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My name is Li Qing, Li means dawn, Qing means sunny day.

I don't like my name.

I don’t like either Li Jiaojiao, who was rejected by my sister for me, or the current Li Qing.

You may ask me why I don't like this name. My reason may seem a bit pretentious. When my father gave me this name, he never asked for my opinion from beginning to end. He, my mother, my sister, none of them asked me whether I liked this name.

You may say, if you don’t like it then just reject it. If you don’t reject it, then why are you complaining here now?

Alas, because I didn't have the power to refuse at that time. I had a good family background, but my fate was bad. I was a real daughter who was taken away by mistake, and I was not loved by my biological parents. I was sixteen years old at that time. I lived a poor and painful life in my adoptive parents' home for sixteen years. Now I have finally returned to my own home. I must try my best to show that I am obedient, sensible and submissive. Only in this way can I quickly integrate into this family and live a better life.

Haha, I was lying to you. What I just said was not the main reason. In fact, it was because of me. It was my cowardice and incompetence that made me dare not resist my parents. I was beaten for sixteen years in the He family. I was scared of being beaten. My bones have been bent. My timid and cowardly character made it impossible for me to disobey my parents' orders.

I dare not, for I am afraid of angering my family, and even more afraid of being abandoned by them.

When I decided on the name, I resented my sister. I thought that since she was so favored at home and could reject "Jiaojiao" for me once, why couldn't she ask me again, "Sister, do you like the name Liqing?"

But then I thought, even if she asked me this, would I answer "I don't like it"? Would I dare?

I am sure that I didn’t dare at that time.

Was I useless and heartless at that time? I didn’t have the courage or the ability to resist, but I blamed others for not helping me to resist.

Later, I asked my sister if she liked her name, and she shook her head and said, "It's the same name as a pet. What's there to like about it?"

I said, "Your parents love you so much, you can change your name."

She said, "It doesn't matter, it's just a name."

But isn’t this contradictory? I clearly don’t like, or even hate, this pet-like name, but why do I feel indifferent?

Later, after getting along with my sister, I understood it, because she really didn't care.

She didn't care about her name, her family, or even herself. Although she was in the Li family, her soul was always wandering outside this family.

She doesn't fight or compete, but she taught me how to fight and compete.

To be honest, I was a little wary of my sister at first, because I really didn't understand what she was trying to do. Sometimes I even had conspiracy theories and wondered if she was doing this to harm me. My parents loved my eldest brother the most. If they knew that I was fighting with my eldest brother for things, they would definitely hate me, and even be disgusted with me and kick me out of the house. In this way, she would become the only daughter of the Li family again.

After all, the vicious female characters in the novels of True and False Daughters all use almost the same pattern to do evil.

Later I realized that I was really thinking too much. My sister really had no bad intentions towards me. She even gave up studying abroad for me and was admitted to a domestic university.

Although she refused to admit it and said that she simply didn't want to go abroad, I didn't believe it.

My sister did very well in the college entrance examination. With her results, she could have been admitted to a better university and a better major, but she stayed in the city for me.

I was so moved that I hugged her and cried, thanking her for her dedication and care for me all the time. She told me to stop being so self-indulgent and that she just didn't want to go to school too far away from home.

College life is not as rich, interesting and colorful as described in romance novels. My sister said that’s because I didn’t find a school hunk to fall in love with like the heroine in the romance novels.

I could tell my sister was being sarcastic, of course not at me, but I felt there was some truth in what she said, so I went to ask my roommates who the most handsome boy in our school was.

As a result, my roommate told me that there is no such thing as the school hunk in our school.

If you ignore my abdominal muscles and the biceps on my arms that can be big or small, hard or soft, my looks do make me look like a lovely little white flower. Coupled with my background, I am actually quite popular in school. Even if I don't have the most handsome guy on campus, there is always someone ready to date me whenever I want.

I told my sister what I was thinking. My sister said that the last sentence about identity and background was the key point, and asked me to open my eyes and not be fooled by a scumbag.

I didn't want to be cheated, and I didn't find the so-called school hunk, so I didn't have a boyfriend throughout college.

Not to mention my sister. Because she studied law and has seen so many criminal and civil cases, she doesn't even have any friends of the opposite sex around her.

My sister and I had no plans to take the postgraduate entrance examination. I was eager to join our family company, and my sister simply didn't want to continue studying.

Li Yanchen laughed at my sister, saying that no law firm would hire her since she had a bachelor's degree, and she might as well work in the company's legal department. My sister said that she was not good at handling financial disputes, but was better at divorce cases. If Li Yanchen needed help in the future, she would help him for free.

Since going to college, the relationship between Li Yanchen and my sister has become very tense. Whenever they meet, they play Yin and Yang to each other, one is an Yin and Yang master and the other is an Yin and Yang master.

Li Yanchen has no self-awareness at all. Even though he can't win over my sister in an argument, he still goes to provoke her. After being scolded, he takes it out on me.

My goal is the company. I can't make my parents unhappy. I have to pretend to be a good daughter who is obedient, sensible, filial and courteous. So when faced with Li Yanchen's provocation, I can't refute.

But my sister is fearless. She doesn't covet the Li family's things, and doesn't want to work in the Li family's company. Even if my parents kick her out now, she has plenty of ways to support herself.

So when Li Yanchen ridiculed me for having only a bachelor's degree and being able to do odd jobs in the company, my sister said that she, a poor bachelor's degree holder, had never seen a graduate student's certificate in her life, and asked Li Yanchen to take out his degree certificate to open her eyes. Li Yanchen, who also only had a bachelor's degree, was so angry that he walked away.

My mother complained a little about my sister's attitude towards Li Yanchen. She always mentioned in front of my sister how much Li Yanchen protected her when they were young. My sister was impatient to listen to these things. She always just let them go in one ear and out the other, and never took my mother's words to heart.

Not only that, she herself didn't want to listen, and she also asked me to listen less to my parents' nonsense.

Of course I don’t listen to the nonsense my parents say. In fact, I know what kind of family relationship my parents want.

The two daughters voluntarily sacrificed themselves for the Li family, the son inherited the family business and brought honor to the family, and they retired peacefully and enjoyed their grandchildren, living in harmony with the family.

But why should I sacrifice myself? Why can a useless person like Li Yanchen inherit the Li family's business, but I was excluded from the beginning? Just because I am a girl?

I have never questioned my father about this question because I know it is useless to ask. A man who has the idea of ​​favoring boys over girls engraved in his bones will never think that there is anything wrong with his idea until he dies.

My position in the company is an administrative assistant. My daily job is to run errands and do miscellaneous tasks for the general manager. My sister jokes that I am a little eunuch next to the big eunuch. I think her analogy is quite apt.

Li is not a well-known surname, so when I arrived, I was directly assigned to the general assistant. In addition, I did not deliberately conceal my identity, so the company's people soon knew that I was the daughter of the company president. Although my position was not high, everyone was very polite to me.

It really lives up to the saying "When you reach a high enough level, you will find that there are good people around you". I would like to thank my parents, thank them for giving me the identity of a rich lady.

My family was going to buy a car for each of us sisters, but my sister said that she couldn't afford the high insurance premiums due to her low salary, so she wanted a car worth about 100,000 yuan. My father thought that as his daughter, it was too cheap for her to drive a car worth more than 100,000 yuan, so he bought a car worth more than 3 million yuan for my sister, and said that he would help her get insurance every year and give her 2,000 yuan for gas every month.

Thanks to my sister, I also have the same car and the same benefits.

My sister told me that this is called retreating in order to advance, and asked me to learn from it.

My sister really understands my father's character very well. She knows that my father is very concerned about his reputation, so she used this trick to deal with him. If it were someone else, she would never use this trick of retreating to advance. For example, my adoptive mother, Wang Qunying, she would just send her to jail.

Because she knows that it is useless to be soft with a shameless person like Wang Qunying. If you say you want a car worth 100,000 yuan, Wang Qunying will say, "Your brother doesn't even have a house, and you still want to buy a car? What do you want a car for? Don't you know how to take the bus?"

Don't even think about asking her to pay. If you spend your own money, she'll even call you a spendthrift.

My parents were very dissatisfied with the fact that my sister sent her biological mother to the police station. They thought she was a little inhumane. My sister explained it once, but later she was too lazy to explain it anymore. Anyway, the person had already been sued, so there was no point in saying more.

The classic plot in the novel happened to me, and I was asked to get married.

I naturally didn't want to marry such a loser, so I confessed my ambition to my father. I really didn't want to wait any longer, and I didn't want to endure it any longer. Every day when I saw Li Yanchen jumping around in front of me like a clown, I really wanted to punch him to death.

What I didn’t expect was that he was really dead, killed by my sister.

If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I wouldn't have known that two people could bleed so much.

After that incident, I didn't touch pork for two months. Whenever I saw pork, I would think of Li Yanchen's white belly. If Li Yanchen's skin was a little darker, it wouldn't have shocked me so much. Later, I even dared not look at blood plasma films, because once I saw them, I would think of Li Yanchen's appearance before his death.

Compared to my sister's funeral, Li Yanchen's funeral was extremely grand, and people came to pay their respects to him in an endless stream.

Maybe because my walnut eyes are too prominent, those who come to comfort me after comforting my parents will praise me and say that I am a good sister who respects her brother.

I wanted to laugh in my heart. Li Yanchen is dead, and I am my parents' only child. I am too happy to even have time to cry for him. How could I possibly cry like this for him?

My dad is not a good father, nor a good husband, but he is better than some men in this circle in one aspect. I don't know whether my dad has an affair, but he certainly didn't have any messy illegitimate daughter or illegitimate child.

Speaking of this, I want to smoke a cigarette to relax. Being loyal to marriage is what a couple should do, but now it has become one of my dad's few strengths. The phrase "digging for gold in shit" probably refers to bad people like my dad.

My sister's funeral was truly desolate. Only a few of her good friends came to see her off. However, with her indifferent personality towards the world, material things, and emotions, she probably wouldn't have cared about these things.

We discussed the issue of death in high school. She said that when people die, they have no feelings, and it wouldn't matter if they burned her into ashes, mixed her with cement and painted her on the wall.

I thought that Li Yanchen's pile of mud could be buried in the cemetery, so why should my sister be painted on the wall? So I chose the sea burial package for my sister.

My sister is trapped by me in this life, and I hope that after she dies her ashes and soul can be free.

When I was sorting out my sister's belongings, I found that she was really poor. Apart from the car and the jewelry at home, there was only more than 2,000 yuan left in her three bank cards.

Although my parents are partial to boys and biased towards girls, they have never shortchanged us of pocket money. My sister does not have the habit of spending money lavishly, and she has no interest in speculating in funds and stocks. I really don't understand why she is so poor.

Later I checked her bank account and found out that she had donated all her money. Since college, she has been transferring money to the accounts of several scholarship funds for girls from mountain villages.

Hey! My good sister actually did a good deed without telling me. Looking at the little money left on her card, I randomly picked an account and donated it all.

After my dear eldest brother passed away, my family was indeed sad for a while, but people have to look forward and the living have to live their lives, so my parents began to care about my work and life.

I know my parents don't love me very much. They are nice to me now because they have no choice. I am their only biological child, so they have to be nice to me.

If someone asks me if I hate them, my answer is no.

Without my most respected grandparents, there would be no today and tomorrow for me, Mrs. Li. Who would hate the God of Wealth who brings them good luck?

Everything is fine in the Li family without Li Yanchen. The only thing that annoys me is that my family members keep urging me to get married. It's really annoying.

It wasn't until I was 32 that my parents saw that I really had no plans to get married, so they decided to let me do artificial insemination or in vitro fertilization or something like that.

I was reluctant at first, but my father asked me, what will happen to the Li family company when I am old and can no longer work?

When I thought that there was indeed a throne to inherit in my family, I went to the hospital to find out in person, and then I gave up the urge to have children in this life.

Later my father stopped urging me because he had pancreatic cancer and it was already in the late stage when it was discovered.

My mother's heart was broken again, and this time she cried even more sadly than when her son died.

In fact, I can understand my mother. She lived such a comfortable life after marriage thanks to my father. Now the big tree she was clinging to is dying, so it is inevitable that she is sad.

During the last three months, the thing my father said to me the most was that he died without holding his grandson. I felt annoyed when he said it so much, even though I knew he was going to die. I really wanted to say to him, "It's not easy to hold your grandson. Can I call you grandpa?" But I didn't dare to, because I was afraid that I would really piss him off to death.

I said, I don't hate him. Now he is about to die, and I don't even have that last bit of resentment anymore.

After my father died, my mother's eyes were swollen for a while. I think she just couldn't think about it. The son who cheated her was gone, and the old man who bossed her around was also dead. Now there is only me, a filial daughter who can make money. What a good thing! Why is she still sad all day long?

Fortunately, my mother didn't stay emo for too long. When she saw me running around, she thought I was going to abandon her and insisted on going with me. But she went home after running a few times because she couldn't run anymore.

Later, my mother didn't even travel far away because there were two more little girls at home.

Over the years, I have been doing charity work in the name of the company. Donating some money can not only enjoy tax benefits, but also earn fame. Why not do it?

The two little girls in the family now are two of the children from the mountain village who were helped. One of them lost both parents in a car accident and was fostered in her uncle's home. The other one has a disabled right leg and has a little brother at home.

After I learned about their situation from others, when I saw them for the first time in the countryside, I felt as if I was seeing the timid and sloppy self when I was a child. It was a very uncomfortable feeling.

At first, my mother was very opposed to me adopting two children, but after we got along for a while, her opposition became less serious. My mother is the kind of person who needs someone to accompany her. This villa is too big, and sometimes even I feel that it is too lonely for the two of us to live in.

Today is my sister's memorial day again. I drove to the sea where my sister was buried.

Every year on this day I come here, stay by the sea for a while, and think about the person in my memory.

My sister has always been a person who can keep her composure in big situations. Apart from doing it for me, I can't find any reason why she must kill Li Yanchen.

This most likely truth has been buried in my heart for more than ten years, and I dare not tell anyone.

She risked her life to clear the biggest obstacle for me. How could I, Li Qing, deserve her to do so for me!

A strong wind blew, and my hair was blown into a tangled mess. In front of me was the endless sea.

Sister, are you here? If so, don't worry about me anymore, because I am doing very well now.