In fact, adolescent emotions always come inexplicably. Maybe at a certain moment, or at a certain time, you suddenly fall in love with each other.

No one taught Wen Wen how to like others, and no one taught him how to like others.

He didn't understand anything, so when he realized that he might have fallen in love with Lu Yu'an, he felt a little panicked.

Unlike his performance in front of Lu Yu'an, he actually felt inferior and frustrated.

He lost his mother when he was very young. In fact, he always remembered that rainy night, but he didn't want to think about it and subconsciously resisted this matter.

Once the resistance arises, it is difficult to eliminate. He subconsciously transformed the image of his mother into something great, but no one knew better than him that his mother had abandoned him before.

She was not as holy and great as he thought.

He also wanted to understand his mother, a woman who didn't want to be implicated by others, but as her son and a person abandoned by her, he really couldn't feel any sympathy for her.

Recalling bad things is a very painful thing, he doesn't want to think about it. He would rather be trapped in the good memories he has created than think about the cruelty of the past.

But avoiding the problem often does not help.

When he was in junior high school, his grandmother was still relatively clear-headed, at least she didn't talk nonsense.

The most common thing his grandmother said to him every day was: "If it weren't for you, your mother wouldn't have divorced your father."

Apart from this conversation, there was no communication between them.

Every time he heard such words, he just looked at the other person silently without saying anything.

He didn't talk much when he was in junior high school and didn't like to talk to people.

He has a rather introverted personality and his skin is whiter than that of most boys. In the beginning, he was always laughed at and teased by a group of people. But in the end, when everyone realized that he would not refute or resist, they became more fearless. At first, it might just be ridicule, but later it would turn into physical bullying.

Bullying during school days is always inexplicable. It may be that the bullying just doesn’t seem to agree with you for no apparent reason, and no one can give a rough reason.

Maybe they just don't like him and don't like him. All these reasons may lead to bullying. Maybe it's because Wen Wen doesn't like to talk to people. Maybe it's because no parents have ever attended the parent-teacher meetings.

He was very young at that time, and whenever something happened he always tried to swallow it down, and he almost forgot that he was only a teenager at that time.

When they are teenagers, some people can rely on their parents and friends, but Wen Wen has no parents and no friends.

So during that period of time, he was accompanied only by extreme loneliness. There were some things he didn't want to think about, nor did he want to please them.

At first, grandma would still nag at him, but later, after seeing the scars on his body, she gradually shut up.

It was still the same as before, not caring much about him, not even asking him how he got the scar.

Later on, he gradually got used to it.

Wen Wen didn't want to pay attention to them, not just because he didn't want to pay attention to them.

In fact, it was just because he felt very tired, the kind of tiredness both spiritually and physically.

He just didn't want to bother with them.

He believed that if you were dead, you were dead, and if you were alive, you were alive. It was either dead or alive. He never really understood what it mattered if you were dead or alive, so he didn't want to pay attention to these things.

In fact, he has met many people in his life, and there are many kinds of people among them. There are also some people who he doesn't care much about, but they just want to provoke him, and there are people like Lu Yu'an. He doesn't want to provoke, but he just wants to get closer to him.

He really could be considered introverted before, and he didn't know when his personality became like this.

He remembered that once in junior high school, he was blocked at the door by a gangster in his class. When he was a child, he was often praised by his class teacher because he had good grades and did not like to cause trouble. Many boys in the class were jealous of him.

The gangster had his hair permed and threatened viciously: "If you attract other people's attention like this again next time, don't blame me. I will make sure you don't have a next time."

The boy’s threats are childish, especially since many of the behaviors displayed by boys of this age appear childish.

For example, threats like the one nowadays are so childish and funny.

He actually didn't intend to attract attention in this way. He just didn't think about what he could do in the future if he didn't study hard. Subconsciously, his brain told him to study hard. He didn't know why, so he could only follow his first thought.

Later, he met his friends, and they helped him get out of the cage of inferiority. He began to become more confident. Slowly, he didn't know why, but after meeting Lu Yu'an, he felt like he was becoming more and more sexy.

The feeling that your whole body is getting excited.

I don't understand when this feeling started, but I found that he was sometimes very flirtatious.

When he was young, he was asked out for a fight once. He did not refuse their challenge to fight, even though he knew that he could not defeat all of them by himself, but he still chose to go.

The desire to go was so strong in his heart that he didn't know where the feeling came from.

It was also from there that he met his friends, and later met Lu Yu'an. Everyone he met was a very good person.

His state of mind also began to change. He no longer just pursued living like before. Is living a good thing? Yes, living is a good thing, because living can have Lu Yu'an.

Because I am alive because I have such a group of good friends.

That was his only thought at the time.

In fact, he has never been very likable, and he knows it all, but at some point, he also hopes to be liked by them.

Wen Wen had a dream. In the dream, many people were chasing him. As he ran, he was swallowed up by darkness. There was endless darkness all around him. He could only run blindly. But in the end, he didn't know whether he had reached the end. There was invisible darkness all around him. It was dark in front and behind. The darkness at the back dissipated and many ferocious beasts appeared to chase him. He did not sleep well.

Sometimes it was a ferocious beast, sometimes it turned into the group of people who bullied him when he was a child, and then all the ferocious beasts dispersed, and the darkness around him disappeared. He saw his good friend smiling at him, and he wanted to go up and hold him, but then his hand was taken by someone, and he turned his head to look at the figure beside him that was so familiar that it couldn't be more familiar.

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