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[I accidentally saw a suicide note left by a soldier in the counterattack against Vietnam]

[I couldn't hold it in until the end]

[He was an 18-year-old soldier who died in Zhengzhou, Henan]

The letter said:

[Mother, brother and sister-in-law, sister:

Hello

The troops are about to go to the front. I wrote this letter and put it in the bag my eldest brother bought for me. A cotton coat for my mother and cotton pants for my second brother. A new pair of Liberation shoes with 25 yuan in them for my eldest brother and his wife. Sister, don't be sad. I have nothing to give you. I was in the army for too short a time and the clothes I was given were few.

When you read this letter, I have already sacrificed myself. Since ancient times, loyalty and filial piety cannot be achieved at the same time. Brother, sister-in-law, sister, I am leaving. Our father died early, and our mother suffered too much. Please do not let her be sad. Our mother is now in your hands.

I heard from a veteran that if a soldier dies, the state will provide a 500 yuan supplement. My mother will keep 500 yuan, my eldest brother will get 100 yuan, my second brother will get 100 yuan, my third brother will get 100 yuan, and my sister will get 100 yuan. That’s all I have to say.

Mom, I couldn't sleep last night. I went to the mountain and knelt down facing north in the direction of our home and kowtowed to you eighteen times. I am eighteen years old this year, and I kowtow once a year to repay you for raising me. I really can't write anything else.]

"My grandfather was lucky enough to survive all the major battles. He said he joined the army for a bag of rice or noodles, and fought in the war so that his brothers and sisters could survive..."

"My second uncle died in the counterattack against Vietnam. Last week, my grandmother couldn't help crying when she talked about this son."

"We are all heroes, and we have families behind us. In principle, every soldier fights for his family. They are the first line of defense. If Vietnam comes in and is like Japan, we have been fighting them for nearly 2000 years, and they must be very resentful. If I am needed, I will go. I failed the physical examination at the beginning [covering face]"

"Most of these people were around 18 when they died, and they were still high school students. They were all young children, and it's sad to think about it."

"When we went on a mission, we signed something like a death warrant. We didn't write a single word in the suicide note. We didn't dare to send it to my mother, but sent it to my uncle.

Because my uncle was also a soldier, and after he was discharged from the army he became a policeman. Once he left, he completely cut off contact with the outside world.

After more than half a year when the situation stabilized, I made the first phone call home that year. I served in the army for five years and have been discharged for three years. My mother still doesn’t know about it and thinks I was just in training.”

"When I was in the army in Dali, Yunnan, our unit was the main force in the counterattack in the Yunnan direction. When I was in the recruit company, I learned a song called "Diary for Mom". Hearing about Wang Jianchuan's deeds, the comrades in the recruit company were very touched. He was only 18 or 19 years old when he died.

Recently, the war of counterattack against Vietnam has finally been included in the textbooks, which can let more people know about this war [tears][tears][tears] After learning the history of our brigade, many people died before the age of 20. There is a list of martyrs on one wall of our brigade. "

"I am in Tibet and I wrote a suicide note to an old Indian soldier. He said: I will pour all my passion into the barrel of the gun..."

Soldiers who were often at war saw the letter from the little soldier on the canopy during their rest time. Some remained silent, while others were moved by the sight... and some who were still young could not hold back their tears and burst into tears:

Woo woo woo! I miss my mom too. My mom loves me the most. As soon as I get home, she makes me my favorite big meat pie.

Even though we rarely eat meat during the Chinese New Year and other festivals at home, he still stuffed the pancake with meat for fear that I would not be full.

I don’t know how long this damn war will last. The situation has been bad recently. If I unfortunately die here one day, what will happen to my mother? Who will take care of her in the future?

She is such a tearful woman. In the past, she would worry to death when I didn't come home for a few nights, and her eyes would turn red from crying. If she knew that I was gone, would she cry herself blind in the middle of the night?

God, please bless me! I must win the battle and return alive. My mother is waiting for me at home to eat meat pies...