After I got into the drama, I led the plot astray

At this time, Fuyao just came in. She had practiced in the yard early in the morning. Now that she had just finished practicing, she wanted to see if I woke up, but she saw Yang ran out like a gust of wind. She was a little confused, but then she thought, I was the only one who could make her so anxious. She couldn't help but say "not good" in her heart, and rushed into the room. But when she rushed to my bed, she saw me lying on the bed, staring at her with wide eyes.

Fuyao's doubts grew even greater. She blinked her eyes and couldn't help but ask, "Madam, are you awake?"

I nodded, and before Fuyao could ask the next question, I said, "My whole body aches badly."

I took a breath and then continued, "Don't leave. Stay here and stay with me. Otherwise, you have to ask me every time someone comes in. I'm in so much pain that I don't even want to talk."

After saying that, I closed my eyes.

Ordinary people cannot understand the pain I feel. It's like many people are tearing my body apart, but they can't tear it apart at once, so they pull it hard and must tear it apart.

My head feels like someone is drilling it with an electric drill, trying to drill a hole in it. If that doesn't work, he's hitting it with a hammer. It's a sharp pain sometimes, then a dull pain, and it goes all the way to my heart.

Only then did Fuyao understand why Yang ran away in such a hurry. She guessed that she was going to ask the imperial physician for help.

Fuyao saw that I was really in pain, thought for a moment, and said, "I have learned acupuncture point massage. If the queen trusts me, I can massage the queen, and the headache should be relieved."

I knew this so-called massage had no effect, but I didn't want to reject Fuyao's kindness, so I nodded and said, "Okay."

Fuyao sat down beside my bed, reached out her hand, gently pressed my head, and slowly massaged it.

Fuyao's fingers were cold, and she controlled the strength very well. After her massage, the pain in my head actually didn't seem so severe anymore.

After the headache eased a little, I felt extremely tired and slowly fell asleep again.

But I slept very uneasily. In a half-asleep and half-awake state, I knew Zheng Yan had come. He stayed by my bed for a long time and said a lot of things, but I didn't hear a word clearly. Gongsun Wen also came, but because Zheng Yan was there, he just stood far away and didn't say anything, but the faint orchid fragrance on his body was very recognizable. Yiping and Jinping also came. Yiping lay on the side of my bed and cried her heart out. Others might not understand, but she knew clearly in her heart that I would leave her soon, so she cried so sadly. He Wan'er also came with Zheng Xi. Zheng Xi threw himself on me and couldn't be stopped. He Wan'er kept crying beside me. Even Zhao Fangping came. Others thought she came to visit her sister, but in fact she wanted to see if I was dead.

People came and went in a hazy state, and what I heard most were sighs and crying, which made me upset and irritable, and made me feel like I was going to die soon.

Two days later, Du Changfeng, who had volunteered to invite Master Hui Jing, came back with a porcelain bottle and a letter in his hands. Both of these things were for me.

Zheng Yan personally fed the pills in the porcelain bottle into my mouth. Not long after I took the pills, I woke up slowly.

After waking up, all the symptoms disappeared all at once, just like last time, as if I had never been sick.

When Zheng Yan saw me wake up, he was so happy that he grabbed my hand and said in a choked voice, "Ah Man, you finally woke up."

I know that during the time when I was ill, Zheng Yan came to sit next to me for a long time almost every day, sometimes talking to himself, sometimes reading to me, and sometimes telling me interesting stories about his travels around the world.

Every time before he left, his last words were always: "Ah Man, you must wake up soon. You once said that this is the place you most yearn for. When you wake up, I will take you there."

Although I cannot reciprocate Zheng Yan's kindness to me, I am always grateful to him.

I smiled and said, "Yes, Your Majesty, I am awake. Thank you for your care during this period."

Zheng Yan felt a little guilty after hearing my thanks. He sighed and said, "If I hadn't asked you to go find General Hua, you might not have fallen ill. This is all my fault."

I slowly opened my mouth and said, "How can it be considered your Majesty's fault? If I knew Sister Wushuang was missing, I would have gone to look for her even if your Majesty didn't allow me to. Sister Wushuang is a good person. She saved me twice and she's pregnant. If something happened to her, how sad would General Du and Madam Du be? Since I call Madam Du mother, Sister Wushuang is my sister-in-law. How could I watch my loved one get into trouble and not save her?"

Zheng Yan was speechless. He patted my head lovingly and said, "You are so sharp-tongued. I can't argue with you."

As he was speaking, Du Changfeng came over, supporting Hua Wushuang.

After a few days of rest, Hua Wushuang looked much better. Fortunately, the baby in her belly was fine and no accidents occurred.

Du Changfeng and Hua Wushuang saw Zheng Yan was there too, and hurried forward to salute.

When Zheng Yan saw someone coming, he said, "I still have some official business to attend to, so I will return to the palace first."

After Zheng Yan finished speaking, he took out a letter from his sleeve and handed it to me, saying, "This is a letter from Master Hui Jing. Read it when you feel better."

I took it quickly. On the cover was written: "Written by Ah Man himself." Master Hui Jing's handwriting was elegant and beautiful, and his demeanor was calm and steady, just like him.

At this time, Wei Yi shouted loudly: "Your Majesty, please get up!"

Everyone knelt down again to see him off.

Du Changfeng helped Hua Wushuang sit in front of my bed. I quickly sat up and said, "You just went through a dangerous situation and you are pregnant. You don't have to visit me every day."

Hua Wushuang smiled and said, "I am trapped in the mansion now. If it weren't for the fact that I came to the palace to visit you, they wouldn't let me go out. I would be suffocated to death. Please allow me to go out under the pretext of going to the palace to get some fresh air."

I laughed and said, "After what happened before, if it were me, I would not let you go out. You should stay in the Shangshu Mansion and wait for the birth. If you go out, at least five people will be worried about you."

Du Changfeng also said, "That's right. Every time Madam goes out, I am always worried, afraid that you will meet with an accident again. I don't want to experience the pain of losing you again."

Hua Wushuang gently nudged Du Changfeng's thigh with his elbow and said, "Don't talk nonsense in front of Ah Man."

Du Changfeng took the opportunity to hold Hua Wushuang's hand and said, "I'm not just talking nonsense. This is what I really think."

Seeing Du Changfeng and Hua Wushuang enjoying their love, a bitterness welled up in my heart. I used to hate Zheng Xian for his inhuman behavior and ruining my happiness in the second half of my life, but now I think that I won’t live long, and no matter who I marry, it will hurt the other person. Zheng Xian’s foresight is indeed for my own good.