Trajectory 2: entangled curves
Chapter 222 If, at that time
Just now, it was almost fatal, luckily Zhuge Yihua stopped it in time.
She fumbled for her cell phone, opened QQ Music, and played "Pink Memories".
Once, the cheerful music that made her irritable came again: "Summer summer passed quietly, leaving behind a little secret. I can't tell you the secret deep in my heart. The evening breeze blows and warms my heart, and I think of you again. It's so sweet, how can I forget you. I can't forget you, I write you in my diary, I can't forget you, I still think of you in my heart. Romantic summer, and there is a romantic you who gave me a pink memory. Oh... Summer summer passed quietly, and I still miss you. Your every word reminds me of memories. Just in the dream of autumn, I met you again, and I can never forget you..."
This time, she listened to the entire song.
This was the confession he said she had not responded to that summer. Zhuge Qinuo's mind flashed with images and tears flowed from the corners of his eyes.
In the past, she was the secret in his heart. He couldn't tell her, but it was sweet and unforgettable. "Write you in my diary", "You are still in my mind", "I think of you again", "I meet you again in my autumn dream"... If these are not considered confessions, what else can be considered?
So, she wondered, if, at that time, she had listened to the entire song, would their ending be different?
Lying in bed, she tried hard to recall.
In fact, she had given Zhuge Yihua a limit. She liked the idea of not doing things more than three times, so she asked him three times, wanting him to clearly express his feelings for her.
This song was his second answer to her. However, at that time, she didn't even listen to the whole song, let alone understand it.
She couldn't help but think about his answer when she first asked him. Yes, she could still remember his answer then.
At that time, they still chatted via text messages. He sensed her worries and said, "Fog surrounds the mountain, rain knocks on the umbrella, lost in the vast road without knowing how to return, wandering around in the vicissitudes of life."
She asked, "If you lose your way, how can you find your way back?"
He replied: "There is no Bodhi tree, nor is there a mirror stand. There is nothing at all, so how can there be any dust?"
She said, “Are you saying I overthink?”
He said: "No, just watch, wait and experience with a calm mind, and you will understand your own heart. Then, the bright road and the winding path will all be up to your will."
She asked, "My feelings? Dust, what about you? Do you understand your heart? What about your feelings?"
He replied: "A flower blooms into a world, a leaf opens into a pursuit."
These were the last words he spoke in that conversation.
This sentence is very philosophical. She knew it then. Tonight, she couldn't help but repeat it silently over and over again, and then she discovered the beauty in this sentence.
It was precisely because of this beauty and the decryption of the song "Pink Memories" that Zhuge Qinuo finally discovered the deviation in consciousness between "her" and "him" at that time.
He said, "A flower blooms, a world; a leaf blooms, a pursuit." But she automatically translated this sentence into the more familiar expression "A flower, a world; a leaf, a universe." Yes, these two sentences are very similar, but put back into the context of the time, the meanings expressed are very different.
Because she understood it as the latter, she felt very heartbroken at the time, thinking that he could only avoid her questions and only give her blunt truths.
"One flower, one world; one leaf, one universe", who doesn't know this? It is just a profound philosophical concept and a unique understanding of the world. It means that even extremely small things, such as a flower or a leaf, contain infinite mysteries and rich connotations like the whole world. It emphasizes that the macroscopic can be seen from the microscopic, reminding people to be good at discovering and understanding the wonders and complexities of the universe from the subtle. It embodies respect for things and awe of the world, and also reflects a way of thinking that sees the big from the small and the big from the subtle.
She just felt that it was his summary of the previous conversation, which asked her to feel it carefully.
It is the encouragement between friends, telling himself that everyone has different experiences and stories in life, but no matter what, you need to keep pursuing and working hard to achieve your dreams and goals. Only by pursuing with your heart can you feel the beauty and meaning of life.
She just felt that his answer was rigid and stiff.
However, he used the former.
If the former is used to answer questions about love, considering Zhuge Qinuo's current state of mind, it is really the most appropriate and beautiful answer.
Every blossom in life has its own unique meaning. Every love is like a unique world. In this small world, there are joys, sorrows, sweetness and bitterness that belong only to two people. The emotional interaction and every detail between two people constitute the rich landscape of this unique world. Just like a flower, although small, its blooming beauty and the life force it contains are unique. And every leaf is like every moment or every stage in love. It seems ordinary but carries a part of the whole universe of love. Every detail has important significance and can reflect the full picture and depth of love.
The word "pursuit" is even more wonderful. Every pursuit represents the pursuit and persistence of beautiful things. In order to pursue love and happiness, people will continue to work hard, struggle, and search until they find the person who belongs to them, and then they can truly feel the beauty and happiness of life.
In the process of pursuing love, one will experience many setbacks and difficulties. It is difficult to find love and it is also difficult to get along with each other. The more people love each other, the more they should cherish every detail in love, feel and manage it with their heart, create their own world of love, discover the extraordinary in the ordinary, and experience endless love in every little bit.
In this way, they will have the strength to cherish and nurture this relationship throughout their lives, and to express their endless longing and love.
This is what he meant when he said, "Watch, wait and experience with a calm mind."
The latter is static and philosophical, while the former is dynamic and full of emotion. This emotion is the fairy tale of love he described for her.
Zhuge Yihua had already answered her question. His answer was far more complete, more beautiful, and more romantic than she had expected.
But, in the past, she didn't understand. She didn't understand his depth, let alone his romance. They were two people in a dialogue, but it was more like two people talking to another self in a special time and space. They seemed to have intersections, but when observed from a higher dimension, they were more like a set of parallel lines.
Zhuge Qinuo suddenly understood what he was targeting and what he meant by hatred. He should hate someone, but he had never loved him, so where did the hatred come from?
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