After a breakup, a song heals the world

Xu Feifei shook her head and threw this sudden thought out of her mind.

The answer to this question will be known when the school entrance examination results are announced in more than a month.

But at the moment, the more important thing is to send Su Yan's work to his teacher...

.........

When school starts on Monday.

Xiaopang ran to his home early, clamoring to go to school with him.

Su Yan naturally understood that his family was worried about his condition.

After all, when they are at home, their mother can still look after them, but when they go to school, or on the way to school, they are still worried that they will lose their minds and something unexpected will happen again.

Su Yan had no resistance to this.

During the following time at school, Su Yan temporarily put aside the school exam results and the solicitation of the college entrance examination theme song.

For him, the most important thing in these few months is to study!

However, it does not mean that my own affairs have no impact on the school.

According to Xiaopang, it was Xie Ming who told Jiang Zipeng, and then Jiang Zipeng told other people about it in order to show off.

Good things don't go out, bad things pass thousands of miles.

Although no one said it explicitly, Su Yan still knew that his affairs had almost become known to everyone.

Whether you are in class or walking on the street during breaks, you can always feel the gossip of people behind you.

In this regard, Xiaopang, who was with Su Yan, was always indignant, but Su Yan himself just laughed it off.

If it were in the past, the young man who owned this body would probably have become even more introverted and inferior.

It is worth mentioning that before school was over in the afternoon, Su Yan’s head teacher suddenly and deliberately emphasized during the class meeting that the school prohibits premature love, especially for them, the senior high school students, who must focus on the final sprint at this critical moment.

Later, Su Yan learned that the head teacher of Xiao Pang's class also said something similar...

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Time passed in a tense yet peaceful manner.

Unable to resist the invitation of Xu Feifei, the teacher who tutored the art exam candidates for music, and the fact that Su Yan did have some difficulties in mathematics, sometimes after school, he would go to the other's house and ask Li Chuanyun, a teacher from the same school who taught mathematics, to give him extra lessons.

Relying on the memory of the previous boy and Su Yan's dedicated efforts, although his grades are still in the middle and lower levels, they are steadily improving.

As for Su Yan's ex-girlfriend and Jiang Zipeng, who was not his love rival, they were in another class. Su Yan didn't know about their situation and of course didn't care.

Sometimes you happen to meet one of them, but it's just like a stranger.

Depression still strikes sometimes.

But fortunately it's not that serious.

At certain moments, when I suddenly see something, I will suddenly feel sad, and even when I am reviewing my homework late at night, I will burst into tears.

This emotion comes out of nowhere and is out of control.

The memory is about the self in the previous life, and also about the young man in this world.

It’s like when you are eating, you suddenly think of your lonely self in your previous life, and you feel lost.

Sometimes, I would accidentally find some things related to Xie Ming, and the memory of the boy in my body would be triggered, and my heart would ache a little.

At this time, especially those who are close to you, will be very worried.

As for the few friends at school with whom I have a decent relationship, I will be very cautious.

Because they don't understand depression, they are more worried that their own comfort or unintentional words will irritate themselves.

This may be the reason why many people with depression feel more lonely - when they are ill, strangers do not understand them, and people around them choose to distance themselves from them.

And you...all you can do is put on a smiling face in front of cold and indifferent people.

Thinking of this, Su Yan thought of the song "Under the Sea".

I don’t know if I will have the opportunity to sing this song that means the most to me on a bigger stage.

Su Yan's family was naturally very worried because he cried several times for no reason in front of his parents.

So he took Su Yan to have a recheck.

Strangely, Su Yan deliberately asked the doctor to check whether he had any other mental illnesses besides depression.

His parents just thought that Su Yan had grown up and knew how to care about his own mental health.

The end result is that depression is alleviated and some medications can be stopped, but you still need to pay attention to your emotions.

As for other mental illnesses, none were found.

Such a result undoubtedly made Su Yan's parents feel a little relieved.

Of course, Su Yan also felt relieved.

The reason why he made such a strange request was that he wanted to confirm whether he was suffering from schizophrenia.

Because sometimes, Su Yan found that the memory of that boy would affect himself, especially when he was sad, and sometimes he couldn't even tell who he was.

Obviously, no.

It must be because of depression and the memories of the boy left in his mind.

As long as it wasn't schizophrenia, Su Yan wasn't opposed to it. After all, he seemed to be becoming more and more accepting of this new identity without realizing it.

Time just passed day by day as I was doing exercises and memorizing.

The entrance exam results of some music schools in China have been released one after another.

Those who passed the exam breathed a sigh of relief.

Those who failed the exam hope that their names will appear on the list of schools that will be announced later.

Because something happened to Su Yan during that time, causing him to miss the entrance exams to other schools, the only school he could choose was Lincheng Conservatory of Music.

Lincheng Conservatory of Music was the last school to release its admission results.

Plus, this school is the most famous music school in the local area!

When Su Yan had not yet broken up with Xie Ming, the music students who were taking the art exams agreed to wait until the day when the Lincheng Conservatory of Music announced the results, and they would all watch the results together in the music auditorium.

It can be regarded as a witness to the hard work and sweat of that period.

I thought everyone had forgotten about it, but someone in the group still mentioned it.

Originally, Xiaopang was worried that Su Yan would deliberately not go because of the matter between Xie Ming and Jiang Zipeng.

Unexpectedly, after Xiaopang’s invitation, Su Yan actually agreed calmly.

In fact, apart from occasional bouts of depression and the memories of his youth, Su Yan would feel sad when thinking of Xie Ming. Su Yan himself had no feelings at all for the girl named Xie Ming.

Lincheng Conservatory of Music announces the results at 6 o'clock in the evening, which is just the break time before evening self-study.

When Su Yan and Xiaopang walked into the familiar music classroom, they found that all the other music exam candidates had already arrived.

Xie Ming and Jiang Zipeng are no exception.

After all, everyone had worked hard together, and although Su Yan was introverted before, he had good relationships with others and was also quite good-looking.

Some people greeted Su Yan with a smile, and Su Yan changed his previous attitude and responded generously.

Jiang Zipeng looked at Su Yan with a provocative smile, but Su Yan was too lazy to pay attention to the little boy's thoughts.

As for Xie Ming, he lowered his head and simply chose to ignore him.

The two people did not sit together. With the school's previous reminder that premature love is strictly prohibited, the two of them have restrained themselves a little.

I found an empty seat and sat down with Xiaopang, listening to people around us discussing which school they had passed the entrance exam for, which school they planned to apply for, or which project they had not performed well in the entrance exam for Lincheng Conservatory of Music, which might have held them back.

After waiting for a few minutes, Xu Feifei, the teacher who had guided them in the art exam, walked into the music classroom with a notebook.