li Bin know about Xia Qi's existence?"

"I don't know about this."

"Your Majesty, would you like to find a new palace for Concubine Wan? This will prevent Bi and Yu from always disturbing you and Concubine Wan and making you restless."