Instance game: I signed a pact with the gods, and the gods accused me of cheating

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Otherwise you won’t understand the ending!

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[Connect to Chapter 338 of the main text, Jiang Qiqi's Observation Log (Part 2)]

"Mr. Qin..."

Today is September 9.27, 2020.

As usual, I delivered food to Mr. Qin.

But the words were on the tip of my tongue, but I couldn't say them.

My name is Jiang Qiqi. I'm 22 years old and about to graduate from Jizhou University in my third year of graduate school, majoring in psychology. My thesis is to investigate whether a traumatic experience can set the stage for a split personality years later. The memories that develop after this trauma are all fantasies of the primary personality, seeking to escape the past. Ultimately, the secondary personality inherits this part of the worldview and interprets it as real. It's like a food delivery driver. Every time he's refused a delivery or is stopped by security, he has this thought: "If only I were a Ferrari owner! That way, no one would dare look down on me. If I drove a Ferrari to this neighborhood to deliver food, the security guards would definitely bow down to me." So, after a traumatic event, these fantasies replace his memories, giving rise to a secondary personality. This secondary personality truly believes itself to be a Ferrari owner, occasionally enjoying delivering food for fun. These fantasies of the primary personality shape the secondary personality's life experiences and give rise to memories that don't exist...

Today is a sad day. My mentor Qin Yuyan believes that the personality of Mr. Qin, who calls himself "licking cockroaches' feet fiercely", was formed and produced because of something that happened in 2005. During my communication with Mr. Qin, he admitted that he had a car accident in 05.

It’s broken!

Mr. Qin, you can’t clear yourself from this.

Before he instigated the fight between the two gangs in 17, he had already developed a secondary personality. This meant that his secondary personality was likely premeditated, organized, and well-prepared for the crimes. Furthermore, given that his primary personality, the 'Thunder King,' hadn't appeared much recently, and the 'Cockroach Licking' personality had become more stable, it was clear that Mr. Qin was fully capable of fulfilling his legal obligations. In other words, he could be sentenced...

pat.

Mr. Qin Shang, who was locked in the fence, dropped the book in his hand to the ground, as if he was frightened by my sudden visit.

His handsome face showed surprise when his attention fell on the plate in my hand;

"Damn, are we having braised pork for lunch today? Thank you, Miss Jiang."

"Mr. Qin, I'm sorry. Our conversation this afternoon might be recorded. Your alter ego will likely be confirmed, and it's confirmed that your alter ego is capable of independently shouldering legal obligations. It seems your alter ego was born in 05. Director Qin said so..."

When I said this, I felt a little guilty. After getting to know him, I found that Mr. Qin Shang's consciousness was actually not a big problem. He even often joked with us graduate students. The project was the project, but I seemed to really regard Mr. Qin as a friend. Moreover, the conclusion of one of my projects seemed to affect Mr. Qin's life. I don't know why I felt sad.

At least from my current interactions with him, Mr. Qin Shang has always given me the impression of being kind and gentle. He doesn't seem like the kind of person who would be organized and premeditated enough to use illegal acts to satisfy his own selfish desires for revenge.

"What is first and what is second?"

At this time, Qin Shang, who was locked behind the fence, chuckled twice, and his pair of bright eyes stared at me.

I looked at him and he looked at me.

A pair of eyes, with calm and wise gaze, instantly made me feel wet with tears, as I felt awe for a life.

As for his question about what is first and what is second, I just treated it as nonsense. After all, it is not his original consciousness that controls the switch between the main personality and the secondary personality. He certainly thinks that he is no different from a normal person, and naturally he does not know that there is actually another personality in his body that is contrary to the personality that currently controls this part of the body.

The next moment, Qin Shang picked up the book on the ground without lowering his head. In my memory, Mr. Qin Shang has always held a book in his hands since he was sent here. It was not until today that I saw for the first time that what he held in his hand seemed to be a comic book. The strange thing about him was... he would look at me from time to time, especially when he was reading that comic book, his eyes were fiery.

I often get red in the face.

I don't know why, but after meeting him today, I always felt that this man's gaze was full of aggression.

"Did you drink Mixue Bingcheng this morning?"

"I went to the bathroom twice this afternoon..."

"The food delivery was about ten minutes later than usual. Maybe he was on the phone?"

At this moment, Qin Shang lowered his head and took the plate I handed in through the window under the fence, then gave me a bright smile, and then accurately reported every thing I did in the afternoon, word for word. The sadness that was originally filling my heart disappeared in an instant, and was replaced by a strong surprise and deep fear. My eyes twitched twice and I stared blankly at Mr. Qin Shang who was separated from me by an iron fence.

"You, how did you know..."

He lowered his head, picked up the rice plate and began to wolf it down, paying no attention to the turbulent thoughts in my mind. He just kept repeating, "So that's how it is, is that how it is, I actually succeeded", over and over again.

I swallowed, not because he looked hungry because the food tasted so good, but because I had a creepy feeling. After all, if anyone else were to be suddenly told what they had done today by someone they hadn't had much contact with all day, I think any normal person would fall into the same emotion as me.

Seeing that he ignored me, I finally chose to leave here in a state of fear...

This was the first time Mr. Qin Shang showed his abnormality.

I suddenly remembered what my mentor Qin Yuyan once said. These patients with split personality or major mental illnesses may have abilities different from ordinary people in certain aspects, such as observation, smell, touch, and hearing. Mr. Qin Shang had not shown this side of him before. Even when he called himself "licking cockroach feet fiercely", his emotions were as stable as a normal person. He did not say any nonsense and spoke politely and civilized. Occasionally, his mouth would be like poison and he would say one or two words that others did not like to hear. But overall, his behavior patterns were close to those of normal people.

Including his values ​​and his understanding of the world, he did not show any extreme or violent side. After a long time, I almost forgot that he was a patient with paranoid schizophrenia as the teacher said.

As for why he was able to accurately tell what I did in the afternoon, maybe he heard it from other people. Maybe other colleagues or classmates mentioned that I ordered Mixue Bingcheng in their conversation. As for going to the bathroom, maybe he heard it from other colleagues inside the fence. Maybe someone was looking for me but didn't see me, so another colleague might have mentioned that Jiang Qiqi might be in the bathroom, and Qin Shang heard it. The last one was delayed by more than ten minutes before delivering his lunch, which is easier to deduce. I guess it's probably because I was talking to other classmates on the phone during the lunch break, which caused the lunch delivery to be delayed for a while. It's just that I almost forgot about it, so I didn't remember these little things, but Qin Shang remembered them. This is not a superpower or even a logically rigorous reasoning. It can only be said to be a coincidence...

I calmed myself down and adjusted my mood.

There was a loud bang behind me.

"Please, Ms. Jiang, tell Qin Yuyan that I know her secret. I know her biggest secret... Hahahahaha!"

"If you don't want me to expose her secret, just come and see me honestly."

"Shenlu, Mother Goddess, comic world, so that's how it is, so that's how it is, I told you that the Shenlu server had been shut down, so why would I come back? So that's how it is, hahahaha!"

Immediately, accompanied by a crazy male voice, he slammed the locked fence vigorously.

There was a loud banging sound.

I was startled, and when I came to my senses, I immediately notified other staff members to come in and give him a sedative.

No wonder, that's why. I was wondering why Mr. Qin Shang behaved so abnormally today. It turns out that he is the personality called 'Thunder King'!

Mr. Qin Shang was first sent here because he had sparked a fight between two gangs, nearly wiping out one of them. The Public Security Bureau notified us to take Mr. Qin in and conduct a mental evaluation and diagnosis. When he was first brought here, he was on the verge of a mental breakdown. When he was first sent here, Mr. Qin had claimed to be the 'Thunder King,' having just left a place called the Divine Road, destroyed that terrifying place, and saved all of humanity...

Hmm, that's a very immature statement.

I now have a basic understanding of what the Divine Road is in his fantasy.

It should be a game-like world, of course, it was imagined by him.

At the beginning, my mentor Qin Yuyan checked all the information, but did not find the game he claimed was called Shenlu. Even including some overseas information, there was no game under development or that had been developed with this name.

Later, with the passage of time and the deepening of hypnosis treatment, Mr. Qin Shang was occasionally able to recover his normal mental state and communicate with us from time to time.

And that personality calls itself the one who licks cockroach feet fiercely.

Of course, whether it is 'Licking Cockroach's Jade Feet' or 'Thunder King', these two names came from his mouth, so it is obvious that these are the ID claims of his two different personalities. For the convenience of observation and record, we will call his main personality ID 'Thunder King' and his secondary personality ID 'Licking Cockroach's Jade Feet'.

We can also judge which personality is talking to me at the moment based on what he says.