When I became a Jade-faced Fox

Since I started practicing, everyone seemed to be like that.

I learned the term "eating raw meat and drinking blood" later. At first, I always said "eating living people raw".

But I have never done that. I can’t say that I have a conscience, I can only say that I am timid.

They seduce people and suck their essence, and they will take the bait if they are willing.

We are all willing to do this. If you want my beauty, you have to pay a price.

I really don't dare to take someone's life.

I was very angry and disgusted that day. That old rat came again, and his master took advantage of me for free.

Standing on someone else's three-acre land, you have to bow your head.

He is a clever rat. If he hadn't had the support of his master, I would have broken the hand that touched me.

Bah, disgusting mother opened the door to disgust, it’s so disgusting.

But the situation was so special that my luck changed the next moment.

I met Yu'er, the little girl I don't know how to describe.

How come she is so special? She is so small, how can she have such a broad mind and courage?

It was also the first time I knew that there were people willing to spend time and effort on me.

She could spend a whole day looking for Li Erya and tell me that Li Erya was living a good life.

At that time, I didn't know what a fortune it was for me that she was determined to take me away.

It was not until I arrived at Mount Li that I had the opportunity to formally study and practice.

Since I entered the industry, I have met all kinds of people and monsters, but none of them have had experiences like mine.

So no one wants to get along with me, but so what? My days are not lonely.

Apart from studying every day, I wait for Yu'er to have time to come out and see me.

That proved that it was a rare day for her to have some free time and a rare day off for herself.

The more than 200 years that I have lived have seemed to me to be quite long.

But the fifty years I spent in Mount Li made me feel that time could pass so quickly.

I still remember the day she sent me away, the little girl had tears in her eyes.

She handed me a wooden sign and asked me to go to the Tushan clan land, saying that her family would help arrange something for me.

I could only agree with a smile, otherwise she would cry her eyes out.

But when they met again hundreds of years later, she rarely shed tears.

During these hundreds of years, when I felt bored, I would find a cave to meditate in, and when I felt in a good mood, I would go out for a walk in the human world.

My mood is completely different from what it was before.

At that time, I felt that it might be nice to live my life like this. At least I would no longer be like a floating duckweed, unable to make my own decisions.

When I received her note, it was a night. The moon was big and round. I was leaning against the window, slightly tipsy.

Her voice came through the sound transmission note. She said, "Yanniang, I will be living in Chang'an for a long time in the future. Can you come and help me?"

How could I not go? I thought that if I could be her slave and accompany her, I would be willing to do so.

But when I really came, I found that she had planned a smooth road for me.

She doesn't want me to be a slave, so I will be her most loyal subordinate and take care of everything for her.

But she told me not to be so tense, to relax, this is our home, and we can do whatever we want at home.

Actually, I'm just a bit of a homebody. My home is nice enough and I just don't want to go out.

It's quite interesting to see her always having to think of a reason to take me out for a walk.

At the beginning, when Zhu Bin and Wan Ning got married, I wondered if she would also want to find a lover.

After all, we are young, so it is normal to have feelings of love.

At one point, I was thinking whether I should wait until she suffers and then comfort her and tell her that men are not worth it.

You have to just use some direct means to separate the couple.

Nothing can stand the nagging, and a Taoist priest actually came to visit.

She is good-looking and seems handsome, but she is still not good enough for my master.

But fortunately, she was still young at that time, and had just taken over the affairs of the fiefdom, which were both trivial and troublesome.

As for this feeling, six out of seven are clear, but none of them work.

Later on, she understood the matter of the Three Holy Mothers and kept her distance from her.

Although the incident involving the Three Holy Mothers was unfortunate, it was also a rare benefit.

However, she suffered a great blow from this incident, and I also truly felt the ruthlessness of the laws of nature from this incident.

Our peaceful days were broken.

I have come to face the reality that gods and Buddhas with desires are no different from ordinary people.

Therefore, there is nothing bad in the human world. What is bad is the cold heavenly palace, the cold heavenly laws, and the cold human hearts.

Of course, I didn’t mean to say that the Heavenly Law is bad. At least when it comes to the matter of the Three Holy Mothers, I think the Heavenly Law is right.

Whether other things are right or wrong has nothing to do with us, and no one will take the initiative to pay attention to us.

She always said that we are just a group of small people, and we just need to do our own thing and not forget our conscience.

She has always said this and done this, so of course we all want to emulate her.

Just look at the incident where Liu Chenxiang released the evil ghost, which made everyone exhausted.

I haven’t been that tired in these years, which is really impressive.

At least this ending is quite satisfying.

Later, the Tang Dynasty went from prosperity to decline, and I really felt the beauty of being able to escape from the human world.

It is clearly the man's fault. It is the man who covets beauty, the man who fails to judge people, the man who takes bribes and commits corruption, and in the end all the dirty water is thrown on the woman.

Of course, I'm not saying that this woman is completely innocent, but she really can't play such a big role.

I don’t need to explain who this man and woman are.

It’s true, cold words are like wind blades, which can easily cut bones and flesh.

I have been angry for several days. Enough is enough. If you want to fight, just come openly.

Attacking a woman is really a despicable method.

In fact, from that time on, our land temple began to become less lively.

After all, some died, some left, and there were fewer people in Chang'an.

The change of dynasties is inevitable and is the general trend. There is nothing to say about it.

But Zhuzhu, the half-cat demon, her departure made us sad for a long time.

She is the product of the union of a human and a demon. If she hadn't been picked up by us, I'm afraid she wouldn't have died of old age.

Cross-border integration will never have a good ending.

Humans and monsters have different cognition and ways of thinking, and their abilities and skills are not equal, so their status is naturally not equal.

Just like Zhuzhu’s father, he loved Zhuzhu’s mother all his life, but Zhuzhu’s mother still gave birth to Zhuzhu and left without saying goodbye.

The father and daughter were left to depend on each other, but even so, Zhuzhu's father died early due to the evil poison.

This bloody example makes me feel emotional.

It is hard to find a lover, it is hard to get married, and it is even harder to stay together for a lifetime.

Instead of investing your emotions in gambling on possibilities, it is better to learn something. Anyway, there will always be something to pass the time.