Wear it quickly, it's better to live a miserable life than to die

She wants to go home.

Cai Xiang was fifteen years old and had spent three years in a daze. The knowledge of more than ten or twenty years in her head was of no use at all in this world with her identity. It was worse than having nothing.

Fate has never been kind to Cai Xiang.

When she went to the mountains to collect grass for pigs, she ran into a man in black and was raped by him. When she returned to the village, she was accidentally seen by someone. At that time, rumors almost forced Cai Xiang to death.

Four months later, Cai Xiang realized she was pregnant when she felt her belly bulge.

The villagers asked her to reveal the adulterer, but Cai Xiang didn't know who the adulterer was. What should she say?

It was obvious that she was the victim. All the labels such as shameless, pregnant before marriage, and having a ruined reputation were put on her alone, while that man disappeared completely, as if he had never appeared.

The Cai family is indeed a family that loves children, and this gives Cai Xiang some comfort.

As the Cai family argued for their rights, Cai Xiang had an abortion and suffered heavy bleeding, becoming infertile from then on.

In ancient times, women who were infertile were not even considered human beings.

Cai Xiang was numb to everything that happened to her and was unwilling to face it.

When she was forced, she was fifteen years old and had just had her period for a month. She thought that pregnancy would not happen to her, so she hid the fact with a little hope because she wanted to stay alive.

Have you ever seen a living person being put into a pig cage, tied with big stones, and sunk to the bottom of a pond amid the cheers of the crowd? What does it feel like?

Cai Xiang had seen it before. She ran back crying, had a high fever, and had nightmares for several days, but she survived.

Although the Cai family saved Cai Xiang, they became indifferent to her.

Looking at his granddaughter who looks like his youngest son Cai Anyong and is also his youngest son's only child, Cai Mingxian's conscience does not allow him to ignore Cai Xiang.

Helplessly, Cai Mingxian had to split the family and try his best to keep his other children's children away from the turmoil.

Cai Mingxian could no longer run the village school, so it had to be closed.

When they got old, the old couple took Cai Xiang and moved to the county town to avoid the gossip in the village.

From then on, Cai Xiang began to truly value himself and his relatives in this era.

She has few relatives, but here, someone is doing everything for her.

Cai Xiang tried hard to recall how she could support herself and her grandparents in this era.

In his own corner, Cai Xiang recalled the time when he went to his classmates' house and saw them ordering tofu.

The process had already been blurred, but at this moment, it suddenly emerged and appeared clearly.

Cai Xiang wiped away her tears, persuaded Cai Mingxian and Wang Qing, took some money, and opened a small tofu shop. They did not hire anyone, and everything was done by the three of them.

The clarity of this moment is a gift.

The tofu shop didn't make any money and was barely enough for the three of them to live on.

Cai Xiang was very happy. She felt that this was her first step in this era.

For the sake of her parents, she will continue to live strong.

Fate has never been kind to Cai Xiang.

Five years later, a man in black appeared in the tofu shop, and his eagle-like eyes shot at Cai Xiang.

Cai Xiang shuddered in the hot summer. These eyes were exactly the same as those of the man who had forced her.

The man in black asked Cai Xiang to follow him, and Cai Xiang asked with a wry smile, how.

The man in black did not answer, but only told her an address and asked her to come find him when she had thought about it.

Cai Xiang went to inquire about the owner of the address and found out that it was the fifth prince.

As an innocent girl in my previous life, who hasn’t dreamed of being loved by a prince or nobleman?

The reality is stark. The man in black is neither the prince nor any of the officials around the prince. He is Wu Liang, one of the prince's guards. He is already thirty years old and has a wife and children.

If Wu Liang had not appeared, Cai Xiang could still convince herself that it was fine as it was, and she would live alone when Cai Mingxian and Wu Qing grew old.

But Wu Liang appeared and forced Cai Xiang to be his concubine.

Cai Xiang disagreed. Wu Liang looked at her carefully and turned away.

That night, a fire broke out in the place where they lived. Cai Mingxian and Wu Qing never came out again. Cai Xiang went to report to the police but was abducted on the way. When he woke up, he was already in the brothel.

She had no choice but to sell her skills or her body. That night, she was forced to receive customers.

If you don't obey, there are ways to deal with it.

It just so happened that Cai Xiang was not yet fertile, which saved the brothel owner a lot of effort.

The first customer was Wu Liang.

Wu Liang asked again: "Are you willing to come with me?"

Cai Xiang agreed.

Wu Liang's current wife is Wu Liang's second wife. His previous wife died in childbirth. This current wife was originally a maid in the Fifth Prince's mansion. She and Wu Liang were considered to be a good match. The means of torture she used were unheard of by Cai Xiang.

Cai Xiang wanted to kill Wu Liang for revenge, but she couldn't even see Wu Liang. She lived in a cramped woodshed, and a tattered quilt was all her belongings.

Wu Liang was not qualified to take a concubine, and Cai Xiang was not a concubine either, she was something that was shameful to be seen.

Wu Liang's wife was angry that Cai Xiang seduced Wu Liang, and tortured her in every way. Cai Xiang, who was only 22 years old, died in a dilapidated woodshed on a cold night. No one knew about it until her body started to stink.

In order to cover up the truth, Wu Liang's wife fed Cai Xiang directly to the dogs. Wu Liang came back and told him that Cai Xiang had escaped.

The couple knew it very well. At least Wu Liang also disliked Cai Xiang.

Cai Xiang, who came from later generations, did not even cause a wave in this era.

In her scripts, she is of course the protagonist, but a tragic protagonist.

From the beginning to the end, I couldn't help myself, couldn't fit in, and couldn't escape.

Like floating dust, it has no weight at all.

Ding Yi accepted all the plots with an expressionless face. Her identity is Cai Xiang’s grandmother Wang Qing, an old woman who once gave Cai Xiang warmth.

In such an era, there are not many people like Wang Qing.

At least, she and Cai Mingxian are still willing to protect the child and make great efforts to prevent the child from being hurt again.

But fate was not kind to them, and a fire ended their lives.

Ding Yi came when Cai Xiang had just traveled through time.

The confused girl has not yet accepted her own identity.

Compared with other time-traveling women, Ding Yi would rather Cai Xiang was arrogant rather than uneasy.

I would rather she was covered with thorns than wither away in this era like a tragedy from beginning to end.

At first, Cai Xiang didn't know why she had to live. Later, when she wanted to live, she couldn't live anymore.

Being just an insignificant guard in the prince's mansion, Cai Xiang's life was tragic. The 22-year-old flower withered in the cold night.

In an era where people value being buried in peace, she became food for a vicious dog.

Cai Xiang was a negative person. When she started to face life positively, life dealt her a blow and she never got up again.

In her so-called dream of revenge, the enemy was clearly nearby, yet out of reach.

Her life is both a joke and a tragedy.

Ding Yi opened the tightly closed door and saw Cai Xiang lying on the simple bed. After falling into the water, she had a high fever and finally survived. The world she faced was no longer the world she was familiar with.