The miserable heroine of the sad novel of the period was penetrated

After Xia Songlan said this, she was no longer nervous and her eyes were no longer fixed on the top of Ning Jingmo's head.

She looked into his eyes somewhat nervously.

I saw that the other party was staring at me blankly, as if he was in a trance.

The more she looked at it, the more worried she became. This was the first proposal in two lifetimes. Could it be that it would fail so abort?

Xia Songlan became more and more anxious as she waited, and she could bear it no longer.

He smiled awkwardly and said, "I'm sorry, I was abrupt. If you don't agree, then forget it."

Ning Jingmo suddenly came to his senses, "What do you mean by forget it? This is the first time in my life that such a beautiful girl has proposed to me.

You have to let me savor it for a while.

Although I have wanted to marry you for a long time, it should be me who should do the proposal!

I feel a little embarrassed that you suddenly proposed to me."

Ning Jingmo didn't lie.

He was indeed blushing and feeling hot-tempered at the moment, and raised his hand to scratch his short hair helplessly.

Afraid that Xia Songlan would regret it, she reminded him again: "You won't regret marrying me now, right?

Are you encountering any difficulties?

Just tell me directly, I will definitely find a way to help you solve it.

It doesn’t matter how late it is.”

Xia Songlan heard Ning Jingmo's words and agreed.

It did give me some peace of mind.

To be honest, she was a little tempted and wanted to ask Ning Jingmo to help her solve the issue of going to the countryside to replace Xia Juanjuan.

But she didn't know Ning Jingmo's strength, and whether he could really help her. After all, there was too little description of Ning Jingmo in the book.

I'm really afraid that if I waste time, I'll repeat the same mistakes and end up on the path of abuse that the original owner experienced.

She didn't dare to take the risk, and after much thought, she decided that getting married was the safest option.

This thought flashed through Xia Songlan's mind, and she nodded firmly, "I will never regret it."

Ning Jingmo touched his chin, his face full of lust, "Am I so charming?

We've only met twice, and you've already captivated such a beautiful girl like me and you're determined to marry me.

Aren’t we advocating free love and opposing blind marriage now?

You have no objection to the marriage contract we made in advance, right? "

"No objection!" Xia Songlan said, shaking her head like a rattle, with a sincere look on her face.

She was really afraid that if she hesitated for a moment, Ning Jingmo would change his mind.

In fact, in Xia Songlan's heart, Ning Jingmo still seems a little sloppy and unreliable.

But her eyes were sincere and she didn't show it at all.

Ning Jingmo nodded in satisfaction and said very solemnly: "Then I feel relieved. Now I solemnly express my attitude to Comrade Xia Songlan.

I accept your proposal and am willing to grow old with you, support each other, have children, and love you forever!"

But that serious expression only lasted for a few seconds, and then he smiled and teased: "You will definitely regret proposing to me first in the future.

When we are old and our children ask me who proposed to us, I will tell them the truth.

When the time comes, don’t lie to the children and tell them that I was the one who wanted to marry you.”

Xia Songlan was choked by his words. She didn't expect Ning Jingmo to think so far.

She already knew the plot of the book and also knew how short Ning Jingmo's future would be.

She never thought about being with him forever, let alone having children. She just wanted to use Ning Jingmo to escape the beginning of her fate.

Now seeing Ning Jingmo smiling brightly, he felt a little guilty.

But once the arrow is shot, there is no turning back, this path must be taken. It is too late to look for other people or think of other solutions now.

Xia Songlan nodded solemnly, "Don't worry, I will definitely admit it when the time comes, and I won't lie."

At the same time, I secretly swore in my heart that I would treat him sincerely during the time I was with him.

Ning Jingmo was so happy to see Xia Songlan being so serious that he smiled even more brightly, "Okay, okay, just admit it, hahahaha..."

The two of them stood on the street, one of them laughing foolishly with a bright face, and the other staring at the other in a daze, as if thinking about something.

After a while, Xia Songlan finally remembered to invite Ning Jingmo to her home.

"Comrade Ning." She just shouted.

Ning Jingmo extended his index finger and pressed it against her lips. "Hmm~~Think about it again...what should I call you?"

Having said that, he quickly withdrew his fingers. He had no idea that a girl's lips were so soft.

It was just a light touch, but it felt like an electric shock, and now his fingers were numb.

Xia Songlan didn't feel anything. She was stunned for a moment, then she remembered that she had agreed to call him Jing Mo.

He quickly changed his words: "Jing Mo, it's getting late now, why don't you go home and sit for a while."

It was completely dark now, and the breeze was blowing gently.

If there weren't two of them, one nervous and the other excited, they would have been frozen to the bone.

Ning Jingmo was about to nod in agreement, but then he shook his head and said, "Forget it, there will be plenty of opportunities in the future.

I heard from my grandfather that my grandmother’s current condition is not suitable for her to meet outsiders.

I was afraid that if I went, it would trigger bad memories for her.”

After listening to Ning Jingmo's words, Xia Songlan felt that her proposal was a bit abrupt.

Only now did she remember that her grandmother had been dragged out for criticism because of her background.

In order not to implicate my grandfather, I took the initiative to file for divorce.

But my grandmother's mental state is getting worse and worse, and now she is unwilling to see outsiders.

Unexpectedly, grandpa also told Ning Jingmo about this matter. It seems that grandpa is very familiar with Ning Jingmo and trusts him very much.

Xia Songlan missed her grandfather a little.

She traveled into the book two years later, and when she arrived, her parents had been forced to go to Xinjiang City to support medical construction in the border area.

My grandmother’s mental condition is not good, and the person who has the most contact with her, communicates with her the most, and cares about her the most is my grandfather.

Under pressure, grandpa never dared to visit grandma, but asked Xia Songlan to go to his house once a week.

He said that he was going to see patients with him and learning medical skills, but in fact he was getting to know his grandmother's condition through her and keeping a secret eye on her.

My grandmother is in good physical condition, but her mental condition is not good.

Sometimes I don’t sleep all night and don’t eat all day.

I would suddenly recall bad things from the past, and then start throwing things and crying hysterically.

Although Xia Songlan had never studied psychiatry, she had come across and read relevant books. In addition, she discussed with her grandfather and came up with some treatment methods.

In the past two years, with the joint efforts of the two, grandma's symptoms have improved significantly, and she hasn't been ill for a long time.

There has also been significant improvement in sleeping and eating.

When Xia Songlan thought of this, she felt a little annoyed for not thinking straight just now.

She bit her lower lip so hard that her lips took on an unusually bright red color.

Ning Jingmo quickly raised his hand to stop Xia Songlan, "Songlan, don't bite your lips."

Xia Songlan was stunned, but she loosened her strength a little, her teeth still pressing on the soft flesh, staring at Ning Jingmo stupidly.

Ning Jingmo always felt that Xia Songlan was worried about something and was not as calm as she usually appeared.

He knew that since they had just met, it was impossible for the girl to completely open her heart to him.

Even if it was a proposal with a purpose, he was willing to agree, because he knew that he really loved the girl in front of him.

But he didn't like the way she bit her lips, it was too tempting and made him feel distressed.

Stop it directly: "Don't bite your lips. What if you bite your beautiful lips?"