Instance game: I signed a pact with the gods, and the gods accused me of cheating

"I'm not your fan, but my other personality is. The latest plot and the latest content are definitely what the secondary personality, as a fan of the comics, is looking forward to. So it stimulated the hippocampus and awakened the memory belonging to the secondary personality, so the secondary personality also took control of the body again. This seems reasonable."

"After all, no one can tell what the shackles that prevent patients with multiple personalities from switching between each personality are. Perhaps it's the memories of another personality stored in the hippocampus..."

"Then it seems that there is a reason for him to take advantage of his split personality."

"For example, as Director Qin mentioned, Mr. Qin Shang lost both his parents when he was young. However, when he was first sent here, he emphasized that July 7.11th was the day he remembered his father disappearing."

"The information provided by Director Qin shows that on July 11, 2017, a middle-aged man named Qin Qiuhe disappeared in a mountainous county in Jizhou City. In June 2020, a middle-aged woman in Jizhou City committed suicide by jumping from a building after being misled into a pyramid scheme. Her only son was a student at Jizhou Technical Secondary School. He was an excellent student and had achieved top marks in the college entrance examination..."

It just happened to fit a part of Qin Shang's personality.

"What if this information was collected to deliberately mislead the second personality in order to trigger a criminal act of a war between two gangs?"

"Qin Shang should have been an orphan. His personality and growth process must have been full of certain injustices or deficiencies in some emotional aspects compared to other peers. So it seems not difficult to understand if such a child would go astray and develop a second personality. If Qin Shang at a certain period of time realized that he was a patient with multiple personality disorder (DID) under certain accidents or special circumstances, and began to use other personalities to commit crimes, compared to the example I mentioned above, he just succeeded by luck and successfully used his second personality. Now he is trying to escape legal sanctions. It seems not difficult to understand many of his behaviors."

Thinking of this, my expression became more and more shocked, and I began to review every time I had contact with Mr. Qin Shang in my mind. In fact, his two personalities also have a lot in common. For example, they both claim that they have been to a place called the Divine Road. It’s just that the personality who "licks cockroaches' jade feet fiercely" rarely says such crazy remarks, while the personality who calls himself the "Thunder King" almost keeps saying this. What I just came out of the Divine Road, I destroyed the Divine Road server, and saved all mankind. Such remarks are endless. As for the orphan, the information found by Director Qin, was found in Mr. Qin Shang's I heard that neither of the two personalities had ever mentioned being an orphan. I sort of understood why Director Qin inferred that the 'licking cockroaches' personality was the secondary personality. I think it was because Director Qin had looked up Qin Shang's personal information and discovered that he was born in 1982. Mr. Qin was already born in 82, but the 'licking cockroaches' personality, who could communicate normally with people, had always insisted that he was only in his twenties and was born in 98. It was because of this that Director Qin believed that this personality was the secondary personality that was accidentally born during his growth...

But what if that’s not the case?

"What if the 'licking cockroach feet' personality actually knows that he was born in 82, but deliberately pretends to be ignorant and wants to pretend that he is the secondary personality that was born during Mr. Qin Shang's growth?"

My heart was pounding as if I had discovered some shocking secret.

Then a strange feeling arose in my heart. To be more precise...

"But this doesn't seem to make sense!"

"Yeah, it doesn't make sense. The main personality is disguising itself as the secondary personality, trying to shift the blame to the secondary personality, and trying to position the secondary personality as the main personality, making us mistakenly believe that the impulsive and irritable personality of the 'Thunder King' is Mr. Qin Shang's main personality. That would actually be even more disadvantageous to the trial. If the court concludes that the 'Thunder King' is the main personality based on the appraisal, and therefore believes that Mr. Qin Shang has antisocial behavior and has committed violent crimes, even if he doesn't face the death penalty, the best result he faces is life imprisonment..."

"Why don't he just admit that he's the main personality and then shift the blame onto the secondary personality, making Director Qin misunderstand that the 'licking cockroach feet' personality is the secondary personality? What's his purpose?"

Are you trying to convict yourself?

I felt like my brain, which had just been enlightened, suddenly went into a state of panic again. No, I felt like I was being led astray by Qin Shang's thoughts. As a normal person, how could I try to understand his behavior from the perspective of a mentally ill patient?

Since he has a mental illness, his behavioral logic and purpose in dealing with people naturally cannot be understood according to common sense. This is the same reason why experts do not recommend dating people with depression, obsessive-compulsive disorder, and anxiety. As mental illnesses become more and more serious among young people, it is actually very easy to find out in reality, especially nowadays that universities attach great importance to the mental health of college students. For example, everyone who has been a counselor knows that basically in the weekly morning meeting, leaders will place special emphasis on the psychological quality of college students. In the class meetings of the early eight college students, psychological problems are often mentioned.

Never think that patients with mental illness or psychological diseases are fun or interesting.

Especially because they think that they behave quite normally most of the time, so there is no prejudice on the subjective emotional level. Because they have a certain degree of sympathy for them, and because of some unexpected events in the process of getting along, they may have developed a liking for each other and want to fall in love with each other. They try to think that they can be the savior and save the other person. This is even more of a self-deceiving mentality that goes against the will of heaven.

As a normal person who studies mental patients.

I, Jiang Qiqi, can guarantee with my own 36D camera that no one can save a person who has already suffered pathological changes on the psychological level, not to mention a person who has already suffered changes on the spiritual level. Of course, if you go to Baidu and ask AI, are patients with depression considered normal people, it will definitely tell you that this group of people are normal, and tell you that depression, anxiety, obsessive-compulsive disorder and other common physiological diseases, just like the physical diseases of patients with hypertension and diabetes, there is a problem with the patient's health, not that the patient himself is "abnormal."

But a responsible statement is that people with mental illness or psychological illness are not normal people.

The explanations shown in Baidu Encyclopedia or various materials are only to appease this sensitive group, to comfort those with mental illnesses, and to try to resolve the prejudice of normal people in this society towards them. However, it does not mean that they can really be classified as so-called normal. Moreover, the positioning of abnormal groups in social sciences itself is a matter of opinion and a very vague definition.

"To give you a simple example, when I was an undergraduate, my graduation thesis was to study a girl with obsessive-compulsive disorder and hypochondriasis. She believed she had a very serious gynecological disease called vulvar leukoplakia. The external genitalia of patients with this disease will continue to shrink until they close. If it is not discovered early, in severe cases, even the urethral opening will stick together. It is very scary and can cause a person to die from suffocation of urine."

"But what I can be sure of is that the girl does not have this disease..."

"But she couldn't control her anxiety and panic, and she would examine her genitals in the mirror every day. To a normal person, this behavior would be strange, but it was even stranger. This girl went to a very famous hospital in China for an examination. According to normal logic, if I feel discomfort in a certain organ and suspect I have a certain disease, then if the hospital gives a professional conclusion that I don't have the disease, can I be acquitted and not have to scare myself?"

"But this girl perfectly illustrates what abnormal means."

"She went to the most famous hospital in China for gynecological disease research. After the doctor concluded that she was not a patient with the disease, she did not have the reaction of an ordinary person who finally felt relieved. Instead, she became more and more serious. Not only did she observe her genitals more frequently, she even forced her boyfriend to observe her every day, and kept asking the boy if he felt that they had become smaller or showed signs of atrophy."

"Of course, this is not the end. She heard from certain channels that some private hospitals are very professional in researching this disease, so she forced her boyfriend to accompany her to those private hospitals for testing."

"After the local one went there, he concluded that you were not sick. She didn't believe it and continued to go to other places. I have personally read their chat records. This girl is real. She sends messages to her boyfriend almost every day, saying, "Do you feel that I have become smaller? No? Really? Be serious. Why do I feel that I have really become a lot smaller?" and other such remarks. Whenever the boy answers that it is really not the case, the girl will become irritable for no reason. But I really feel that I am getting smaller. Do you understand the terrible consequences of this disease if I really get it? I will really have adhesions in my urethra and people will be suffocated to death by urine!"

"In the end, the boy had no choice but to go to many hospitals all over the country to get checked for this disease because of his feelings for the girl and his love for her. But the fact is, every hospital concluded that she was not sick and she was really not a patient of this disease."

Anyone with a little bit of common sense knows that this girl is actually mentally ill!

"But this girl not only doesn't think she is a mental patient, she even insists that there was something wrong with the previous examination and that those people were quacks. She also plans to continue traveling to various other cities to undergo testing for the disease. In fact, here, she can be diagnosed as a mental patient..."

I thought silently in my heart.

"Because, if you are a normal person, after the first two or three times you are sure that you are not a patient with the disease, you should put the big stone in your heart back. If you are a person with normal human thinking, even if you remain skeptical about modern medicine, you will think that the doctors who test you are quacks and misdiagnosed. I just have this disease, I am sick, you just didn't find it out. At this time, you should give up going to various hospitals for examinations."

"Because first of all, you've been to so many hospitals, and the doctors have all declared you innocent, proving you're not ill. Yet, you still firmly believe you are ill. This is actually a denial of modern medicine."

"So, whether you determine that you are sick, it is through intuition, subjective feelings, or other indescribable ways that non-normal people can understand."

"Then you should no longer expect modern medicine to give you a diagnosis."

"Since you have already denied modern medicine, your continued plan to go to various hospitals all over the world for examinations is already a fight between the left and right brain. Isn't this equivalent to saying, I don't believe in modern medicine, but I think I have this disease, so I hope the conclusion of modern medicine can confirm it for me? You deny the conclusion of modern medicine, but you believe in modern medicine..."

"This behavior cannot be explained by logic."

"To give a simple example, it's like a girl says to a boy, I don't like you, but I know you like me, so you should give up. As a result, the boy declares, I don't like you. The girl says, I don't believe it. So, in order to prove that the boy likes her, she starts to approach the boy frantically and actively, and she has to emphasize the sentence "I don't like you" every day."

"Is this a fight between the left and right brain? The left brain jumping up to attack the right brain? I don't like you, but I still want to contact you to prove that you like me, thereby dialectically justifying the fact that I don't like you and denying all possible actions that you might take after liking me."

"Is this something a normal person could do?"

"The girl in the above case isn't a medical major, and she's from our university. I just happened to know her boyfriend, and it was when he couldn't stand it anymore that he came to me and told me all about it. So, don't ever think that anyone with a mental illness or psychological disorder is normal. If you really treat them as normal, then you're crazy. Don't even think you can save their impoverished spiritual world. Those who listen to other people's slander are normal people. They will only lock themselves up like cocoons, with only their own thoughts and the opinions they've gained from their own information cocoons in their minds. If they can come out of this with the influence and guidance of ordinary people, non-academic professionals, then it wouldn't be so serious that we need to set up a discipline specifically to study them. Of course, if the symptoms are not severe, you can still try to contact them, but for those who need to rely on antidepressants to fall asleep for a long time, as a professional, there are three words: run..."

"Don't contact anyone, don't get to know anyone."

Bad memories from the past came back to me. When I came to my senses, I looked up and realized that I had missed my stop. I gave myself a simple psychological counseling session. I happened to be thinking about Mr. Qin Shang, trying to understand his various strange behaviors. In fact, I almost got stuck in a dead end...

It’s strange, why can’t I see through his behavior?

In fact, there is no need to be surprised.

Aren’t these people with mental illnesses and psychological problems such a group?

Trying to understand them is a stupid behavior. If one day you find that you can understand some abnormal behaviors of some mental patients and those with mental illnesses, then unfortunately, congratulations, you have successfully fallen into the abyss they live in and become one of them.

I say these words not because I have any prejudice against them. In fact, they are also living a very painful life. But I hope that the vast majority of normal people would rather be prejudiced against them, because it is for your own good. Staying away from this group is a way to protect yourself.

I got off the bus, and I don't know when it started to rain outside. The raindrops fell on the street, making a continuous sound of rustling. The rain in the north is not like the rain in the south. This is probably what it feels like to have continuous rain. Sometimes in the north, it can rain every day for a month or even two months.

I didn't bring an umbrella, and I was soaked instantly after getting off the bus. There was also a very interesting phenomenon. Although the raindrops in the north are not big, they are very fast. I don't feel like being splashed with a basin of cold water on my head, but in fact, the speed at which my clothes get wet is faster than the heavy rain in the southern version of the Water Splashing Festival.

If you miss your stop, you naturally have to go across the street to take the return trip...

In order to avoid getting wet in the rain, I chose to take the underground passage, but just as I was walking through the underground passage, my cell phone rang.