Mysterious level up! Shen Ye cries and begs for reconciliation again

The more he talked, the weirder it got. Qi Yan sometimes wondered how he came up with these words.

She tilted her head slightly and whispered instructively.

"Don't use bad words."

"Leave me alone, you bastard!"

"..."

Qi Yan was also a little angry, his chest heaving slightly, and he adjusted his voice.

"I say again, I am not abandoning you!"

Shen Rao was even angrier than her, and his voice suddenly rose, "Do you think I will abandon you?!"

Qi Yan suddenly fell silent.

Shen Rao stared at her eyelashes that hid her emotions.

"Do you think I would get tired of the Qi family for the sake of so-called freedom, and even get tired of you? Want to leave you?"

His fingertips brushed the delicate corners of her eyes, but the corners of his own eyes turned red and his voice trembled slightly.

"You are always so pessimistic towards me. You always don't trust me, don't trust my love, and always test me again and again, testing my bottom line. You know Qi Yan, I am your dog, but I am not a fool."

Qi Yan's eyelashes trembled uncontrollably, and he was about to speak.

Shen Rao suddenly bent down and gave her a very light kiss on her lips.

"You coward."

"..." Qi Yan pursed her lips, "I..."

He didn't give Qi Yan a chance to finish her words. He let go of Qi Yan and straightened her collar which he had messed up. His expression was rare and calm, and he spoke lightly.

"What I said before is my attitude. I love you and I can't leave you. I know you love your family and you won't give up on them."

This can be seen from the fact that she would rather die than protect her family.

She should love everyone there, just as they loved her.

Shen Rao wouldn't be so neurotic as to ask her who was more important to her, himself or the Qi family. Such a comparison was meaningless.

Shen Rao couldn't bring himself to say something so selfish as to ask her to abandon her family and elope with him.

Thinking back to the situation in Qi Shan, to some extent, the Qi family might need her more than herself.

He just told the truth: "I really don't like the Qi family."

Qi Yan looked at him silently.

"But..." Shen Rao changed the subject, "I am willing to accept them."

Qi Yan held one arm and spoke in a low voice.

"You don't have to force yourself..."

“I don’t think it’s forced.”

Shen Rao shook his head to deny it, his tone calm and solemn, as if he was reciting an oath.

"I never feel like I'm forcing myself, or feeling tired. I just feel like this is what I should do, and I even feel like I haven't done enough, because I love you, I want to be part of your life, I want to change for you—"

He paused for a moment and said, "You can't deny everything about me without giving me this chance, Qi Yan."

Shen Rao smoothed the wrinkles on Qi Yan's collar bit by bit, his voice low.

"Now you should be able to understand my feelings for you. I think you love me too."

Qi Yan really understood.

Just like he asked her if she was tired of delivering the first flower of the morning every day, but when she was getting ready, she could only think of: the bright look in his eyes when he saw her.

I can't imagine being tired or not.

For every single thing, she felt that she had not done enough and that she owed him something.

Qi Yan pulled the corner of his lip.

There is really no cure.

The man in front of me is still talking:

"I don't like the Qi family, I don't like Qi Shan, but I like you, Qi Yan, that's enough."

This alone was enough to make him throw himself into the fire without hesitation.

His tone suddenly became fierce.

"If one day I don't love you anymore and want to leave you, you can kill me, tie me up in a dog cage, or do whatever you want to me. I don't think that day will ever happen."

"..."

Qi Yan didn't know what to say.

She's a little confused.

Shen Raoke, who was highly aggressive, did not give her time to react and continued, "This is my answer, what about you?"

"Me?" Qi Yan didn't understand, "What?"

Shen Rao took a few steps back, keeping some distance from her, with a solemn expression he had never had before.

"We are getting married soon. It is a marriage that will bind us for life. Since you respect me and give me a chance to choose, I will give you one too."

He said word by word: "Do you choose me, or leave?"

"Shen Rao..." Qi Yan instinctively took a step forward, but was stopped by him raising his hand.

"I won't be unreasonable to you this time, nor will I threaten you with death. I will give you time to think. I also hope that you really love me, and you don't want to marry me out of pity..."

Shen Rao tried his best not to reveal the distress in his eyes, and brought out the deepest fear in his heart.

"After all, it's been so long, and you're only with me because you're afraid I'll make a scene. That... is too pathetic."

Qi Yan fell silent and clenched his fingers.

"It's okay, just think boldly. Even if you give up on me this time, I won't jump into the sea. I won't make things difficult for you."

He said this with a smile, but there was no trace of smile on his body.

"..."

"Think about it."

Shen Rao didn't give her a chance to reply, he just lowered his head and walked away quickly as if escaping.

Qi Yan stood there, looking at the tall figure who was trying to stand straight, as if he was trying hard to hide something.

She seemed to rarely have the opportunity to see Shen Rao's back, and he would never leave her behind.

Even when he was angry, he would glance at her to see if she was following him.

But this time...

The figure disappeared around the corner. Qi Yan held his aching chest, slowly moved his steps, and then walked faster and faster.

"Shen Rao!"

Qi Yan, breathing slightly panting, tightly grasped his wrist. The man turned around in panic, his handsome face covered with clear tears.

He immediately realized something, turned his face back quickly, and spoke in a trembling voice.

"…How did you catch up?"

Qi Yan's heart tightened and she held his shoulders, trying to get him to turn his head around, but Shen Rao stubbornly turned his face away and refused to let her see him.

Qi Yan had no choice but to not force herself on him. She slowly slid her hands to his narrow waist and hugged him. She buried her face in his broad back and said softly, "Don't leave me."

Shen Rao's body visibly stiffened, and it took him a while to find his voice again, choking with hoarseness.

"what do you mean?"

"I choose you."

"..."

These three simple words hit Shen Rao's heart hard. He was speechless for a moment, and clenched his hands hanging at both sides, enduring until veins appeared on his body.

His voice stabilized: "Don't you want to think about it anymore?"

Qi Yan hugged him tightly, as if afraid that he would run away, "I am just like you, I have thought it through clearly, Shen Rao."

Shen Rao continued to ask: "Are you sure you want to be bound to a moody psychopath like me for the rest of your life? If I'm unhappy, I'll get angry at you, and I'll cry, make a scene, and even hang myself..."

His voice became smaller and smaller, as if he had no confidence.

"You're not crazy," Qi Yan continued his words, unable to help but curling her lips and smiling, "And I like you to make trouble, you can make trouble all your life, it doesn't matter."

Shen Rao stopped talking.

"Arao?"

Qi Yan raised her head, and at that moment, the man with tears streaming down his face grabbed her shoulders and gave her a mad kiss with all his wet, salty and hot tears.

Qi Yan was stunned for just a second when she saw his tearful scarlet-black eyes, then she put her arms around his neck and responded to him with all her strength.

Every tangle, every breath, every encounter of eyes, speaks of the burning love between the two.

I don’t know how long it took, but this kiss seemed to have exhausted all the strength of both of them. Their lips were swollen and broken.

Shen Rao slumped on the carpet, his shoulder resting against his chest, where Qi Yan, who was also recovering, was rising and falling.