My scumbag sister stole my husband? I'm a scumbag and married my cowardly brother-in-law
Chapter 146 Losing spiritual support is another kind of death
On the night of the 30th, Feng Yuying talked to Xie Changqing.
There was no one else present, and Feng Yuying did not do any preparation. She just asked him directly if he didn't want to have children because of his health problems.
At that time, Xie Changqing did not directly answer yes or no, he just said that he did not like children and did not want to have them.
I thought that because of my firm attitude, she would not try to interfere in the matter again, and the two elders did not mention this matter again for more than ten days.
I thought the matter was over, but I didn't expect Feng Yuying to be smart. She knew that she would be turned away if she went to him, so she started to work on Wen Wan.
The strategy to work hard on Wen Wan also changed. It was no longer a direct conflict with her, but to let the gossips in the family urge Wen Wan to do this.
Moreover, she specifically mentioned it to Wen Wan when he was not around, but Wen Wan's personality was such that she was unwilling to tell him even if she felt uncomfortable about it.
He thought that Wen Wan didn't like having so many guests at home, so she hid in the house and didn't come out.
If he hadn't run into his aunt and the others, he might not have known about this until the New Year was over.
Xie Changqing thought about it and decided to go to Feng Yuying and admit that he was sick!
It's better than letting her keep harping on this matter and causing trouble every now and then. At least it can give me a lot of peace and quiet.
But Feng Yuying started crying as soon as Xie Changqing left.
Xie Hu, who was unaware of the situation, thought it was unlucky for her to cry before the Lantern Festival. He asked her what was wrong, but she refused to say anything, so he cursed her a few words.
It would be fine if you don’t scold me, but if you do, everyone else in the family will know.
Xie Hu was annoyed by his children's questions, so he picked up his pipe and went out to visit his neighbors.
Xie Changshan drank a little too much with the guests at noon, and is still sleeping in the house and has not come out.
Zhang Lan's house was almost full of gifts she had received during the New Year holidays. She was so happy that even when she saw Feng Ying crying, she couldn't suppress the smile on her lips.
He simply asked Feng Yuying a few questions, and when he saw that she didn't want to talk, he stopped asking.
Xie Changlin and Xie Yuting were still children and didn't quite understand this. After hearing Feng Yuying say that everything was okay, they went back to their rooms.
Xie Changqing, the only one who knew about the situation, sighed helplessly, sent Feng Yuying back to the house, and comforted her with a few words.
When I returned to the room, Wen Wan was staring at the brazier in a daze.
Looking up, he saw Xie Changqing coming in, and asked curiously, "What happened to your mother?"
In case Feng Yuying gets excited and talks to Wen Wan about this matter one day, it would be better to make it clear now instead of waiting until then to explain.
After listening to Xie Changqing's explanation, Wen Wan almost thought that the charcoal was not completely burned and formed a large amount of carbon monoxide, which caused her to be poisoned and have hallucinations.
"Xie Changqing, you..." Wen Wan was so confused that she didn't know what to say, "How could you... don't you care?"
Xie Changqing took the fire tongs and poked the charcoal fire in the basin. The flames grew in clusters. "Mom won't tell anyone, so why worry about it?"
Wen Wan was speechless, "No wonder your mother cried so sadly."
In the eyes of rural woman Feng Yuying, infertility is a fatal flaw.
She thought that this defect would make Xie Changqing unable to hold his head up in front of Wen Wan.
If you put yourself in her shoes, if Wen Wan was infertile, she would definitely hate and abuse her, and might even kick her out of the house like trash.
Later, there was a saying among young people in the 21st century that death is physical death, and losing spiritual support is another kind of death.
In Feng Yuying's heart, there will not be another generation. For Xie Changqing, it is another kind of death besides physical death.
She also believed that people should not be looked down upon in this world. Xie Changqing no longer had children of his own. If his wife ran away, how could he hold his head up high in the village? He would definitely be laughed at to death.
That's why she cried so sadly. She was crying because her good son would never have another child.
She cried that other people's wives were ordered around to give birth to children and do housework, but her poor second son had to treat his wife like an ancestor.
It’s no wonder Xie Changqing dotes on Wen Wan so much since she’s crying. After she cries, she has to give in to Wen Wan…
After thinking about this, Wen Wan felt as if someone had pinched her heart, and it felt sore.
Wen Wan moved her lips, "Actually, you can say that I have a problem, or that I don't want to have a baby. There's no need..."
Xie Changqing said in a normal tone: "In his heart, I am his biological son, and you are just his daughter-in-law. If she knows that I have problems, she might make things less difficult for you.
If they knew it was your fault, you wouldn't have any peace of mind."
After hearing this, Wen Wan finally realized why she felt so sad.
She had never been protected so firmly before, and no one had ever been firmly placed in an important position in someone's heart. She couldn't tell what this sour, sweet and complicated feeling was, so she could only hastily conclude that it was sour.
But she had experienced all kinds of hardships and worries for others, but in the end her life was just a joke.
It is now very difficult to open her heart completely to others. It cannot be blamed on her cold personality. It is just that when she gives her all, the cold and heartless response has crippled her sincerity.
Just like a lame person who has lost one leg, you can't blame her for not being able to walk properly.
The sour and sweet feeling in Wen Wan's heart turned completely sour, so sour that she couldn't help but shed tears.
"This is unfair to you." Wen Wan threw herself into his arms, her face pressed against his hot chest, trying to stop her tears from falling.
Xie Changqing thought she was just referring to this matter, so he hugged her in his arms, patted her on the back and whispered:
"You mean to say that it was you who didn't want to have a baby, but I'm the one who took the blame, and the price I paid was quite high."
Without waiting for her to answer, he held up her tearful little face, kissed away the tears from the corners of her eyes, looked at her and said:
"When you first told me that you didn't want to have a baby, I went to the hospital to look for information on having a baby in order to find a way to convince you. After reading it, I realized that having a baby is not only hard but also risky.
Afterwards, I asked my mother indirectly, and she said that it was no big deal for a woman to give birth. When she gave birth to us, she was working in the fields one moment and had a stomachache and was about to give birth the next.
When Yumei gave birth, she didn't even wash off the dirt and feces on her hands, and she ran back to give birth.
I went to cook on the day after giving birth, and three days later I went back to work normally. After work, I still had to breastfeed.
There are many children in my family, so I have to give the food to the children first. Sometimes I can only scoop up some soup to eat half full when I am washing dishes and pots.
But I think it is too bitter.
It is rare to see older women in the village with straight legs and unbent backs. I asked a doctor about this and he said most of them were from giving birth.
I think what he said is right, but not entirely right. Having children is part of the reason, and raising children is another part.
I can’t imagine what would happen if you, who loves beauty so much, gave birth to a child that became hunchbacked and bow-legged. "
Wen Wan also imagined it and found it indeed difficult to accept.
She gave birth to two children in her previous life. I don’t know if she was lucky or had a good physique, but apart from back pain on rainy days, she had no other problems.
Maybe it's because the hurt was all emotional, not physical, which is why this happened.
Wen Wan pursed her lips and said, "It's actually not as exaggerated as you said."
"Yeah!" Xie Changqing responded cooperatively, "I know it's not that exaggerated.
It’s just that the nature of my job right now means I can’t go home often. If we have a child, I’ll have to leave it to you alone to take care of it.
Not only is it hard for you to be both a father and a mother, but the child's lack of fatherly companionship is also a very serious problem.
Now is a new society. We can’t continue to treat our children like animals and raise them to eat. We need to train successors to the new society, not cattle and horses.”
Wen Wan was amused by his analogy, "How can you talk like that? And cattle and horses? Who are cattle and horses?"
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