Bringing the courtyard through [delicate] lady killed like crazy

She had dismissed all the servants, and now there was no one to serve tea.

Another bitter, self-deprecating smile.

The current situation is consistent with her being a queen who has fallen out of favor.

She couldn't help but think of when she first entered the palace, she was married to a noble emperor at a young age, and the identity of the mother of a country was her honor.

They had spent a period of time treating each other with respect. She knew that the emperor did not love her, but it did not matter, because the emperor had no love, he did not love anyone.

A good monarch only has the country and the people in his eyes. This is what her father taught her before she got married.

She always kept it in mind.

Later, she married into the imperial palace, had a legitimate son, and was surrounded by flowers. All the good days had just begun. She understood that it didn't matter if she didn't have love, she could still live a good life.

But at this time the emperor changed. He brought back a woman who was different from all the others in the harem. He cherished her, valued her, and took good care of her.

She didn't know why, but she understood it almost instantly. It was the love between ordinary couples.

It's something she doesn't have.

But didn’t my father say that there is no love in heaven?

She observed carefully and found that the emperor had no intention of taking her position as queen.

Since it's like this, it's okay to tolerate her. It won't have any impact on her after all.

My father once said that those who use their beauty to please others will see their love fade away when their beauty fades.

She told herself not to be anxious or angry, because she still had children and they were her hope for the future.

But later on, although she still held the position of queen, she became a joke.

The people in the palace are used to changing their attitudes according to the situation. Seeing the emperor's intentions, they actually follow the emperor's wishes and put that side first in everything.

Not only did the emperor fall in love with her, but ridiculously enough, he even wanted to remain faithful to her.

No longer step into the harem...

The woman was given the title of Concubine Chen. Soon after entering the palace, she became pregnant and gave birth to a handsome and adorable prince.

On the day of delivery, the emperor put aside all his work and stayed in the yard for a day and a night.

What was he doing when her legitimate son was born?

It seemed that the emperor was busy with government affairs, so he visited the child afterwards and gave him a reward.

She was so angry that she smashed her favorite vase, which her father asked her to bring into the palace, saying that she should stay calm and composed.

It doesn’t matter, there’s still time.

The emperor should not have love. If he did, she, as the queen, would just get rid of him.

Prepare for a rainy day...

She thought about what she had done, how she had given a tiny baby so many poisons. The poisons were not fatal, but only meant that the child would suffer less in the future.

In the future he will still be a free, leisurely and noble prince, just like the second son now.

The queen's eyes darkened and her hands subconsciously tightened around the complicated phoenix robe. The armor, gold and silver threads, and the gorgeous beads on the robe hurt her hands.

But he actually wanted to bring the child with him to raise him personally and watch over him at all times.

Why?! Why?!

'Pull'

The tea table on the couch was overturned and hit the incense burner in the middle, making a harsh sound.

Now, is he going to seek justice for them and their son?

Don't you think it's too late?

Besides Huang'er, who else does he have?

Her hands were not clean, but she had no regrets. She cleared the obstacles for her son, which is what every mother would do.

But why? !

The queen was trembling even more violently, and she was also panicking without even noticing it...

He clearly knew that she only had the emperor's son, why? !

How could he be so cruel?! ...

A maid heard the sound and rushed over. She pushed open the door and found the floor in a mess. The red hairpins on the empress's temples were scattered, and there was a pain that had never been seen before between her brows...

…………

at the same time.

The highest terrace in the palace, the terrace of the Blue Moon Pavilion.

A woman in plain clothes, without any hairpins or jewelry on her body, and barefoot, stood at the very edge of the terrace.

A pair of eyes look into the distance, as if wanting to pass through the layers of high walls and houses and reach the depths of the peach blossoms.

The wind blew up her clothes and lifted her long hair. Under the bright moonlight, she felt as if she was going home with the wind.

The depression in Lan Yueqing's chest was somewhat dispelled by the wind.

She ordered people to kill all those who went out from there, leaving no one behind. She wanted to wipe out their minions bit by bit.

She had been waiting for this day for a long time and was so excited that she couldn't sleep.

She wanted them to experience the pain of separation between mother and child, of not being able to see, hear, or be together.

She wanted to let her know that what she owed had to be repaid...

She hated this palace and everyone here.

Every time she wakes up in the middle of the night, she thinks of her child, who has to suffer so much at such a young age.

She wanted to eat their flesh and drink their blood.

She had endured the pain of separation from her loved ones for too many years...

Now is just the beginning...

…………

"Your Majesty, go back. You can still get some sleep when you get back."

Li Jing stayed beside Emperor Qing and reluctantly tried to persuade him again.

He was a miserable man. His parents passed away early, and he became homeless and a street beggar.

I am not well fed and clothed, but I am still alive.

Later, someone gave him food and asked him to work in a nobleman's house. He ate, and when he woke up, he was fanned and led into a high wall along with many other children in a line.

I became an incomplete person, working every day, not having enough food to eat, and dying at any time...

If he wanted to have enough food to eat and survive, he could only become a powerful eunuch and a popular figure in front of the nobles.

He worked hard to climb up, and eventually he succeeded.

He became the most powerful eunuch in the entire palace, in charge of all the eunuchs.

He thought that his life had been very hard, and all he wanted to do for the remaining half of his life was to have enough food to eat, sleep well, and pray to be a complete person in the next life.

You can experience the ordinary days of having a wife, children and a warm bed.

But he found that this seemed quite difficult, because the most honorable emperor in the world also had this wish, but he did not achieve it.

The emperor owns the whole world and has everything, so he should be very happy.

But apart from reviewing documents day and night, he seemed like an empty shell without any emotions in his rest of the time.

The kind that can't even muster the energy to eat or sleep.

His wife lives on a high platform and he can't get in.

Some of his children died or were disabled, and the healthy ones were hypocritical and disobedient.

So bitter...

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Emperor Qing had been standing in the pavilion in the Imperial Garden for a long time.

He ignored the eunuch who was muttering behind him.

The only thing he had eyes for was the woman on the platform.

The Eagle Guard reported back that the Blue Moon Pavilion was empty and everyone had left.

The people of Blue Moon Pavilion were sent in by their father-in-law after their prince left. They have been guarding Blue Moon Pavilion closely since they arrived.

Don't let him in.

He wanted to climb over the wall but couldn't get in and couldn't defeat them.

What was he doing when the Eagle Guard reported back?

It seems like he is reviewing memorials?

He could no longer remember the contents of the memorial. At that moment, his heart seemed to be hollowed out. He crossed the line between life and death and became a walking corpse.

Is she leaving?

Are you leaving finally?

He stood far away. The view here was the best. He had built it specially later. Otherwise, he would get wet if he came to see her when it rained.

Although not often seen.

He was now standing in the pavilion, wanting to go in and take a look, but he didn't have the courage. He didn't know if the person he had been longing for day and night was still inside.

He was afraid it was empty...