The Emperor of Heavens

After a few days of observation, Qian Renxue found nothing and felt very upset. Today, she found a time when Zhou Long was out and went into Zhou Long's house again. When she first entered, she didn't find that this house was so ordinary. There was no special feature, no decoration, and the tables and chairs were all ordinary, just like the people in this house were ordinary.

Qian Renxue suddenly found a notebook or something similar to a book on the table. The cover was wrapped in animal skin. It must have been an ordinary notebook before but was later wrapped because the colors didn't match at all.

Qian Renxue hesitated for a moment but decided to open it and take a look. She was very curious about the contents inside.

The first thing she saw was a very sloppy handwriting, which was obviously Zhou Long's style because she had seen it once before. She read it patiently because it was very difficult to read. If there was a minister in Tiandou who showed such handwriting, she would definitely throw it in his face. But Qian Renxue showed her rare patience with Zhou Long.

There is not much content in it. It was written when Zhou Long first came to Wuhun City. He was shocked by the grandeur of Wuhun City and the armor of the guards. There is also the dislike of opening his own Wuhun because the color is green, which makes him feel weird.

After reading the first page, Qian Renxue turned to the second page, and the content inside was very interesting. This page was about his family. When Qian Renxue saw that Zhou Long's parents were in love, her eyes were filled with envy and yearning.

The third is about Zhou Long entering the Spirit Hall and hunting a spirit beast for the first time. Although the handwriting is illegible and difficult to read, the content is very attractive to Qian Renxue. Zhou Long is not like what he saw in it. He will also be frightened by spirit beasts and wet his pants. He will also practice secretly to hide his abilities.

Fourth, Zhou Long became the disciple of his grandfather Qian Daoliu, which was what Zhou Long wanted. The relationship between the two was not a true master-disciple relationship but a mutual use. Qian Renxue also guessed that perhaps at this time her grandfather had already known that Zhou Long was different.

Then it was Zhou Long's later experiences. Qian Renxue read it page by page, not wanting to miss a single word. Perhaps this way she could understand Zhou Long. Qian Renxue thought so, and as she wished, she did see many things about Zhou Long that she didn't know. His acquisition of spirit rings and glasses were all mentioned here, which made Qian Renxue deeply feel Zhou Long's power.

What shocked Qian Renxue the most was Zhou Long's experience during his visit to the Slaughter City. Of course, what was not described here was the illusion she experienced on the Sea God Island. Then there were some ordinary yet extraordinary things, such as becoming the Pope and bringing in many soul bones, which were all things she could not do.

Then the last few pages were torn by someone. It should be Zhou Long who tore them himself, perhaps because he didn't want others to see them. Qian Renxue was so absorbed in reading that she didn't realize that someone had been watching her for a long time.

Did you see me? Zhou Long still reminded.

Qian Renxue panicked and quickly closed the book, looking at Zhou Long with timidity, fear and a little bit of unnaturalness in her eyes.

Seeing that Qian Renxue didn't want to say anything, Zhou Long still said, "Leave." Zhou Long made way for Qian Renxue to leave. Zhou Long has been busy with Jianguo these days and has a lot of things to review. He doesn't have time to argue with Qian Renxue or argue about anything. Some things don't need to be argued or explained at all.

Qian Renxue opened her mouth and left without saying anything, but she felt a prick in her heart when she passed Zhou Long. When she came to the yard, she walked towards the door step by step, but she was thinking about many things in her mind, and this short distance seemed like a long journey, which made Qian Renxue think about many things.

Even after reading Zhou Long's diary, she still had very little understanding of Zhou Long. Was it Zhou Long who saved the people who were killed by the Wolf Bandits, or was it Zhou Long who lived happily in the Slaughter City, or was it neither of those. A person should at least have hobbies, but Zhou Long didn't have any. It was like he came for the help of the people in the Spirit Hall without asking for any reward, and he didn't have any time to enjoy himself. He must be very tired! Qian Renxue thought so.

Looking at Qian Renxue's departing back, Zhou Long's eyes were cloudy and he couldn't guess what he was thinking.

Qian Renxue suddenly turned around with determination in her eyes. She just looked at Zhou Long, trying to see something different in Zhou Long's eyes.

Qian Renxue's sudden turn surprised Zhou Long a little, but only a little. In recent days, he also discovered that Qian Renxue was secretly observing him, even when she entered to peek at his diary.

They just stared at each other, and finally Qian Renxue turned her head away in disappointment.

Zhou Long saw Qian Renxue's look, but he did nothing. Becoming a god had definitely affected his character.

Grandpa is really different. He is like a pond whose depth is unknown and hard to fathom. I don't know his depth, and I don't know how to understand him. Qian Renxue thought of this and a tear fell from her beautiful eyes.

I'm sorry for entering your room and peeking at your diary. Qian Renxue said in a normal tone, but because her back was facing Zhou Long, no one could see that her eyes were red.

Qian Renxue didn't wait for Zhou Long's answer and continued walking. When she was almost at the door, Zhou Long's words froze her in place.

What do you want to know? Why have you been using your mental power to observe me these past few days? Zhou Long's words stabbed Qian Renxue's heart like a knife.

It's nothing, I just... I just want to know where I am with you. Qian Renxue said while pretending to be calm but still couldn't help choking up.

Zhou Long was slightly stunned and then said, "Everyone is the same here." Zhou Long said firmly.

I understand, although it's a little late. Qian Renxue turned around and said, the tears in her eyes could no longer be concealed.

When Zhou Long saw Qian Renxue's expression, he didn't know what she was thinking and remained silent for a long time. Then he raised his eyes and looked at Qian Renxue.

I don't know what it is, love? I don't understand maybe because I haven't felt it. I have only felt the love of my parents, the love between brothers, and the friendship between friends, but I have never felt love. But I know that if I were a teacher, I would never let you go to Tiandou City. People are happiest when they are ignorant. Even rich people and powerful people yearn to return to the small world because they are happiest when they are carefree. When someone knows more, they will become more and more unhappy. Ignorance is also a kind of happiness. Zhou Long looked at the sky helplessly and said as if he was thinking about his childhood.

Qian Renxue didn't speak for a long time after hearing Zhou Long's words, because Zhou Long's words clearly showed that he had discovered her feelings but didn't respond.