Female Farming Pond Fish

At that time, Zhao Pannu didn't understand why her mother was still so angry even though she had earned the money back.

His father didn't dare to come out to stop his mother. He could only hug him and cry after his mother left.

He couldn't cry, his whole body ached, but he couldn't figure it out, and he didn't want to cry. Only a few drops of physiological tears overflowed when he was beaten just now.

His mother also forbade his father to hire a doctor for him, even if he used the money his father earned from washing clothes for others.

That night, he developed a high fever. In the end, it was his brother who came to take care of him despite his pregnant belly, and saved his life.

From then on, he knew that men cannot achieve anything and cannot show their faces in public.

He helped his father wash clothes for other people for a while, and the money he earned was barely enough to make ends meet.

He really started to rebel after his brother was gone.

His brother died, his father fell ill, and his sister-in-law's family began looking for a new husband. He was worried about his brother's children.

Seeing that he was still in this state, he gathered all his energy and started dressing as a woman, but unfortunately he was soon discovered.

The bosses began to treat him as free labor, asking him to buy and sell goods, but he couldn't make any money.

He was also smart, and he fought his way out of this situation, so that even though those people looked down on him behind his back, they had to respectfully call him "Little Boss Zhao" on the surface!

As for his mother, he kept it a secret at first. He only took some back home when the family ran out of rice. The family depended on him for survival, and when his mother scolded him, he took his father to eat secretly!

His father doesn't want to? You can just not eat it! After a few times, his mother also recognized the reality. He was no longer the child she could beat and scold at will!

Later, when his sister-in-law was going to marry a new husband, he took the child to live with him. Qinglu was named by his brother, and since he raised the child under his name, the surname was naturally Zhao.

Because of life, he was forced to become aggressive and powerful. In fact, he might have forgotten the words his mother said to him when he was a child, but they still affected him.

He forced himself to be strong and appeared confident on the surface, but in his heart, he always felt that he was unworthy and incapable, and was extremely inferior and fearful.

After being with Chen Chengyu, he thought he had gotten over the past, but he still overestimated himself.

I just don't remember them anymore, but those things still exist in my memory and affect me.

When Zhao Pannu opened her eyes, she was still a little dazed. She seemed to have dreamed of many things from her childhood.

When he moved, he found that his hand was held tightly, and when he looked over, he met Chen Chengyu's gaze.

I just woke up from a dream and saw Chen Chengyu. I couldn’t tell the difference between reality and dream for a moment. I just stared at her blankly with confused eyes.

Chen Chengyu leaned over and tested the temperature of his forehead.

"It's not hot anymore. Do you feel any discomfort?" Chen Chengyu helped him up and asked after drinking a sip of water.

Zhao Pannu shook her head and recalled what happened before.

"I……"

"You fell asleep after crying. You were half asleep but still crying. I went to wipe your tears and felt your face was a little hot. Then I realized you had a fever! I was so scared!"

"I have a fever?"

"Well, luckily it subsided quickly! I applied a wet towel to you and also asked Doctor Li to come over. If you didn't wake up, I would have asked your mother to go and get him again!"

"I'm fine now, I don't feel uncomfortable anymore!"

"That's good. Are you hungry? I'll go get you a bowl of porridge. I don't know when you'll wake up, so the porridge is always warm in the kitchen!"

"A little bit, my wife, how long have I slept?"

"Just one night. Wait a moment, I'll go get the porridge!" Chen Chengyu went out and came back with the bowl in a few moments.

"It's not hot anymore, come on, open your mouth!"

"My dear wife, I can eat it by myself!" Zhao Pannu dodged for a moment and took the spoon.

Chen Chengyu didn't let him carry the bowl, but helped hold it herself.

"Has my wife eaten?" After taking a few bites, Zhao Pannu suddenly remembered and asked.

"No, I'm not hungry!"

"My wife has been guarding me all night?"

"Um"

"My dear wife, please go and eat something! I'll eat by myself!" Zhao Pannu hesitated for a moment, then thought that she was sick, so she didn't feed her porridge to Chen Chengyu.

Chen Chengyu dodged his hand that was trying to take the bowl: "The bowl is a little hot, I'll just hold it, I'm not hungry, you eat first, I'll go out to eat later!"

"Don't grab it, it's scattered!" Chen Chengyu said nervously, holding the bowl in one hand and holding Zhao Pannu with the other.

Zhao Pannu could only eat the porridge obediently, one spoonful after another.

Chen Chengyu took the bowl away, met Zhao Pannu's puzzled gaze, and said, "Slow down, don't be in a hurry! Your mouth is full!"

Use a handkerchief to wipe the porridge off the corner of his mouth!

"I'm full!" Zhao Pannu simply put down the spoon.

Chen Chengyu took it, scooped a spoonful and fed it to his mouth.

"Eat some more! Your stomach is still growling! You're full!" Chen Chengyu laughed at him.

Zhao Pannu stared at her belly angrily.

"I know you want me to eat soon. I'm really not hungry! Listen and open your mouth!"

Zhao Pannu could only open his mouth and wait for Chen Chengyu to feed him spoonful by spoonful. Finally, he finished the bowl of porridge.

Chen Chengyu went out and came back after a while!

"My dear wife, I'm really fine! Go eat something!" Zhao Pannu pushed her.

"I'm done eating!" Chen Chengyu said as he sat down.

Zhao Pannu's face was full of disbelief.

"Really? I just drank a bowl of porridge in the kitchen. If you don't believe me, ask Dad. I saw it all!"

Chen Chengyu did eat, and he got a bowl of porridge from the kitchen, drank it in a few gulps, and then hurried back to see him.

Father Chen just came in with some medicine and said, "She did drink a bowl of porridge. She's in good health! Don't worry about her. Drink the medicine quickly!"

"Thank you, Dad!" Zhao Pannu took it, blew on it, held her breath, and swallowed it in one gulp.

Chen Chengyu stuffed some candy into his mouth to ease the bitterness, but it still made his face wrinkled with bitterness!

"Good medicine tastes bitter! Just hold on!" said Chen Chengyu.

After Chen's father left, Chen Chengyu asked, "Pan Pan, when you had the worst fever, you kept mumbling 'I was wrong! I was wrong'. Can you tell me what you dreamed about?"

Zhao Pannu recalled for a while and her face looked a little grim.

Chen Chengyu immediately said: "If you don't want to talk about it, then don't talk about it!"

"No, I just dreamed about my childhood!"

"Um"

"I went out to earn money and came back. My mother thought I was embarrassing and beat me up! I think I had this dream!

I thought I was strong enough to get rid of those shadows, but I overestimated myself! I still remember them and I’m still afraid! "

Zhao Pannu said in a low voice.

Even though he couldn't see from which angle, Chen Chengyu's face was frighteningly cold. If it were someone else, Chen Chengyu would definitely give her a good beating, but that person happened to be Pan Nu's mother.

I can't hit him or scold him. I can't even say a harsh word to him. The person who is treated as a treasure by the whole family is beaten for making money!

Chen Chengyu was heartbroken.

"My dear wife, can you always stay with me? As long as you are here, I will dare to give it a try!" Zhao Pannu suddenly looked up at her.

Chen Chengyu's expression changed very quickly, and his look instantly became gentle.