Star Iron: Maple of Reincarnation

Chapter 134 Self-deconstruction

"Mo Feng...Mo Feng..." It was unknown how long Fu Xuan had been calling him, but Mo Feng finally recovered from his distraction. His vision gradually became clear, and a lovely pink filled his eyes.

It’s Fu Xuan... How long have I been sleeping?

Fu Xuan just received a call from his father, saying that Mo Feng was not in good condition and did not respond no matter how he called him. It had been almost an hour. Fu Xuan immediately put down his official duties, pushed them to some civil servants to deal with them urgently, and rushed back from Shen Ce Mansion.

When I came back, I saw Mo Feng staring into the distance with lifeless eyes.

It took almost three minutes of calling for Mo Feng to come back to his senses.

She didn't know that if it were someone else, even if she shouted for a lifetime, Mo Feng would never come to his senses.

While Mo Feng was in a daze, he saw a lot more. There was a huge prison, under the starry sky, and he couldn't go anywhere. He longed for the stars so much that he wanted to pick the stars from the starry sky, as if that would allow him to regain his freedom.

It was this thought that he kept repeating.

Over and over again.

He forgot the meaning of his existence until Fu Xuan woke him up again. If it weren't for that familiar call and that familiar smell, Mo Feng would have been trapped in this depressing space for who knows how long.

Every time he was in such a situation, it took Mo Feng a long time to react. This was not reality. In reality, there were more important people waiting for him.

How could Mo Feng not know? It seemed that the warning of the memory keeper was correct. Even if he woke up, he would be torn apart by memories. So, this is what it feels like to be torn apart by memories? Then why did he intervene so hard in the first place and asked himself not to let him down?

There must be a way to break this impasse.

He didn't say it, probably because once he said it, this method of breaking the deadlock would become ineffective.

"Fu Xuan, if I continue to sleep... and disappear..." Mo Feng hadn't finished his words.

She was slapped by Fu Xuan - this was the first time Fu Xuan hit Mo Feng. She was completely unable to control her emotions and just waved her hand.

Feeling the burning sensation in his palms, Fu Xuan felt very upset. He was angry, confused, and helpless.

"I'm sorry, I'm in a bad mood." Fu Xuan apologized. She rarely hits people, but this time, she actually hit her lover. She regretted it a little.

"It's okay. I was wrong." Mo Feng touched his cheek. Although it was burning, for some reason, he didn't feel angry at all. Instead, he felt... guilty.

Yes, from Fu Xuan's perspective, if she told him one day that she was going to die tomorrow, would he do the same? In the final analysis, he felt that he had let down Fu Xuan's meticulous love for him.

How much loyal love is there in the world?

Haven’t you seen that a pair of childhood sweethearts who were originally harmonious may fall apart because of the issue of bride price?

Haven’t you seen that an old couple who have been together for decades may separate when disaster strikes due to some career setbacks?

Don't you see...

At least, every time when I was in trouble, no matter before or after my engagement, Fu Xuan was always by my side. It was she who guided the direction of my life, and it was also she who brought a little color to my gloomy life.

Black and white movies are no longer black and white, and even ink paintings have been embellished with artistic conception.

This is how one should be committed to love.

Seeing Fu Xuan's tearful expression, Mo Feng felt a wrenching pain in his heart. He was really not a human being. He had made a vow that he would never let Fu Xuan cry.

But I am really useless. Even if I become the Luofu General, I am still useless.

"You are Mo Feng, my man. No matter what the situation is, I will call you to wake you up. If you don't wake up after one time, I will call you twice. If two times doesn't work, then..." Fu Xuan was blocked before he could finish his words.

Feel the silky touch on your lips.

I couldn't suppress the feeling of grievance no matter what I did, and two lines of tears fell down involuntarily.

Just like what Mo Feng said to himself many years ago, people always have to find a reason to live. This reason may be for family, for money, or for honor.

His original reason was just to make the brightest star in the sky fall in love with him.

What about now? Has the reason changed to protecting the brightest star in my arms? When did I become so arrogant that I took it for granted that I was with Fu Xuan?

And when did he start to be so conceited and betray the trust of the person he loved the most?

He could have ten thousand reasons to die on the battlefield, he could say he tried his best and the enemy was too strong, but dying in the arms of his lover was nothing.

"Don't worry, I'll be fine. I promise." Mo Feng chuckled and wiped away the tears from Fu Xuan's cheeks.

"Yeah." Fu Xuan rested her head on Mo Feng's chest. He would do what he said, and Fu Xuan was willing to believe it. Maybe all she wanted was a promise.

It has always been like this. Many times, the communication between the two parties has transcended words.

"Go to work first, or you'll be punished. Leave the rest to me." Mo Feng smiled. "I'll be fine."

Despite Mo Feng's earnest advice, Fu Xuan still left with a sense of worry. After Fu Xuan left, Mo Feng slowly closed his eyes. The key to breaking the deadlock lies in oneself, not others.

If your destiny is not in your own hands, and you rely on so-called illusory luck or the wealth accumulated in your previous life to overcome difficulties, it will always be unreliable.

The only way to break the impasse is to try it yourself.

If I give up on myself, what does it matter if there is divine help? All miracles are caused by human traces.

Mo Feng actually had an idea for solving the problem, after all, he knew his own problem best. He gradually lost himself mainly because one of his fragmented and unstable memories triggered other broken memories.

Then the triggering of memories created a chain reaction, causing him to fall into such a strange state.

Only by eradicating that unstable memory can one escape from the current situation.

He had to experience that painful dream firsthand. There was no other way.

That's why Mo Feng said what he said to Fu Xuan at the beginning, because that is the focus of the disease, the root cause. Who can be sure that he will be fine? Worry is inevitable.

But now Mo Feng's mentality has changed.

I will definitely get through this dream. No matter who you are, if you are the third party standing between me and Fu Xuan, even if you are my past life, you have to stand aside.

Even the Star God cannot stop it, let alone you. Let this general see who you are.

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