When Ultraman appears in reality, however:

Without answering the red ball, the embarrassed boy looked out the window. It seemed to be getting darker and darker there, so dark that he could not see anything.

He looked at the scene tiredly while hugging his knees, no longer having any attachment to anything in front of him. The protruding spikes on the red ball made Yue Ji choose not to touch it. After a few seconds, it lost its light and fell on the dining table.

"I just want to live...why am I so tired..."

The boy continued to mutter, and Yue Ji sat opposite him silently. Even though the red ball was not targeting the boy, he still wanted to say something from his own perspective.

The sound of railroad tracks continued.

"Looking back, I was sometimes confused, but these experiences of resistance and wanting to survive changed me," Yue Ji's gaze then fell on the young man.

“I believe that no matter who we are, we are all slaves to something, or we are all searching for something we must have, which is freedom.

It’s not real life when you don’t have self-empowerment and are constrained by certain conditions. I’m glad I realized this very early on.

Your three views, world view, and your abilities will build who you are, which is very important. It is okay to want to give up your life, after all, it is your own decision, and perhaps it is inextricably linked to the parents who raised you.

But giving up your life before you are truly enlightened and grow up may be a regrettable decision, even if there are unspeakable sufferings in my life, even if the only answer to all of this is death.

I also have no regrets about coming to this world. Although the suffering is enormous, my own abilities and insights will eventually offset it and become the real you. "

"So you're going to tell me... Living is better than dying..."

Yue Ji smiled and shook his head.

"No, it still depends on you. Above the meaning of truth, goodness and beauty, there is a higher level where you still love life even if you see it clearly, but that is still not what I mean.

Seeing life clearly and loving it is still within the range of normal suffering, but no matter what, feeling life, feeling everything you experience and enjoying or hating it is a kind of freedom.

This is all life. If you want to give up, give up. If you want to persist, persist. Not everyone is strong, but you can always choose to become strong and try to fight.

If the torrent of pain must consume you, then make it more meaningful so that you will have no regrets in your life in the end."

These words were difficult to understand, but the boy's eyes regained a lot of luster.

"But if that's the case, why did they give birth to me?"

“When you reach a certain age, have met enough people, and experienced enough things, it becomes difficult for you to have any expectations of any adult or even teenager, and you will be more likely to play around with the opposite sex.

Because you already know too well that people are just like that, life is just like that, and life is just like that. Faced with the worldly common sense and transcendental concepts people talk about, you just laugh it off.

Past experience will lead you to predict many things, and the results will eventually meet your expectations, sooner or later. Gradually, you will lose interest and curiosity in many things, and you can only squeeze the joy of life out of boredom.

Only at this time, when a child suddenly appears in your life, can you find the child's loveliness. He is different from everything you have encountered because he is brand new.

Looking at him, you can see past, present, and future. All your experiences are no longer relevant to him. He is a radiant light, a white mist, a bud poised to bloom, yet poised to burst forth. When his eyes gaze upon you, you feel pierced through. The smoothness you've honed over a lifetime is exposed before his innate, pure harmony.

In the process of accompanying and nurturing him, he will always break your expectations, refresh your cognition, and bring you long-lost joy in life. In communicating with him, you will rediscover your long-lost original intention. In the process of satisfying him, you will find that your long-standing trauma has been healed.

After saying this, Yue Ji made a gesture of slashing his neck with his knife.

"But this is just the standard. It depends on the first level of meaning. In reality, no one can be sure whether your parents loved you when you were born. When you become an independent being, you need to be enlightened and figure out what you want."

……

Qin Haoyu was depressed for a long time. Relying on his connections and abilities, he quickly located Yue Ji. However, Lin Chongyi's call soon informed him that the train Yue Ji was on had been surrounded by an unknown electromagnetic factory.

They were still investigating, but Qin Haoyu realized the danger there.

Now that his injuries have healed, there is no need for him to delay and do nothing.

After hanging up the phone, Lin Chongyi pondered for a moment. Looking at the flashing red dot on the screen, he murmured helplessly, "Are you going to die too... just to increase that little possibility?"

……

Inside the carriage, Yue Ji had no choice but to do nothing. The red ball seemed to sense another existence, an existence he had originally arranged, a person he had used.

As the carriage plunged into darkness again, Yue Ji also looked at the child.

Obviously, the red ball is not going to make anyone's dreams come true; that thing is anything but simple.

But it still won't affect anything.

Lu'an City, Anhui Province.

As the red ball flew over the city, the rolling dark clouds in the night began to brew heavy rain. The boy's shattered hope did not achieve anything. After many thoughts of giving up, a familiar monster appeared in the center of the city.

Squeaky err err!!!

A combined monster named King Obmons appeared in the center of the city in an instant, which obviously met Yue Ji's expectations.

"No... This guy can't stop me at all. It's even difficult to stop him... But no matter what your purpose is... the final result will only be a stepping stone..."

Yue Ji murmured, as if he had a special connection with the red ball, and the boy also sensed the appearance of King Ob Mengs.

"I...I didn't make a wish? How could a monster appear?? Bro...are you not going?"

In response to the boy's question, Yue Ji simply downplayed it.

"What are you going there for? Waiting to be targeted by humans?"

Yue Ji shrugged, then fell asleep leaning against the back seat, as if the disaster in the distance had nothing to do with him.

In the center of Lu'an City, King Oub Mengs let out a sharp roar, and then shot out a blazing burning beam from his mouth.

As the blazing beams of light passed through the buildings, violent explosions followed.

boom! ! !

As flames shot up into the sky, torrential rain followed. The Chinese army and national security forces were dispatched urgently, but their sole purpose was to evacuate the crowd.

Lin Chongyi hung up the phone with the Prime Minister of National Defense, and then looked at the screen in front of him in silence.