Honkai Impact 3: Taking Life as C? Even the Valkyries are afraid of me

Ji Zi took the physical examination report, and it was obvious that her hands were shaking slightly and she looked nervous.

For Bai Ming, who is a cheater, everything is as it should be, but for Ji Zi, it is a checkpoint that determines her fate.

I hope my health will improve, but because of years of pain, I cannot imagine the wonderful fact that I will recover.

With this contradictory mentality, Ji Zi took a deep breath and opened the page like opening a scratch card.

Completely different from the previous hazard warning color which was almost entirely red, this time the color reflected in the eyes is a completely different green.

Every physical value is a safe value far below the yellow warning level.

At the moment of confirmation, Ji Zi's heart trembled, and it seemed that there was nothing in her eyes except this data report.

Suddenly, countless memories of this journey, bit by bit, came to my mind.

Unlike Kiana, who is a genius who has both natural talent and inherited the bloodline of Kaslana, after a little training, she can defeat the Honkai and the group of dead soldiers at a young age.

Unlike Mei Raiden, who has been practicing her family's swordsmanship since childhood and can also control lightning, she is able to easily kill large Honkai beasts and pseudo-Hershersers.

Unlike Bai Ming, who is a cool guy with a natural introverted personality and strong willpower, and who saved Changkong City from the third collapse and went back to the past to save it from the second collapse.

Ji Zi has no talent, either in fighting or in talent.

She explored her path alone, step by step, feeling her way through the stones.

He lost his mother at the age of 13, and just after receiving his Ph.D. from Caltech, he lost his father.

In order to investigate the truth behind her father's bizarre death, she resolutely accepted the artificial stigma transformation surgery given by Heaven's Will and joined the Valkyrie Corps.

Join the most basic stormtroopers and fight on the front line in the snowy land.

At this time, it was her obsession with being a daughter that drove Himeko's career as a Valkyrie until she met Ragnar Lodbrok.

Ragnar told Jizi that Valkyries are people who bring light to the world, and should not let obsession and hatred fill their hearts. He encouraged Jizi: "Go and turn this ugly world into what you want."

Jizi took on this belief and was determined to fight to realize this beautiful ideal.

After receiving Theresa's invitation, he became a teacher at St. Freya Academy, guided the immature seedlings, became the captain of Hyperion, protected this far eastern land, and was at the forefront when the collapse occurred.

Ji Zi is on the road to her ideal, but the responsibilities on her shoulders are becoming heavier and heavier. At the same time, as time goes by, the side effects of the artificial stigmata in her body become more and more obvious.

It started with a dull pain, and then eventually reached the point where medication had to be used.

From then on, painkillers became her daily snack, and she numbed herself with alcohol.

Her unhealthy body, unhealthy lifestyle of alcoholism and unstoppable nightmare of pain made her fall into confusion.

Countless times, Ji Zi had held a half-empty bottle of wine, sat in the middle of the messy living room filled with empty bottles, stared at the dim ceiling, imagined a distant and unrealistic beautiful future, and fell asleep drunk.

Many times, countless nights, Ji Zi felt like a person drowning in the deep sea. It was pitch black and gloomy, with countless seaweeds entangled, pulling her into the abyss in circles. She was suffocated by the pain and the ever-approaching death.

After waking up from the dream and returning to the cold reality, before starting a new day, you must open a new box of painkillers, take a few pills, and show your immense confidence and composure to others.

Now, Ji Zi finds that her previous unrealistic fantasies are becoming reality.

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Jizi put on her Valkyrie armor and came to the simulation training room. At this moment, she could feel the warmth and strength coming from her back.

Like a stream of water, it washes, cleanses, and purifies the collapsing energy that is spreading and eroding the entire body.

Every corner of her body, her blood and even every cell are cheering for her at this moment.

Why did I come to this world, and why do I wield the sword in my hand?

These thoughts gradually emerged in Ji Zi's mind as she nimbly moved among the group of Honkai beasts generated by the virtual battle system.

When her father died, she joined the stormtroopers with hatred, thinking that the road ahead was a lonely road of revenge.

But what she didn't expect was that she made a lot of new friends in the stormtroopers. They were all beautiful girls, very ordinary, just like many adolescent girls, talking about all kinds of things.

Although she lost her loved ones, she also gained comrades who could fight side by side with her and whom she could trust with her life and death.

In the stormtroopers, Ji Zi felt the warmth from others other than her family.

But this warmth did not last long, as the stormtroopers were almost wiped out during a mission, and she was the only one left in the huge team.

Looking at the corpses of teammates is heartbreaking. Is it lucky or unfortunate to be alive?

Is life just about gaining and losing again? She once wondered this.

'Go and change this ugly world into what you want.'

Jizi still remembers Ragnar's ideals, which are also the goals she accepts and strives for. She wants to go further on this road, but with her exhausted body, it seems that she can no longer do it.

Life is about gaining and losing again. It seems to be right. Ji Zi understands that soon she will lose her own life.

But now, although she did not actively look for it, Bai Ming, like the girls in the stormtroopers who took the initiative to give her warmth, gave Ji Zi what she had lost - a healthy body.

Along the way, gains and losses have been alternating, but there has never been a loss that has been recovered.

A healthy body without any disease or pain was the first time Ji Zi had ever regained it.

"Thanks…"

The words of thanks were paler than she had imagined. Ji Zi's eyes were slightly red. She was always mature and steady, but at this moment, her voice trembled uncontrollably.

The joy of a new life? Gratitude to Bai Ming? The grievances of stumbling along the way?

All kinds of complicated emotions were running wild in her heart, and at the same time they pried open the fragile door lock in Ji Zi's heart.

Tears welled up in her eyes, and she felt that in the next second, she would burst into tears uncontrollably, revealing herself to be vulnerable and embarrassing.

Ah this... Bai Ming felt a little at a loss.

How to deal with it? He has no experience. Uncle Ren Dekai is helpless.JPG

Whether it is Yuno, Mei, or even himself, Bai Ming's approach has always been: to provide solutions to the problems, or simply to help solve the problems, and then to point to the path that has been opened and encourage them to keep moving forward.

After all, in this world, there are only cold facts and rules. Crying is useless, shouting is useless, the only way is to move forward.

What Bai Ming has always conveyed and prayed for is the strength and courage to go against the current and face challenges.

But how to comfort people, especially girls? I really have no experience.

The road is ready for you, just go forward, you haven't encountered it before.

Maybe a simple hug, or just listening to her talk? Like in a healing movie.

Good idea, but the problem is, I don’t know her well.

Bai Ming remembered that he didn't communicate much with Ji Zi. He just went to her house for meals every day and left a glass of low-quality juice for her.

Just like Theresa, even though she kissed me, I couldn't see the side of her that could be developed.

In that case, there was no need to say more about what to do. He took a few steps back and walked towards the door.

"You can enjoy it slowly. I won't disturb you."

After saying that, Bai Ming turned around and was about to leave. Anyway, he had done what he was supposed to do.

Ji Zi's illness has been cured, and A Quan will not go berserk and kill her. This makes up for the regret in the past. This is enough. I hope she can live a good life in the future.

Bai Ming had just taken a step out of the door when the next moment he was hugged by Ji Zi from behind.

I only heard her cry and hoarsely say: "Do you want to run away irresponsibly?"

Bai Ming: “…”