Rebirth: My Mother is a Virgin Mary

At least I won't be short of money, and it can solve my current predicament once and for all...

But my pitiful and insignificant self-esteem told me that I couldn't do this, and I really couldn't do it.

So when Wen Lingyu came to me again with gifts and lunch boxes, I rejected him again.

"Don't come looking for me. I'm busy. I'll pay you back for the meal I owe you, and you can take the gifts."

"Cheng Lin..." He hugged me, "Don't keep yourself closed, okay? Give me a chance, and give yourself a chance, and get to know me better, okay?"

As far as I can remember, that was the only time we had physical contact.

In the days that followed, he continued his pursuit, and I got to know him better.

He came from a wealthy family with a strong background. He went to the United States to study at the age of seventeen and returned to China with honor at the age of twenty-seven. He received many invitations from top domestic hospitals and became the youngest chief physician in the provincial hospital before he was thirty years old.

I asked him more than once why he, who was so outstanding, fell in love with me at first sight. He just smiled and said, "Cheng Lin, don't underestimate yourself. You are the most special one."

My consistent refusal made my colleagues around me feel uncomfortable.

"Cheng Lin, I know you're hard to pursue, but it shouldn't be this hard, right? What's so noble about that?"

"Tsk, you don't like this, you don't like that, why are you pretending to be a chaste heroine?"

"Do you really think that I like you? I'm just playing around."

……

I never pay attention to these gossips. If it weren't for making a living, who would want to stay in this crappy company?

He asked me to spend Chinese Valentine's Day with him, but I refused.

"It's my birthday." I have to admit that this face with lowered eyebrows and pleading eyes is really "shark-like".

I laughed, "Doctor Wen, you can come up with such a reason to ask me out?"

"It's really my birthday. I'm not lying to you." As if he had guessed what I would say, he took out his ID card with some pride. "The birthday on my ID card is the lunar birthday. Look, it's July 7th."

"Cheng Lin, you can't refuse." He smiled cunningly, determined to win.

Birthdays are supposed to be birthday gifts, and the things he usually wears and uses are all luxury brands that I can't name. I remembered the gift-giving theory I heard from others before, and finally chose a pair of cufflinks for him.

Maybe it really touched his heart, because the first time he saw the cuffs, he asked me to put them on him.

"Does it look good?" he asked.

"Ah."

"Cheng Lin, this is the best gift I have ever received."

I thought at the time, how could he lack this, he was just trying to please me.

He wanted to take me home. He opened the trunk carelessly and found it was full of red roses. He took out a ring and knelt on one knee, "Cheng Lin, marry me."

I fled in panic, but my heart was beating wildly. After spending half a year together, even if I didn't want to admit it, I had to face one fact: I was moved.

He is the first person who is devoted to me without any reason and without reservation.

In my bleak twenty-six years of life, he briefly illuminated the dark corners of my heart.

For several days I didn't dare to see him. I didn't dare to admit my feelings, and I didn't dare to face my true feelings. Even Cheng Xinyuan saw that something was wrong with me, "Sister, you should be brave and live for yourself."

Perhaps I was encouraged by Cheng Xinyuan, or maybe I really wanted to give myself a chance, I was ready to confess to Wen Lingyu and tell him, "I like you."

I knew his get-off-get off work time, so I dressed up carefully and prepared to pick him up at the hospital.

When the message alert sounded, I thought it was a client in my normal work and accepted the friend request without any precautions.

The other party didn't say a word and only sent three videos.

That day, I saw a nightmare scene that will disgust me for the rest of my life.

The two men were naked and entangled in each other, inseparable.

The person below is Wen Lingyu.

The other party sent the last paragraph: "Did you see? This is the truth about why he wants to be with you. He needs to give an explanation to his family, and you are well-behaved, sensible and easy to handle, so you are just the right person."

It was like a wake-up call, like being thrown into an abyss after being poured with countless cold water. I don't remember whether I replied to that person's message, I only remember that I vomited in the bathroom.

Wen Lingyu called and excitedly told me which delicious restaurant he had found. I smiled bitterly and asked him the question I had asked countless times in a hoarse voice: "Wen Lingyu, why do you like me?"

"Ah Lin, you are unique, I love you, I love you more than anyone else!"

"Really? Is it love, or do you need me to be a shield? A shield between you and that man?"

The other party's breathing became heavier, with an impatient and anxious tone, "Ah Lin, please listen to my explanation..."

"Wen Lingyu, you will not die well."

I hung up the phone without mercy, blocked and deleted all his contact information, and packed up all the things he had given me as quickly as possible.

Looking at my tear-stained face in the mirror, I suddenly laughed.

Fortunately, I am not deeply in love;

Fortunately, I haven’t been with him yet;

Fortunately, everything is in time...

Otherwise, I can’t imagine what kind of darkness my chaotic life will face.

I knew he would come to me, and I was waiting for him to come to me to make the final decision.

I mercilessly threw the things he gave me at his feet. He cried with red eyes, "Ah Lin, things are not what you think..."

"So what? You can't tell me that the video was photoshopped, right? I saw you were enjoying it. You lied to me, and I find it disgusting, and I find you dirty even more."

"Wen Lingyu, my colleague once scolded me for being too hard to pursue. Now I think she was right. I am hard to pursue. I don't feel worthy enough. No matter my family background or education, I know that my face alone is not enough to make you fall in love. Now I understand that you planned it from the beginning. I used to think that I was not worthy of you, but now I think it's you who is not worthy of you. You are just a piece of mud."

"Just pretend we've never met. I won't hate you, because it's not worth it; but I will never forgive you, because you deserve it. Wen Lingyu, I wish you a lifetime of loneliness and then a violent death."

Finally I said to him, "If you still have a conscience, stop harming other girls and do some good deeds so that you can have a complete body when you die. People like you should go to hell."

Later I moved to a place he didn't know. I had to consider myself. I couldn't guarantee that he wouldn't be waiting downstairs every day, like a piece of taffy that I couldn't get rid of.

Cheng Xinyuan was concerned about the progress of my relationship. He knew that there were always people pursuing me. "Don't ask me anymore. I don't have any feelings. Men are all bad." I glanced at the disappointed Cheng Xinyuan, "Except you."

Because of this family, I felt that I would never have any feelings in my life; after meeting Wen Lingyu, I thought about taking that step and giving it a try; in the end, I felt that my original idea was right, love is not worth it.

From then on, my heart and love are sealed.

Cheng Xinyuan and Ms. Lin had thought about introducing me to someone, but they didn't want to waste time talking, so they just said, "Let's talk about it later."

There is no future, because I will die soon.