The sky was blocked by thick dark clouds and strong winds were blowing continuously, but the two people walking on the road were not affected at all.

The queen held the other's hand, but after so long, her body temperature was still cold.

She could not feel the strong wind at all. She knew the reason without further explanation. Zi'er had always done things silently and never spoke a word, but she...

She held the other person's hand and tightened it unconsciously.

Ziyou felt her change, but what should he do now?

We were silent all the way until we finally arrived at the Forbidden Star Palace. "Zi'er, where is your kitchen? I'll go make you some crab orange."

Ziyou didn't reply, but just took the other person over.

"Just go inside and wait for me. The kitchen is too smelly and it will dirty you." The queen smiled and asked the other party to leave first, but Ziyou did not move.

"I want to stay with you."

The queen looked at the other person's well-behaved appearance, and the needle-like pain in her heart began again, but she could not show any sad expression.

"As long as you are not afraid of the smell of cooking oil, it will be fine." The queen thought for a moment and said, "Want to learn? You can make it yourself when you want to eat it in the future!"

As she was busy, she said, "Sometimes it feels good to do it yourself. If I'm gone one day, you still have something to eat."

This sentence made Ziyou feel a sense of crisis. The queen naturally noticed the other party's change and continued: "You are a god with infinite life. I am just a mortal. One day I will be gone. Don't think too much."

Ziyou's hands hanging by her side clenched a little, lifespan...

How could she have overlooked this? Her life span...

She didn't know what this emotion should be categorized as, but she didn't want the other person to die. She looked at the busy figure of the queen, and she wanted to have this scene forever.

As soon as this thought came to her mind, she rejected it.

This kind of thinking should be wrong, right? They are family members, not the creatures of the past. I can't impose my will on them. Family members should... respect each other.

The queen, who was concentrating on making crab orange, didn't know Ziyou's thoughts. "I was so busy talking that I forgot to ask you if you could remember it. Look at my brain." The queen smiled and said, "I'll write down the steps for you later."

The queen who was watching the fire felt someone wiping the sweat off her forehead. Her heart ached dully again, as if an unopened blade was cutting her heart again and again until it was bloody.

This was the scene she had been looking forward to, and it finally came true, but it was also coming to an end.

"When did my Zi'er learn this trick?" The queen teased the other party deliberately, wanting to make the other party as happy as possible on this last day.

"I like watching plays, and I saw all this in the plays."

The queen looked at him. She was not happy at all as a god. Was this why she liked to watch plays? She had never come into contact with living beings, and no one had taught her. So she could only watch the lives of living beings in the plays and learn everything about them!

But this time she had made contact! There was someone by her side, and she had given her the concept of home and touched her emotions, but now he was abandoning her.

There had never been a moment when the Queen felt so... Damn it!

She couldn't hide her emotions at all, and they were all captured by Ziyou. She had a bad feeling in her heart that became stronger and stronger, but she knew that at least today, the Queen wanted to make her happy.

She pretended not to notice that the other party was wrong, and said in a brisk tone: "Madam, I'll take it! You go to your room and rest for a while."

The smile on the other person's face moved the queen a little. She smiled happily. Fortunately, she was happy today.

"Okay, I'll wait for you in the room."

After the queen left, Ziyou's disguised smile disappeared in an instant. She stared at the crab roe in the pot thoughtfully, wondering if she would not be able to eat it soon.

When the queen returned to the room, the fake smile on her face disappeared, replaced by endless pain.

She looked around Ziyou's room. There were all kinds of things in it, but it was obvious that it had never been used and there was no sign of life at all. As she went deeper, she saw osmanthus flowers placed at the innermost part of the room.

There are no osmanthus flowers in this season, but it is still alive so well. I guess it is because Zi'er is using her energy to maintain it.

She... turns out to like osmanthus?

It was my own oversight. The Queen's eyes looked very sad. It was a pity that I didn't have the chance to make it up to her.

When her eyes moved to the bed, a light appeared in her eyes.

It’s… a little snowman!

The queen touched it with her hand and found it was a real snowman made of snow. She was a little bit unbelievable. Did Zi'er fall asleep holding it every day?

It takes a lot of energy to preserve a snowman intact. There must be a story behind this.

"My lady, the meal is ready! Do you want to come and eat?"

Ziyou's voice came over, and the queen's scattered thoughts instantly returned.

She walked out with the snowman, and sure enough, she saw a small change on the other person's face.

"Zi'er, this little snowman looks so special."

Ziyou looked at the snowman and said, "It does look a bit unique, but it is mini."

She looked away, "This is a gift from Little Star. She doesn't know that this snowman exists. Madam, can you keep it a secret for me?"

The queen was somewhat amused this time, "Don't worry, I won't tell her."

She handed the snowman to Ziyou and heard her say, "This is the only gift she has ever given me. She is very stingy. If she finds out, she might ask for it back. After all, she likes snow very much."

Ziyou looked at the snowman with gentle eyes, which almost made the queen fail to control her expression. Everyone only saw her superficial strength. Who could have thought that a god would cherish something that could be obtained so easily, like a little child who got her precious treasure.

This careful and secretive act of hiding tormented the queen's heart.

During those countless nights, when Zi'er held the little snowman in her arms, how lonely her heart must have been. Did she also long for someone to love her?

"Zi'er, do you want to hug me?"

"Ok?"

"Well, actually I want to feel what it's like to be embraced by a god." The queen pouted slightly, "I wonder if the Lord God will fulfill my wish."

The other person's expression seemed to be a little funny, and I only heard her say: "If you want to hug me, just hug me directly. I won't refuse."

After that, she hugged the queen, "Your Majesty, when an elder hugs a younger person, it means they love him or her and want to be close to him or her. I have seen this in dramas. I am very happy that you are willing to hug me."

Ziyou's gentle words rang in the queen's ears, but they were like a heavy hammer hitting her heart.

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