After a breakup, a song heals the world

I wanted to call for help, but the sea water poured into my mouth and nose.

It was becoming increasingly difficult to breathe. What I smelled was no longer fresh air, but salty despair.

There was the sound of bubbles mixed with sea water in my ears.

He tried his best again to get his mouth and nose out of the water, but the even colder sea water poured into his mouth and nose again.

After struggling for a while, my body became heavier and heavier.

Finally, it slowly sank into the sea.

The light shining through the sea surface is getting weaker and weaker.

The sea grew deeper, the water grew colder, and the sounds grew fainter.

Finally, it was dead silence...

Su Yan suddenly opened his eyes and took a deep breath subconsciously!

What you see is a large area of ​​white.

White bed, white clothes, white curtains.

The wind blew into the house through the window, carrying with it a unique smell of disinfectant.

I was lying on the hospital bed with an IV drip.

On the bedside table, there was a half-eaten steamed bun and a jar of pickles.

And beside the bed, there was a completely unfamiliar cute little head lying there.

The little owner of the head was about seven or eight years old. His hair looked a little dry and yellow due to long-term malnutrition. It was scattered on the sheets, like an innocent but lifeless daisy.

She is obviously a little girl, but she is wearing clothes that are slightly too big for boys.

It should have been something left over from a boy's clothes, and that's why it appeared on her.

Su Yan shook his head slightly and struggled to sit up from the hospital bed.

He had no relatives in the world, and was sure that he did not know the little girl, let alone how he came to the hospital.

He only remembered that he should have been singing at the subway entrance with the guitar on his back.

From the afternoon to the evening, the number of fans in the live broadcast room increased by sixteen, and a total of 45 yuan in tips were received. He was driven away by the staff twice in the middle of the show.

Could it be...

Is your depression acting up again?

Depression cannot be cured by being more positive and cheerful as others say.

He doesn't want to be unhappy, but he will suddenly become sad and lose faith in life without any warning.

Suddenly burst into tears, suddenly felt lost, suddenly felt desperate.

He's... just sick.

But what about the deep sea that just appeared in my consciousness?

Is this a dream?

But the despair and feeling of suffocation that can be experienced are so real.

Thinking of this, Su Yan sighed heavily.

Perhaps it was his own sigh that disturbed the little girl who was sitting on a small stool and lying on the edge of the bed.

She raised her head dazedly and saw herself.

The sleepy eyes suddenly had a hint of brightness and surprise.

The little girl has big eyes and looks well behaved, but her face is a little yellowish and thin, which is inconsistent with her age.

After seeing the little girl's appearance clearly, Su Yan became more certain that he didn't know her.

"Brother, are you awake?!"

The little girl threw herself on him, about to cry.

The long eyelashes were all stained with tears.

elder brother??!!

Su Yan was at a loss for a moment and let the little girl lie in his arms.

Just now.

Su Yan felt a sharp pain in his head!

Then a stream of strange information overbearingly flooded into his brain!

In just a few seconds, Su Yan's eyes changed from confusion to gentleness and helplessness.

He smiled bitterly and patted the little girl in his arms, saying softly, "Okay, Xiaoxue, brother is fine. Where are dad and mom?"

The little girl raised her tearful face and sobbed, "Mom went to pay the money, Dad... I don't know."

Su Yan reached out and wiped the little girl's face, "Don't cry, isn't brother okay?"

The little girl nodded, but her mouth was pouty and worry and fear were clearly written on her face.

Su Yan sighed, "I'm sorry to have made Xiaoxue worried..."

She patted her head and said in a condescending manner, "Then don't go to the beach secretly by yourself in the future. It's too dangerous..."

After all, he is still a child, but a sensible one.

After all, she understood part of what I said.

Su Yan felt a little bit unbelievable that he suddenly knew the girl's name.

But this kind of thing happened.

He...traveled through time.

In his previous life, he was a helpless wandering singer, but now he traveled to a parallel world and became a boy lying on a hospital bed.

They are all called Su Yan, and they are all suffering from depression.

The difference is that Su Yan in this world not only has parents who love him, but also a lovely sister.

Although the family is not wealthy, it is still a family after all.

And the reason why I am lying on the hospital bed now.

It’s because of him...or maybe he can’t be called that, because now the memories of the two Su Yans have completely merged.

This is also the reason why when Su Yan looks at his sister Su Xue, his eyes unconsciously reveal tenderness and doting.

The reason why Su Yan in this world is lying on the hospital bed now.

Because of suicide...

And it can be said that I am trapped in love.

If suffering from depression was the ultimate reason for his suicide, then his girlfriend's falling in love with someone else due to power and breaking up with him was the fuse for his suicide.

When he was most lonely, a girl from the same school who was taking the art exam with him walked into his world.

He couldn't wait to stretch out his hand, and when he saw the light, he thought it was the universe.

When the light goes out, there is endless darkness.

More and more lonely.

So he chose to sink to the bottom of the sea and end his life.

But when the moment of his life really came to an end, his instinct for survival made him begin to regret and feel annoyed.

But... it's no use anymore.

Sea water poured into his lungs through his mouth and nose.

Or it can be said that Su Yan in this world... is dead.

The first memory is the scene after Su Yan drowned in this world.

And Su Yan from the previous life survived for him.

Inherited his memories and some of his emotions.

"Brother, what's wrong with you?"

The voice of his sister Su Xue interrupted Su Yan's thoughts.

He looked at Su Xue, who had a worried look on her face and had just cried, and smiled, "It's okay, I'm just thinking about something."

Then, he glanced at the half-eaten bun on the bedside and frowned, "Xiaoxue, this is..."

The little girl raised her bright face and said, "I can't finish one steamed bun. I'll eat the rest for the rest of the night."

Su Yan was stunned.

Music students are very expensive.

His family was not well-off, but he wanted to fulfill his dream of becoming a singer.

During this period, my parents and sister lived frugally to maintain their childish dreams.

Now my hospital bills are even more of a burden for this family.

And my sister seemed very happy even when eating steamed buns.

Thinking of this, his nose felt a little sore.

Although it is unclear which Su Yan is feeling this.

But soon, his guilt was replaced by full confidence.

Some musical works from previous lives do not exist in this parallel world!

In my previous life, I was just an unknown wandering singer whose talent was not recognized.

And in this life, relying on the musical works of my previous life, I will definitely become a singer who will amaze the whole world.

Not for anything else, just to make his family no longer live in such a difficult situation.

Also to let his powerful ex-girlfriend know what she missed.

Of course, it’s more about my dream of being on stage!

And just as Su Yan was searching for classic music works from his previous life in his mind, his smile froze on his face.

Because... I felt like I had amnesia, and I had forgotten all the musical works from my previous life!

Su Yan stared blankly out the window. Is this... fate?

At this moment, a mechanical female voice suddenly sounded in Su Yan's mind without any warning.

"Ding! Host conditions are met! Bind to the Healing Song God System!"

"You are not a wailing soul at the bottom of the sea. You are an important existence, a certain star."

"Reward host with a novice gift pack, the song "Under the Sea"..."