After I got into the drama, I led the plot astray

Condolences?

How can I mourn?

As soon as I woke up, I was told that my parents died in a car accident five years ago. No one could accept this.

My tears burst out, my throat was unable to make a sound, and my face turned red.

The nurse was terrified, and quickly patted my back, saying softly, "Don't cry, your body functions haven't fully recovered yet. If you are too sad, you may faint again."

Who would have known that as soon as the nurse finished speaking, my eyes went dark and I fainted.

Nurse......

After I fell asleep this time, I had a lot of bizarre dreams, all about things before I was ten years old.

Before I was ten years old, I was not called Zhao Yiyi, but an orphan in an orphanage. The environment in the orphanage was very poor. I didn't have enough to eat every day, I was so hungry that I was skinny, and I had endless work to do every day.

I don't know where the dean got a lot of manual work from, and he forced us to complete a certain amount of manual work every day. If we didn't finish it, we wouldn't be given any food. We didn't dare to resist, so we could only work hard to earn a living.

But I had a high fever that day and was lying in bed unable to move, but the dean still pulled me up to work.

I hadn't eaten anything the whole day, not even a sip of water. My hands were shaking as I was working, my vision was blurry, and I couldn't finish any of the manual work in half a day.

When the dean saw me like this, he thought I was deliberately being lazy and slapped me hard. It was this slap that cost me my life.

After I was slapped to the ground, I saw myself slowly floating away from my body, and then floating in mid-air. I saw with my own eyes the director and the employees of the orphanage dragging my body to the yard and burying it. After filling it with soil, the director stomped hard on my grave mound a few times and said, "What bad luck."

I wanted to cry, but no tears came out. However, the only thing to be thankful for was that I would never be hungry or beaten again.

I don’t know how long I had been floating in this house, but suddenly one day I heard a voice ringing in my ears, “Come back, come back.”

This voice was so tempting that I couldn't help but drift in the direction of the voice. As the voice got closer, I saw a huge circle of light appear in front of me. As soon as I approached, I was sucked in. Then my eyes went black and I didn't remember anything when I woke up.

After this dream, I woke up.

After waking up, I couldn't recover for a long time.

It turns out that I am not the real Zhao Yiyi. I am just a lonely ghost who was drawn into Zhao Yiyi's body and has lived in her skin for more than 30 years.

No wonder I forgot everything before the age of ten after I got in love with Zhao Yiyi. It turned out that it was not that I forgot, but I did not want to recall those painful and miserable ten years. So I deliberately closed my memory and lived with a completely new identity.

Now, stimulated by the news of the death of his parents, all these sealed memories came back.

What is all this?

Even movie theaters don’t act like this, is it necessary to make the plot so complicated?

But God is too cruel. I have experienced all the suffering in this world. I have even died several times. Each time was heartbreaking and painful.

It is said that those who survive a great disaster will have good fortune in the future. After I became Zhao Yiyi, I did enjoy a good life for more than ten or twenty years. My parents were very kind to me and almost always granted me what I asked for. Although I was not rich, I had enough food and clothing. I didn't expect that just when I tasted the sweetness of life, a thunderbolt struck me and sent me to Dayu Country.

The years in Dayu Country were like a dream. Nothing seemed so real, but the suffering I endured remained vividly in my mind.

After I woke up this time, the hospital assigned me a nurse.

Three months before I was born, my father, Zhao Yuanchun, was out on business when he accidentally fell off his horse. His head was shattered and his brain burst. He died on the spot.

One month before I was born, my older brother went out drinking and slipped and fell into a river. It was winter and the river was already frozen solid, so he wouldn't drown even if he fell into the river. But he fell into an ice hole that someone had just dug for fishing, and died with a splash. In the end, even his body was never found.

The successive blows almost caused my mother to give birth prematurely. Fortunately, my grandmother invited the miracle doctor Jiang Bufan, who gave her acupuncture, medicine, and calming incense, and she finally managed to get to full-term delivery.

After my father and eldest brother died, the old lady said that my mother's baby was a ghost baby, a disaster star that came specifically to take her life. Even if I was born full-term, my mother would strangle me to death and not allow me to live in this world.

But my mother didn't want to. The child she carried for ten months was her blood. It was because of the child in her belly that she couldn't bear to follow her husband and eldest son. Besides, how could she judge that the child was a disaster without even seeing him?

The old lady gave birth to three sons and one daughter. My father was the eldest and inherited the title of the Yongning Marquisate. The title went from Prince Yongning to Marquis Yongning, but the Marquis died after only a few days in office. After my father's death, the title of Marquis should have been inherited by my eldest brother, but my eldest brother also died. My mother only had one daughter left, and a daughter could not inherit the title. But if my mother gave birth to a son this time, the title of Marquis would definitely go to the one in her belly. But the second and third houses had been eyeing the position of Prince Yongning Marquisate for a long time. How could they let my mother, an orphan and a widow, give birth to this baby smoothly?

Although my mother has a gentle temper and does not fight or compete, and even leaves the household affairs of the Marquis's Mansion to the second wife, she has a powerful family.

My maternal grandfather Du Yongyuan was the tutor of three generations of emperors and assisted three emperors in ascending the throne. Although he has now retired from the army, he still enjoys a very high reputation in the court. Whenever Your Majesty sees him, he has to respectfully invite him to take a seat.

I have two uncles. My eldest uncle, Du Yujin, followed his father into the government and is now the Minister of Industry. When my father was alive, he was just an idle fifth-rank official. When he saw my eldest uncle, he had to respectfully call him "Lord Du."

My second uncle Du Yufeng didn't like studying but liked doing business. He married Zhao Shuangshuang, the daughter of a merchant from Jiangnan. The two were a match made in heaven and both were business geniuses. In just a few years, half of the shops in the capital, not to mention Jiangnan, belonged to my second uncle. It was no exaggeration to say that they were extremely rich.

My maternal grandfather had only one daughter, my mother. He held her in his hands for fear of dropping her, and held her in his mouth for fear of melting her. When the eldest daughter of a tutor who had been raised in pampering married the prince of the Yongning Marquisate, everyone said that she was marrying down. But my father was very good to my mother. He would never pick the moon from the sky. My father was even afraid that my mother would be tired, so he didn't let her take over the power of the family. He said that he didn't want those messy things to dirty my mother's hands, as long as my mother was responsible and beautiful.

So my mother was like a little white rabbit kept in a cage, ignorant of the ways of the world and unaware of the dangers of the human world. It was not until the old lady rushed into her yard with a dozen servants and wanted to give her an abortion drug that she realized that she had thought some things were too simple. No one would force you to do something unless you were unwilling to do it.

At that time, my mother was lying on a recliner reading to my second sister. My second sister leaned on her mother's arm, smelling the pleasant scent of her mother, and listened quietly to her mother reading to her.