He secretly changed his character

Fei Mingze felt that Lu Zichu was a little strange today. Usually, he would speak first on the phone, and would talk non-stop without waiting for him to ask. They had been together for a long time, and this was the experience he had summed up.

And he wasn't sure if he heard sobbing, so he asked, "What's wrong? Are you crying?"

Lu Zichu stroked the wedding ring on his right ring finger. His tears dripped onto the back of his hand, breaking into several petals.

However, the purpose of calling was to tell Fei Mingze, but at this time, Lu Zichu suddenly became timid.

He was thinking that if he said that, Fei Mingze's happiness would no longer exist. He was already a person who lived today but not tomorrow, so how could someone be so selfish and drag him down to hell?

At the beginning, Lu Zhengyi was struggling to survive in the hospital. He was devastated by chemotherapy, radiotherapy, and various treatments, until only a bag of bones was left.

That was Lu Zichu's worst nightmare. He had already escaped from that hell, so why did he want to drag Fei Mingze into it?

Moreover, he felt even more guilty when he said it himself. Because it was as if God was afraid that he was not fighting hard enough. Zhuo Bufan was not enough as a whip, so he turned Lu Zichu into a whip as well.

If you keep working so hard, even the best body won't be able to bear it. Even the strongest will will eventually break down.

Lu Zichu felt distressed.

So he changed the subject abruptly, "It's okay. I just... missed you."

Fei Mingze breathed a sigh of relief. Without questioning him, he chuckled, "How about you fly over here? I'll take a day off to spend some time with you."

"No. You'd better not work so hard." Lu Zichu said hoarsely, "Well - it's noon there, right?"

"Yeah, I just came out of the lab. I haven't had time to eat yet."

"Then go ahead. I'm hanging up." Lu Zichu hung up the phone in a hurry. He was worried that if he continued talking, he would burst into tears or reveal that he had a terminal illness.

Lu Zichu has always been unable to keep secrets. For example, he would not keep the parcels he bought for more than two minutes and would open them as soon as he received them.

He slowly put his phone back into his suit pocket.

Jiang Tunan asked, "You won't tell Mingze?"

Lu Zichu shook his head mechanically, "No."

"But he'll find out sooner or later."

"That can delay it for one day, just one day."

During the conversation, they arrived at Yanyun Hua Ting. Lu Zichu's legs were still weak, so Jiang Tunan had to help him up.

As soon as Lu Zichu entered the room, he went straight to the bedroom, saying, "I'm going to sleep, Tunan."

Jiang Tunan was worried about him and followed him in. Seeing him sitting on the bed, he looked dazed. His heart ached, "What do you want to eat? I'll make it."

Lu Zichu shook his head, "I can't eat it. Don't bother."

Jiang Tunan didn't listen, "I'll go make a bowl of three-fresh wontons. It was your favorite."

He left without closing the door, and while he was doing it, he came over to take a look every few minutes.

Jiang Tunan was really worried that he would lose his mind and do something stupid.

Soon, the wontons were served on the table. Jiang Tunan took Lu Zichu's hand and pulled him to sit at the table in the restaurant. Then he put the spoon in Lu Zichu's hand.

Lu Zichu lowered his head and concentrated on picking the coriander from the soup with a spoon.

Jiang Tunan tried to break the silence, "Didn't you like eating coriander before?"

"Fei Mingze doesn't want to eat it." The steaming three-fresh wontons rose and fell under the stirring of the spoon. The rising hot steam moistened Lu Zichu's eyes.

Because Fei Mingze didn't eat, he rarely ate either.

Although they have not been in love for a long time, they have known each other for many years.

Jiang Tunan sighed barely audibly, but said, "Tomorrow morning, you go to the company to hand over the work. We will take the flight back to Longcheng in the afternoon."

Lu Zichu didn't respond. He stood up and went back to his room.

Jiang Tunan looked at his back and had decided not to cry anymore. He also felt that he had cried enough. But when he saw his figure flash by behind the door, he couldn't control himself and his eyes turned red.

He was upset and wiped away his tears without thinking. Then he ate both bowls of wontons with tears.

Jiang Tunan knew that Lu Zichu was afraid, so how could he not be afraid? Everyone knew about this. No one was not afraid. Originally, Fei Mingze was his spiritual support and his support.

But he didn't dare tell him. He was afraid that Fei Mingze would feel the same way as he did.

He felt sorry for the heart that Fei Mingze had for him, but he was also jealous. He was jealous of Fei Mingze.

But Jiang Tunan knew that at this time, Lu Zichu had no one to rely on. He could only be strong and become his backer.

While Jiang Tunan was washing dishes, the phone rang.

"Doctor Deer~"

It’s Lu Qingya.

“Have you communicated with the patient?”

"Yeah. Just said it."

"So how is he doing now?"

"I've cried, and now I'm going to sleep."

Lu Qingya was a little worried, "Actually, I don't recommend telling the patient."

Jiang Tunan had thought about it, but he gave up. He smiled bitterly and said, "He has a high IQ, I can't fool him. So, I'd better tell him the truth."

"You're afraid he'll find out later and be mad at you?"

"Maybe. I think if I really hide it from him, once he finds out, I'm afraid we will become enemies and... stop communicating with each other."

Jiang Tunan was halfway through his words when he realized that there was a word "death" in it. Worried that it might come true, which was very unlucky, he jumped over it.

Lu Qingya naturally understood. He was no longer surprised by situations like this. "Then is the face-to-face consultation the day after tomorrow okay?"

"No."

"Okay." Lu Qingya said, "Then I'll wait for you."

Jiang Tunan hung up the phone. He didn't dare to leave Lu Zichu for a long time, so he returned to the bedroom.

Lu Zichu was already lying on the bed, and he seemed to be asleep.

But Jiang Tunan knew that it was impossible for him to fall asleep.

But he had been running around for many days for Lu Zichu's illness, and even though he reminded himself not to fall asleep and to keep an eye on him, he fell asleep immediately when he really lay down on the bed.

In the middle of the night, I seemed to hear Lu Zichu's suppressed crying. Jiang Tunan wanted to comfort her, but his body felt heavy and his eyelids felt heavy. He didn't get up in the end.

The next day, when Jiang Tunan got up, Lu Zichu was already sitting in the living room. His eyes were dull and his face looked haggard.

Jiang Tunan said, "Let's go back to the company. I'll take you there."

Lu Zichu shook his head slowly, "No. I want to rest for a few days."

"I mean, explain the work. Then go back to Longcheng for treatment."

Lu Zichu said stubbornly, "I won't go back."

"Then you want to be treated in Yanjing? But I have already found the best hospital and the best doctor——"

Lu Zichu interrupted him and said slowly, "I'm not going to the hospital."

"How can we treat it if we don't go to the hospital?" Jiang Tunan hadn't reacted yet. He thought Lu Zichu couldn't accept the bad news for a while, so he squatted down in front of him. Looking up at his face, "Zichu, cancer sounds scary, but it's not. You see, many people are still alive and well after chemotherapy and surgery - be obedient, we'll go back to Longcheng this afternoon."

Lu Zichu glanced at him, her face haggard and her eyes drooping. Without looking at him, she stubbornly repeated, as if unconsciously, "I don't want to go to the hospital. I don't want treatment either."