After playing the role of a female ghost, I became a god?

Gu Ranting neither admitted nor denied it, but silence was a kind of answer.

Lin Xinyin's cold and stunned expression instantly subsided. She subconsciously pinched the end of her hair, rubbed it, looked at the surroundings, and finally set her eyes on his face.

"Is there really a disease that causes allergies to people?" She laughed dryly again, feeling a little embarrassed for some unknown reason.

To be honest, she came to talk to him with some sexual intentions in the beginning.

A broken beauty or something.

Who would have thought this guy would be allergic to her? Really.

There are such ridiculous things in the world!

Gu Ranting did not explain the cause of his problem, but just said: "If you tell me what I didn't finish now, maybe you will believe me in the next life."

"Just take it as if what you said is true." Lin Xinyin ignored his words, "The meaning of life is not its length. If this is true, then maybe one day you won't be able to come back again. What's the difference between that and buy one get one free? It's better to live on and let time move forward. Life belongs to those who look forward."

He looked at her and said, "But a world without you means nothing to me."

Despair and sadness appeared on his face again.

Lin Xinyin felt a little soft-hearted, but there was nothing she could do. She was obsessed with looks and couldn't bear to see beautiful women sad.

She was about to say something when she heard footsteps and simply took him to ask for leave.

Looking at the red rashes all over his body, his supervisor approved his leave without hesitation.

Lin Xinyin went to the hospital with him. While he was having a physical examination, Lin Xinyin used her first salary to splurge and bought two cups of freshly ground coffee.

When he returned to the hospital, he had just finished the examination.

Lin Xinyin handed him a cup of coffee: "Let's find a quieter place."

"Come with me." Gu Ranting took the coffee, drank it while taking her to the elevator, and then went directly to the lounge on the top floor.

Lin Xiyin: "So you are a rich man?"

"I guess so." said Gu Ranting.

As soon as the door closed, the room fell into silence.

Lin Xinyin sat on the single sofa, looked at him and said: "If that's the case, then guess why this world must have me die, and why it must have you stand in a certain position to accomplish something?"

Gu Ranting finally came out of his endless sadness. He said: "The longest time you lived was after I joined the special investigation team. It was like the world needed to destroy a certain organization, so I went to work, investigated cases, and solved "Linzhonglu". "

Lin Xinyin asked: "Who is this person?"

Gu Ranting paused and said, "This is not an individual, but a rebel organization."

Lin Xinyin said "oh" and motioned for him to continue.

There is nothing much to say after that. Gu Ranting wiped out the "Linzhonglu", achieved a great merit, and reached the peak of his life.

Then, Lin Xinyin died.

After listening to him, Lin Xinyin did not answer immediately. She just slowly drank half a cup of coffee, then looked up at him and said, "In other words, you may be an important part of this world. As long as you don't follow the predetermined route, this world will start from the beginning like a game that keeps restarting."

Gu Ranting: "As long as I keep committing suicide, we can be together forever in the restarted time?"

Lin Xinyin: "That's not the point. Do you know the infinite monkey theory?"

Tani Sometei: "Can a monkey type anything by typing away at random on a typewriter over and over again?"

Lin Xiyin said: "Yes, this theory can only be said to be a theory, because monkeys cannot type infinitely, but you can. As long as you keep committing suicide, keep restarting, and keep understanding everything in this world, you will have a God's perspective and avoid all risks.

Among countless risks, there is always a glimmer of hope. As long as you understand the world well enough, you will have a God's perspective and plan the only survival route in this chaotic and dangerous world.

But... there is also a possibility that in the process of continuous reopening, the world will collapse little by little, until one day, the world can no longer be reopened, whether it is you, me, or anyone else, we will die. "

【If this world really has an end. 】

[Then it wouldn't be bad to go to the end with her. 】

He regained hope.

But Lin Xinyin's death still made him very painful.

Even though they knew she could be resurrected again and again, no one could calmly watch their loved one die in various ways.

Burned to death, died of cancer, fell from a building, drowned, took a potion to become a superhuman and then turned into a monster...

I don’t know how many times I have repeated this.

His movements to get up became slower and slower, and finally after Lin Xinyin was tortured to death, he could not hold on any longer.

He didn't go to see Lin Xinyin again.

Instead, he went to get off work as usual and trained new people.

Newcomer Lin Xinyin would ask him when she encountered something she didn't understand.

He would also give some tips: "If someone asks you to borrow money, don't lend it."

"Ah?" Confusion appeared on Lin Xinyin's face. "Visitors would also ask staff to borrow money?"

Gu Ranting nodded.

Gu Ranting would always avoid Lin Xinyin's meal times.

As a result, Lin Xinyin became familiar with other colleagues and learned the reason from them.

The visitors are all people who have something or nothing, and many of them are very idle. They live one day at a time. To them, people who have a job are rich enough.

Especially those who work in large companies or at a suicide hotline like this one, they must be very compassionate. It would be best if they could cheat people out of their money, but if they can't, they won't lose anything either, as it doesn't cost anything to call here anyway.

In the past, newcomers were often cheated.

The day before the supervisor notified the department of its dissolution.

Gu Ranting and Lin Xinyin got off work together and happened to take the elevator together.

"I'm sorry, I can't hold on any longer," he said suddenly.

"Ah?" Lin Xinyin looked confused.

He looked at her with a weary look: "If you are destined to die tomorrow, I can save you, but I won't save you..."

But she stepped forward and reached out to wipe his face: "Don't cry, everyone will die, there is no need to be so persistent, giving up is also a kind of progress. If I am destined to die tomorrow--"

[It has nothing to do with you. ]

[The department will be disbanded tomorrow anyway, so I might as well not come to work. ]

The next day, Lin Xinyin skipped work, and Gu Ranting was surprised not to see her.

When I rushed to her house, I saw only a mess.

The burglar is a mutant. Mutants are not someone that ordinary people can deal with. They are no different from monsters.

It was like a giant mutant lying on Lin Xinyin's body, gnawing at her flesh and blood. Her eyes were bloodshot due to excessive pain, and physiological tears mixed with blood overflowed.

The Mutant saw him.

Abandoning Lin Xinyin, who had eaten all that was left except the bones, she rushed towards him.

He could have blown its head off with one punch, but instead he grabbed it by its fat neck, pinned it to the ground, and punched it in the head again and again.

The shattered skin gushed out undigested flesh and blood, which was itself green, a mixture of red and green, like spilled paint, staining his despair.

Suicide, wake up.

Didn’t go to see Lin Xinyin.