After His Majesty's rebirth, he personally taught the queen to abuse the scumbag

Cheng Mingran seemed not to notice the change on his face and walked forward on her own: "How could Your Majesty be my brother? I have never had any brother. I was ignorant when I was a child. Your Majesty has already reminded me."

When Ji Lingzhou heard these words, his heart ached as if he was being stabbed by countless needles. What did he do and say in the past? Now it was retribution, and it was all coming back to him.

"Does Ranran believe in Buddhism?" Ji Lingzhou changed the subject. He walked to Cheng Mingran and asked casually.

Cheng Mingran paused slightly when she heard him address her, but she didn't say anything. When she heard Ji Lingzhou's question, she answered honestly: "I don't believe it."

If God could hear her prayers, she might not be the way she is now, right? It seemed that God had never treated her well, nor had mercy on her. The gods and Buddhas she once believed in had already abandoned her, so... she was unwilling to believe in them anymore.

"You before..." Ji Lingzhou wanted to say that she used to believe in these things and often went to Handan Temple. Even the amulet was obtained by her personally.

But when the words came to her lips, she couldn't say them.

"The amulet you had before..." Ji Lingzhou hesitated to speak.

Cheng Mingran looked at Ji Lingzhou: "Your Majesty, are you talking about the one I was going to give to Your Majesty? When Your Majesty said it was against the rules and there was a difference between men and women, I threw the thing away."

Ji Lingzhou choked. Recently, Cheng Mingran's mouth always made him speechless.

"Your Majesty, do you know how I obtained that amulet?" Cheng Mingran suddenly asked.

Ji Lingzhou didn't dare to ask. It turned out that there were times when he didn't dare to ask. His heart ached slightly. Cheng Mingran also admitted that she did it on purpose, perhaps with some anger. She just wanted to take revenge on him, make him feel guilty, and make him feel uncomfortable.

"I stayed in Handan Temple for a month, eating vegetarian food, chanting Buddhist scriptures, and copying the Heart Sutra every day. I knelt down to copy every day, and after copying every day, I felt uncomfortable all over, especially my knees. In the first few days, I had difficulty standing up because I was not used to it." Cheng Mingran said.

Ji Lingzhou opened his eyes, but couldn't say the words he wanted to say.

"Your Majesty may not know how hard it was for me to endure when the maid beside me applied medicine to me at night. I am most afraid of pain, but I dare not complain, because I am afraid that the Buddha will think that I am not sincere. But sometimes the pain is really unbearable, and I can only wipe my tears silently. I always endure the discomfort, but I just don't want to give up, because that is what I pray for Your Majesty. I want Your Majesty to be safe and to be blessed by the Buddha..." Cheng Mingran looked into Ji Lingzhou's eyes, but Ji Lingzhou didn't dare to look her in the eye.

Ji Lingzhou felt pain in his heart, but Cheng Mingran did not intend to stop: "But Your Majesty does not seem to need it. What I thought was a gift is nothing but a dirty thing that violates the rules and etiquette in Your Majesty's eyes."

"I was very disappointed at that time. When I saw Your Majesty leaving, I really hoped that Your Majesty would look back at me and accept the amulet that I had obtained with great difficulty. However, I did not wait for Your Majesty to look back until his back completely disappeared from my sight." Cheng Mingran's tone revealed a trace of loneliness. Perhaps it was the regret that Cheng Mingran left behind at that time?