Trajectory 2: entangled curves
Chapter 133 Very confused
Wait for the elevator and get in.
The closing elevator door opened again.
She had seen this old-fashioned plot so many times in TV dramas, and now it was actually happening in front of her, and she felt excited and nervous. It was exciting because of the fear that overlapped with the scenes in horror movies, and she was nervous because, like in sweet dramas, the person she was thinking about appeared.
"You're just leaving by yourself? You're not going to care about me? Where are you going?" Mi Bei got into the elevator.
The elevator door closes.
Now only Mi Bei and Zhuge are left.
"Home," she replied.
Yes, now there are only Zhuge Qinuo and Mi Bei left.
In fact, based on Zhuge Qinuo's understanding of Mi Bei, she believed from the bottom of her heart that it was more likely that he would not stay, but she just couldn't help but think the worst. She didn't expect him to solve the problem so quickly.
It seemed that this time, the result of things was better than she imagined. In the past, she tried to get Zhuge Yihua to say what she wanted to hear, but he didn't, so she chose to give up; she encouraged Huang Cangran to do something out of the ordinary to her, but he didn't do it to protect her, so from then on, she also chose to escape; once, when Han Moli didn't come back very late, she said so many harsh words to force him to come back earlier, but he didn't, so she learned to be strong and finally chose to leave.
This time, Mibei appeared just in time, before she became discouraged.
The moment he appeared, she admitted that she felt relieved; at that moment, in some ways, she reconciled with herself over the years, so it wasn't always her who was aggressive and didn't let herself go, so as long as someone was willing, they could do what she wanted in her heart. For example, this time.
She didn't want Mi Bei to stay there, but she gave up on pulling him out. Rather than leaving him a choice, she pushed him to Qin Yin and made the worst plan. She did so, but she still had hope that he would come out. Before the elevator door closed, before she walked out of the hotel door, he appeared in front of her. This repetitive, hypocritical, tortuous and perverted mentality was broken by Mi Bei. He did it, and satisfied all her contradictory psychology.
At the same moment when she relaxed her mind, inexplicably, a feeling of grievance surged into her heart. She felt that she had a lot of accounts to settle with Mi Bei, but she didn't want to talk more.
Wasn't Mi Bei being mean to her about the bathroom incident? Good! She knew it was just human nature that she was a little anxious, so her tone was harsh, and she understood.
From his point of view, the girl was "drunk" and as a boy he should be a gentleman and do what he can to help, and she understood.
Zhuge Qinuo had endured n times more grievances for her career than Qin Yin, who was targeting her in various ways. The entertainment industry was an even more chaotic one, so she understood why such things would happen.
Just now, Mi Bei was keeping a distance. It was because the heroine was too proactive that such a close scene took place. She understood.
But all the understanding turned into grievance in Zhuge Qinuo's heart when only the two of them were left.
"Yes, I understand, but why? Why do I have to be so tired? Why do I feel uncomfortable and don't want to do so many things? Why?"
She asked herself this question over and over in her mind.
She also knew that this grievance was simply brought to her by Mi Bei, or not by anyone else. She had always been forcing herself, and the emotions that had been pent up over the years had accumulated little by little. So even if she felt aggrieved, she had no place to vent.
She didn't want to cry for such grievance. This was not what Mi Bei should bear, and that was something only little girls did, and she was obviously no longer a little girl. She thanked Mi Bei for the moment of relief he brought her. For his own good, all she could do was to continue to suppress and control herself, leave quickly, and then return to her own world and her own space to slowly digest it.
They are from two completely different worlds compared to the handsome, young and energetic Mi Bei next to them.
The elevator is going down.
"How are you going back?" Mi Bei asked in a soft voice, as if he had hesitated for a long time.
"Designated driver."
But they had clearly just come here together in a taxi. Mi Bei was a little confused, but Zhuge Qinuo's aura of keeping strangers away made him dare not ask more questions.
The elevator was eerily quiet.
Given Zhuge Qinuo's helpful nature, she would definitely not ignore him. Mi Bei was waiting for her to make arrangements for her.
In fact, Mibei is very independent and can handle all current situations. But he doesn't know since when, as long as Zhuge Qinuo is around, he always feels that he can be lazy and just needs to follow the arrangements.
However, until the elevator reached the first floor, Mi Bei didn't even wait for her next words, let alone make any arrangements.
She walked straight out of the elevator, Mi Bei followed, and they walked to the door.
"Then I'll go first." Zhuge Qinuo pursed his lips, nodded and glanced at Mi Bei.
"Finally you're willing to give me a look, even though you're as polite as a stranger." Mi Bei thought to himself. Just as he was about to say something, Zhuge Qinuo turned around and walked to the parking lot in front of the hotel.
"You really don't care about me? Just leave?"
Mi Bei couldn't believe what Zhuge Qinuo did, and kept observing intentionally or unintentionally. It was indeed her car, she opened the door, got in, and closed the door without any reluctance.
Mi Bei watched Zhuge Qinuo complete this series of actions before he laughed at himself: "You really don't care about me!"
Even if he didn't pay attention, he could see that she was being targeted today. Even if he was slow, he could feel that he was close to Qin Yin today. His closeness in front of her made her feel uncomfortable. But he was not sure whether this discomfort was due to anger or pure avoidance.
Walking towards the outside of the hotel garden, the hotel was a bit remote, and he wanted to wish himself good luck and get a taxi as soon as possible.
After Zhuge Qinuo got into the car, she saw Mi Beigang walking out of the hotel gate. He was alone, and the slightly cool temperature outside made him look even thinner. The occasional wind blew through his hair, making this young man feel even more lonely. She watched him go until she could only see him in the rearview mirror.
She regretted not controlling her emotions today. In fact, she could have played the role of a good friend and sister, and done everything perfectly and considerately. At least she could have made Mi Bei, who was closest to her, feel happy, just like before. Anyway, she would not and should not let him feel as bad as he did now.
It’s just that she doesn’t want to, she just doesn’t want to, she doesn’t want to endure, and she doesn’t want to pretend.
She closed her eyes, stopped looking, adjusted the back of the chair, and lay down.
After only a few seconds, she couldn't help but open her eyes, sit up straight, and look for him. But she couldn't see Mi Bei even in the rearview mirror. She couldn't help but raise her body slightly to look again, but still couldn't see him.
"That's it!" She smiled bitterly, but was glad about the result.
Now that she was alone, she didn't have to pretend or endure anymore. It was like a mysterious hidden cancer that had been discovered. It was painful to cut it out, but early detection and early treatment were the best outcomes. Just like their current separation.
After calming down for a minute and putting aside her anger, she quietly thought about what was happening.
Zhuge Qinuo actually did have plans for Mi Bei and Qin Yin. It was just that she didn't want to talk too much to Mi Bei in person, so after making sure Mi Bei had left, she took out her phone and did what a calm adult should do: "It's not good for her to be up there alone, and you're coming down too, so it's best to contact her assistant or agent, so that someone can handle the follow-up matters."
For a long time, there was no reply from Mi Bei. Zhuge Qinuo wondered if Mi Bei was angry because of her ruthlessness today. She sighed. Anyway, she had done everything she could, and she was sure that what she had done was enough to protect him. Then, the rest was up to him.
She was in a state of confusion. After doing what her mind told her to do, she could finally start thinking about what she wanted to think about - whether she should find a way to restore her relationship with Mi Bei to what it was before.
She could definitely do it with her heart, but what made her hesitate now was whether she really wanted to do it. Should she use those calculations on him?
Should we continue to be friends? Or if there is no result, we don’t even need to be friends anymore.
She couldn't think well.
Fortunately, now she has enough time to think.
She continued to close her eyes and asked her heart.
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