Wear it quickly, it's better to live a miserable life than to die

I can't hit him, and I can't understand why I'm scolded. If others hear me, I'll be accused of arguing with a baby.

A chubby ball lay on the blanket on the ground, moving left and right, trying to turn over.

She tried to turn over for a long time but couldn't, so she started crying. Ding Yi helped her turn over, but she couldn't turn over again, so she started crying. As soon as she turned over, she started to turn over again, but couldn't turn over again, so she started crying again.

Back and forth.

There were no other sounds in his ears except the crying of the child. Even laughter could not be uttered. Ding Yi was depressed.

The scenery outside the window didn't attract her, she just wanted to take a nap.

I counted the days every day waiting for Wang Yajing to come back, and almost turned into a stone when I was brought back by Wang Xinchang's crying.

At four months old, Wang Xinchang was able to turn over easily, but he couldn't turn back.

The child was able to sleep through the night, but Ding Yi was afraid to even sleep soundly. One night, Wang Xinchang turned over while sleeping, but didn't turn back. If it weren't for the body's fierce alarm, the child would have been suffocated to death.

"It's too hard. I never want to take care of a child again, especially a tiny baby like this."

Ding Yi didn't dare to blame Yaoyao, so he could only blame himself.

"Yaoyao, I will do my mission well and try to live well. Please don't let me take care of the child again."

Ding Yi was tortured to the point of dizziness and vertigo every day. Even though he was fed with the most delicious food, he still didn't feel any better. His hair was a mess and he didn't even have the mood to comb it. He felt at ease for half a minute without combing it, and the half a minute he spent combing it was gone.

She would never wash her face, and even if she did, she would carry Wang Xinchang into the bathroom. If Wang Xinchang didn't see Ding Yi for a second, he would definitely burst into tears.

She has tears in her eyes now and can look at people. Her eyes are red after crying, which makes Ding Yi feel ashamed. Afterwards, she realized why she should feel ashamed. It was only for a few seconds.

Once she becomes a mother, she is no longer herself.

Ding Yi finally understood why people always say, "Once you become a mother, you no longer have any social interactions."

Things that I couldn't understand, I finally understood after experiencing them myself.

Not only is there no social interaction, there are almost no people left.

When little Wang Xinchang was six months old, she grew a tooth and drooled. She bit Ding Yi. Ding Yi patted her butt, and she raised it up, showing a toothless smile, with saliva all over her body.

Ding Yi was disdainful, but also pleased. The child was indeed smart, as expected of her.

When Wang Xinchang grew her second tooth, Ding Yi didn't feel that way anymore. It was really too painful for her to bite people. The six-month-old baby not only bit people, but also pinched people and pulled their hair. I don't know why such a small person has so much strength.

Ding Yi wondered if there was an adult playing tricks in this tiny body.

It turned out that she thought too simply.

Grabbing hair and biting people is just the first step. There are also popping eyes, picking noses, and dancing on the headboard of the bed.

She could crawl and stand with support at eight months old, and every corner of the house became her battlefield. When she was ten months old, the nanny resigned because she could no longer tidy up the house, and Ding Yi had no choice but to pay her more money to keep her there.

Are you kidding? It's troublesome enough to take care of a hungry child, and now you want her to do other things.

Sorry, she doesn't have the energy.

Ding Yi is the one who looks sleepless all day. When Wang Xinchang was sleeping, she rolled around on the bed. Ding Yi was pressed down by her all day, as if a big rock was pressing down on her. She woke him up frequently.

Wanting to sleep in separate beds, Wang Xinchang’s tweeter came online in time, helping Ding Yi to give up the idea.

It’s a hard life to be a mother.

Ding Yi wanted to do something, but Wang Xinchang would make noise pollution as soon as he couldn't see him, which made Ding Yi unable to do anything.

She suddenly understood why Wang Yajing's mind became clear only when her child was over one year old. It was because she couldn't be clear-headed before that. Take herself for example, she felt dizzy and dazed every day, couldn't remember anything, and couldn't do anything.

You are too young and lack energy, so you have the audacity to point fingers at others.

When Wang Xinchang was about one year old, she could no longer be kept in the house. She kept making a fuss and wanted to go out to play all day long. I had no idea what a small child like her could play.

He can't even walk, he can only sit in the car and laugh stupidly, and he still asks her to push the car to chase and go shopping.

Ding Yi: "..." She is just a ruthless babysitter. She is so pitiful and has no self. That's all. She just believes what others say.

As Wang Xin visited more and more places, Ding Yi was finally able to leave for a few minutes and have a few minutes of peace and quiet.

Very satisfied.

You have to be satisfied, it’s all about comparison.

In modern society, the country is peaceful and the people are prosperous. As the day approaches, Ding Yi fills the bracelet with material things, putting all kinds of things into it, just as a commemoration. She is a person with a small goal, so it is not excessive to spend some of her own money.

When Wang Xinchang was fourteen months old, she stumbled towards Ding Yi, who stretched out his hand ready to catch her at any time. At this moment, she returned to the Yaoyao Space.

When he came back, he squatted on the ground with his arms open in a hugging position.

"Ah—I'm back."

The reluctance was swept away by the great joy. After seeing clearly where he was standing now, Ding Yi walked around happily in the Yaoyao Space. When he was tired, he fell on the bed and fell into a deep sleep.

Yaoyao didn't stop it. In fact, she didn't want to stop it.

……

Ding Yi woke up, and Yaoyao asked her kindly, "Do you want to enter the next world?"

That tone and that look scared Ding Yi so much that he almost tried to confirm whether Yaoyao had changed the core.

"Yaoyao, do you feel sorry for me?"

"No, don't think too much about it."

"Then why are you so easy to talk to? I remember last time I just slept a little longer and you scolded me. Why are you so easy to talk to this time? Something is wrong."

After walking around Yaoyao again and again, Ding Yi stroked his chin and asked a soul-searching question: "Yaoyao, I remember you told me that in order to prevent me from failing the mission, you would choose an easier mission for me. Did you lie to me?"

Yaoyao's eyes flickered, and he stiffly changed the subject, "You can start the next mission and enter the world quickly."

Ding Yi didn't want to let her go. Yaoyao's severe guilt flashed across her face, which she successfully captured. She firmly believed that Yaoyao was hiding something from her.

"Yaoyao, are we still good friends? Good friends shouldn't have secrets."

Unable to bear Ding Yi's nagging, Yaoyao directly turned on the big screen and said confidently, "Why are you talking so much? I just thought the last task would be easier, so I arranged it for you in advance. What else do you want?"

"How is it easy?" Ding Yi screamed like a marmot. She almost died from taking care of her child, but it turned out to be a simple task. How could it be easy?

"People say that taking care of children at home is a blessing. How could I know you are such a bad person?"

Yaoyao really didn't want to argue with Ding Yi. It was just a mistake. She had wiped Ding Yi's butt so many times, so they were even.

Ding Yi wanted to say something but was kicked away by Yaoyao.

"As long as you kick them fast enough, the blame won't fall on them."