The mental state is beautiful

Yuchuan opened his eyes and found that it was pitch black around him. He quickly received the memories and wishes of the person who prayed.

The person making the wish is none other than Xuannv in Three Lives Three Worlds. Her name is naturally not the Xuannv in ancient mythology, but a very straightforward translation, “Hei Ya”.

Xuannv, the concubine daughter of the chief of the Xuanhu clan, was a three-tailed hybrid fox with poor talent and physique. She was not liked by her parents and clan members since she was born.

The wife of the Black Fox tribe's chief gave birth to only one daughter, Weishu. This eldest sister inherited her father's bloodline and is a six-tailed black fox.

Weishu was loved by her parents, and when she grew up she married Baixuan, the god of the nine-tailed white fox clan, the ruler of Qingqiu, and the couple loved each other very much.

The fox tribe did not care about ethics and morals like mortals. It was only after the deep love between Qingqiu Fox Emperor Bai Zhi and his wife Ling Shang that other fox tribes followed suit and pursued monogamy.

Although the members of the Black Fox Clan had many messy affairs in private, they all advocated monogamy and never had illegitimate children.

Xuan Ce, the leader of the Xuanhu tribe, has never had a son. After he hooked up with Ning Jiu, the mother of Xuan Nu, he was excited to find that Ning Jiu was pregnant. Xuan Ce, who desperately wanted a son, took Ning Jiu back home.

However, after ten months of pregnancy and one day of delivery, the birth of Xuannv shattered Xuan Ce's hopes and also shattered Ningjiu's expectation of becoming a mother with a son.

So after Xuan Ce gave Xuan Nu a perfunctory name, he no longer cared about Xuan Nu and her daughter. They stayed subservient to Dong Yuan, the wife of the Xuanhu clan leader, like servants.

Xuannu watched as her elder sister was valued by the clan and had abundant resources for cultivation, while she served her like a maid. When she went out, she was called a bastard and beaten and scolded by other members of the Xuanhu clan.

These were commonplace for Xuannv, but what made her most upset was the attitude of her biological mother Ningjiu.

Ningjiu believed that he fell out of favor because Xuannv was not a boy, so he vented all his anger in life on Xuannv.

Ningjiu scolded and despised Xuannv with foul language, and beat her like an enemy.

Xuannv has been brainwashed by Ningjiu since she was young. She wants to become stronger, but unfortunately her father does not pay attention to her, her stepmother does not give her resources for cultivation, and Ningjiu keeps holding her back.

Whenever Xuannv practiced secretly, Ningjiu would come and beat and scold her. She believed that Xuannv should change her future by getting married so that she, as her mother, could also live a good life.

This idea became even more solid after Wei Shugao married into the Bai family, the nine-tailed white fox.

When Weishu got married, Bai Qian, the young princess of the Bai family, found Xuannv interesting, so the Bai family wanted Xuannv to be Bai Qian's playmate.

She is said to be playing with Bai Qian, but she is just the one who takes the blame when Bai Qian gets into trouble. When Bai Qian is happy, Xuannv has to serve her like a maid.

No one thought it was wrong, everyone took it for granted.

Wei Shu had just married into the Bai family, so naturally she hoped that Xuan Nu would please Bai Qian as she wished and gain benefits for herself.

The patriarch and his wife of the Xuanhu clan also wanted to please the Bai family. They didn't take Xuannv seriously in the first place, so naturally they couldn't ask for it.

Ningjiu is even more so. She actually wants Xuannv to seduce the men from the Bai family and change everything through marriage.

Xuannv was exhausted. She had always suffered from inferiority complex since she was a child, and now no one cared about her feelings. Everyone pushed her to go and play with Bai Qian.

Xuannv had no choice but to go. After Bai Qian got into trouble, no one dared to offend the Bai family and took their anger out on Xuannv in private.

When looking at the huge difference between her life and Bai Qian's, Xuannu is also a living being. How could she not feel resentment and jealousy at all?

Xuannu recalled that when others beat and scolded her, they always said she was ugly, but when they praised Bai Qian, they boasted that she was the most beautiful woman in the world.

Xuannu thought, if she had such a good-looking appearance, her life would be easier.

Xuannu asked the god Zheyan to change her face. When it succeeded, she was overjoyed. Such joy allowed her to ignore the contempt in Zheyan and Bai Zhen's eyes.

Xuannv has poor aptitude and has seen no hope of cultivation over the years. Coupled with her mother Ning's long-term brainwashing, she gradually wants to find a good man to entrust her life to.

However, as soon as Xuannv felt better, Bai Qian went to Kunlun Ruins to study, and her mother Ningjiu secretly betrothed Xuannv to Heimo, the young master of the Black Bear Clan.

Xuannu was unwilling. What's the matter? Just because her name is "Heiya", does that mean she has to marry Heimo?

Besides, Xuannu knew that Heimo was just attracted by her current portrait, Bai Qian's appearance.

Xuannu is very conflicted. She wants to be as beautiful as Bai Qian, but she is angry and embarrassed because others like her appearance that resembles Bai Qian. She doesn't seem to know what to do with her future.

Xuannu asked Baizhen to take her in, and Baizhen asked Xuannu to take the letter and seek refuge in Kunlun Ruins.

In Kunlun Ruins, Xuannv lived a relatively comfortable life, but Bai Zhen had no intention of helping Xuannv at all. He just wanted to get rid of this big trouble.

Bai Zhen turned around and betrayed Xuannv's whereabouts when Ningjiu asked about her whereabouts, and Ningjiu found Kunlun Ruins.

Xuannv was finally willing to admit that in the eyes of the Bai family, she was just a clown, a dispensable thing.

She was greedy before, but Xuannv was still unwilling to accept her fate!

Later, Xuannv discovered that Si Yin was Bai Qian, and that when the Celestial Clan and the Wing Clan were at odds, she was actually flirting with Li Jing, the second prince of the Wing Clan, behind the backs of everyone in Kunlun Ruins.

Li Jing didn't know that Si Yin was a girl, so he was hesitant about this relationship. Xuan Nu took advantage of the situation and got together with Li Jing. Of course, she knew that this was all because of her appearance that resembled Bai Qian.

While Xuannv profited from this appearance, she still couldn't bear the injustice and pain in her heart. She hated the real owner of this appearance, Bai Qian.

Such hatred once frightened Xuannu herself, but when she thought of the suffering she had endured for Bai Qian, she gradually convinced herself.

As the beloved Queen of Qingqiu, Bai Qian naturally has many people to protect her from the outside world's malice, so she can always remain innocent and ignorant.

But behind her protected innocence, Xuannv had to take the blame and be beaten for her day and night.

Xuannu knew that Bai Qian didn’t mean it, and she also knew that Bai Qian was a naturally generous person and didn’t take these “little things” to heart at all.

But Xuannu couldn't do it without any complaints, or perhaps she wanted to find a reason to justify her hatred for Bai Qian.

In short, Xuannv unknowingly walked step by step to the opposite side of the Bai family.

There are many reasons why Xuannv fell in love with Li Jing.

Li Jing was born as the second prince of the Wing Clan, and held a high position in Xuan Nu's eyes;

Li Jing's magic is very powerful, so Xuan Nu naturally admires him;

Li Jing was indeed good at sweet talk. Compared with his previous contemptuous words, Xuan Nu was soon won over by Li Jing's gentleness and thoughtfulness.

What's more, Li Jing was snatched away by Xuannv from Bai Qian.

In the past, only things that Bai Qian didn't want and were not rare could get Xuannu's turn. Now, she has snatched a man of noble birth from Bai Qian. A strange and inexplicable sense of satisfaction arises in Xuannu's heart.

In order to become an upright woman by Li Jing's side, Xuannv cooperated with Yijun to capture Cang and acted out a scene. After being severely beaten, she was thrown at the gate of Kunlun Ruins, waiting for an opportunity to steal the formation map.

In order to make the effect realistic and deceive the people in Kunlun Ruins, the beating that Xuannu suffered was real.

She was in unbearable pain, and only thanks to the position of Prince Li Jing's consort promised by Lord Yi that she was able to hold on and successfully steal the formation map.

After the incident, although the Wing Clan was defeated, the strength of the Sky Clan was greatly weakened.

The lives of Supreme Goddess Yaoguang and the entire Sujin clan were lost because the formation diagram was stolen.

Looking at those high-ranking people of the Celestial Clan who were heartbroken on the battlefield, Xuannu was not as happy as she had imagined. She somehow felt a sense of sin.

But she would soon become Li Jing's princess consort and live a life of being served in the Wing Clan, and there was no way for her to turn back now.

Xuannv successfully became the Queen of the Great Ziming Palace. She was jealous of Li Jing's love for Bai Qian, and also hated the daughters of the Wing clan who were hanging out with Li Jing one after another.

Xuannv dealt with one woman after another, she was very tired, but she had no better choice now.

Becoming a Wing does not mean you can sit back and relax. Those women who hang out with Li Jing all have powerful families from the Wing Clan behind them.

If there is a chance, they would certainly hope that their own girls would become the Queen of Wings. They would not take Xuannv, an empty shell, seriously at all.

Xuannu's greatest reliance now is her achievement in stealing the formation diagram for the Wing Clan and helping them defeat the Celestial Clan's army.

However, this achievement also meant that Xuannv had completely gone against the Celestial Clan and Qingqiu.

Without a family background and without Li Jing's love, Xuannu can only hope to have offspring if she wants to secure her position.

When she learned that she was pregnant, Xuannv felt for the first time that God was blessing her.

Perhaps because she had become a mother, her heart softened, and Xuannv brought her biological mother Ningjiu to the Da Ziming Palace and treated her well.

Ningjiu's sudden praise made Xuannv feel that she had taken the right path. She hated her mother's incompetence, arbitrariness and rudeness, but how could she not expect her mother's love and praise?

Unfortunately, the happy days were too short. During the childbirth, Xuannv gave birth to a stillborn baby. She seemed to understand her mother's disappointment after giving birth to her.

But Xuannv didn't want her child to be hated by her mother like she was when she was a child, so even though he was a dead baby, Xuannv gave him all her love.

Xuannv seemed to be possessed by a demon. She held her child in her arms and sang lullabies to put the baby to sleep every day, and sewed shoes and socks for the child with her own hands, but the child did not move at all.

Xuannv gave the child the soul jade that Yijun Qincang had rewarded her with, so that the child could wear it to protect his body from being destroyed.

Not long after, Bai Qian set foot in the Da Ziming Palace. Li Jing was overjoyed, but he didn't expect that Bai Qian came for the Soul Jade. She wanted to save Mo Yuan's body.

Xuannv refused. When she looked up, she saw Bai Qian looking at her and the child in her arms with sympathy.

Xuan Nu became even more angry. Was Bai Qian sympathizing with her? She, Xuan Nu, was now the Queen of Wings. Why did she need Bai Qian's sympathy?

When Li Jing stopped Xuan Nu from making things difficult for Bai Qian, Xuan Nu's heart finally died.

The only thing she was reluctant to leave behind was her own child. She wanted to find the immortal bone and replace it with her child's, so that her child would have a chance to survive.

But God did not show mercy to her again, and Xuannu eventually died alone with her child in her arms.

Unlike the fear of being beaten and almost suffocated to death in her childhood, this time Xuannv saw hope. Death was a relief and it was her salvation.

No wonder my life only got worse and worse every time I gritted my teeth and tried to survive as a child.

It turned out that she should have died long ago. God had clearly hinted it to her, but she was stupid and did not understand it earlier.

Xuannu's heart was completely twisted.

Before closing her eyes, Xuannu saw Yanzhi running towards her. She was the only warmth she felt in the Great Ziming Palace.

Yanzhi is also the only one who supports Xuannv in saving the child. Unfortunately, her child is unlucky and misses a good aunt.

After Xuannv died, her soul wandered around the world. She visited places she had never been to in her lifetime and saw birth, aging, sickness, death and all kinds of suffering in the mortal world.

Xuannu also witnessed what happened to Bai Qian in the Celestial Clan. It turned out that the high and mighty Queen of Qingqiu also had troubles and suffered repeated setbacks when facing her mother-in-law and children.

Xuannu also witnessed the scene where Emperor Donghua opened his heart to prove his guilt for Bai Fengjiu. Without the pillars of heaven and earth, the destruction of the world would only take a moment.

It turns out that everything is a farce, this is just a world created by a storybook.

However, the creator of this world created Xuannv's tragic, absurd and ridiculous life in just a few sentences.

No wonder the protagonists in other storybooks always fight against the sky in the end.

When there is a being that can create the pain you will face in your life with a wave of its hand based on its own emotions, those who dare to fight against it are warriors.

After seeing the wider sky, Xuannv suddenly felt that everything she had cared so much about was really a joke.

The past is like a passing cloud, Xuannu has a great enlightenment, and tries her best to save mortals when the world is collapsing.

It's a pity that one person's strength cannot fight against the will of heaven. In the end, it turned into a wisp of smoke and disappeared in the world.

Before completely dissipating, the consciousness of this world made contact with Xuannv.

It turned out that the world consciousness had just awakened and did not have the power to fight against Tiandao, the author of this storybook, and he did not want his world to be controlled by others.

The world consciousness also wanted to control its own life and survival, but unfortunately it did not have much energy, so it offered Xuannv the opportunity to have another life in exchange for Xuannv winning a chance to live for him.

When Xuannv arrived at the time-space fast-travel bureau, she realized that she could only re-live her life by entrusting others with the task.

Xuan Nu had no regrets, she just sighed, "If only Xuan Nu could have a different life."

Afterwards, Xuannv expressed her own wishes and needs and those of the world consciousness.

Therefore, there are two people who pray in this mission world, one is Xuannv, and the other is the world consciousness that has not yet awakened.

The wishes of the petitioners are as follows:

First, she had to fight against the birth given to her by heaven and change her own talents and destiny;

Second, helping ordinary people and accumulating merits;

Third, establish a sect in the mortal world, break the bad habits of the heavens that prevent ordinary people from becoming immortals based on their birth, and bring some "new blood" to the four seas and eight wastelands;

Fourth, fight against the three poisons that consume the power of heaven and earth, and accumulate energy for the awakening of world consciousness;

Fifth, go back in time and fight at the beginning of the establishment of the world to share the merits and fortune of the ancient gods, so as to prevent them from committing suicide in the future and affecting the world consciousness.