After I got into the drama, I led the plot astray

Gongsun Wen pulled me out of Zheng Yan's arms.

Zheng Yan looked at his empty hands, couldn't help but smile bitterly, and said, "Teacher, there is no need to do this."

Gongsun Wen said: "Your Majesty, the emperor is not in good spirits. It would be better for Your Majesty to come and serve him."

Zheng Yan said sullenly: "Well, I understand."

Gongsun Wen said: "Ah Man is not in good health, I will take Ah Man back home first."

Zheng Yan didn't say anything, he just looked at me with eyes full of sadness. I was already in a bad mood, and seeing such a look made me even sadder. I wiped my tears with my sleeves without any image and said, "Your Majesty, Ah Man will go back to the palace first."

Zheng Yan nodded and said, "Father said that the conferment ceremony will be completed today. You should go back to the mansion to prepare. The imperial edict of conferment and the ceremonial procession for the wedding will arrive at the Marshal's Mansion at the same time. As for the wedding clothes, I will send a nanny to deliver them first and to prepare your appearance at the same time. You can just wait at home with peace of mind."

I don't feel at ease at all. I don't know if it's too late to escape now?

When I thought about becoming a widow at the age of seventeen, I felt like my brain was depriving of oxygen and my eyes went dark.

Originally, I wanted to thank Zheng Yan after he said this, but I was flustered and confused, so I let Gongsun Wen drag me away without thanking him. Zheng Yan was also in a bad mood and didn't pay much attention to it.

Gongsun Wen pulled me out of the Hall of Supreme Harmony, and we stood in front of the gate waiting for the carriage.

The Hall of Supreme Harmony is the highest point of the entire palace. Standing in front of the gate, you can have a panoramic view of the entire palace. From a distance, the magnificent palace looks like layers of houses stacked up in an orderly manner, but in my eyes, it looks like a cage that I can't escape from. When I think about living in this palace for the rest of my life, I feel that my whole life will be gray.

Gongsun Wen reached out and held my hand tightly. My hands were ice-cold, just like my current mood.

Gongsun Wen's eyes were a little red, but he could do nothing but hold my hand tightly, hoping to find some comfort from it.

The carriage arrived quickly. Gongsun Wen helped me get on the carriage, and he got on as well soon after. Gongsun Wen led his horse with a bewildered look on his face.

After leaving the palace, Gongsun Wen sighed deeply and said, "Ah Man, are you willing to elope with me?"

Gongsun Wen's words were even more shocking than Zheng Xian's offer to take me as his concubine.

Although I also have a good impression of Gongsun Wen, I am not yet ready to elope with him.

Besides, the imperial edict of enthronement will arrive soon. If we elope with him at this time, I am afraid that neither of us will have a good ending.

Gongsun Wen is a repressed man. If Zheng Xian hadn't told him that he wanted to marry me, I wouldn't have known that he liked me. At this time, he suddenly said that he wanted to elope with me, which was more of a shock than a surprise.

I stared at Gongsun Wen blankly, and couldn't help but blurt out: "Haven't you always thought I was vulgar, barbaric, and reckless? Why did you marry me?"

Gongsun Wen blushed at my question, his chest rising and falling, and he managed to utter, "You are so vulgar, how can you ask such a question so bluntly?"

I rolled my eyes at him and said unhappily, "I'm going to be a toffee soon, so it's none of your business if I'm vulgar."

After hearing this, Gongsun Wen's face darkened. He clenched his fists tightly and punched the handlebar with a "bang", which scared me.

I patted my chest, rolled my eyes at him, and said, "You went crazy before I did."

Gongsun Wen said with a dark face, "Before we went to Beixiang to rescue your father, I proposed to His Majesty that I would marry you, but His Majesty lied to me, saying that you were still young and there was no rush. Now, he told me not to rush, but he is eager to take you as his concubine."

It is an unchangeable reality that Zheng Xian wants to take me as his concubine. When I think of this, I feel chest tightness and headache.

I said gloomily, "If you and the prince hadn't both said that you wanted to marry me, His Majesty wouldn't have made this surprising decision. Now it's all over. I will be locked up in the palace for the rest of my life, without love, without a husband, without children, and living alone for the rest of my life."

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but want to cry again. I couldn't help but turn my head and hit my forehead heavily on the handlebar, making a "dong dong" sound. This time, Gongsun Wen was frightened. He grabbed me and shouted, "What are you going to do?"

I raised my head, looked straight at Gongsun Wen, and said, "If I say I want to die, do you believe me?"

Gongsun Wenting hugged me in his arms and held me tightly, unable to utter a word.

I reached out and gently hugged Gongsun Wen's waist, sighed, and said, "What do you like about me? How could you be so shameless as to ask for my hand in marriage in front of His Majesty? You are such a dazzling person, I never dreamed that you would want to marry me."

"What do I like about you?" Gongsun Wen murmured, "I like your liveliness and naturalness; you are extremely smart, but you like to play dumb; I like your kindness, your frankness, and your beauty..."

Gongsun Wen was still counting, and I rubbed my head in his arms. Gongsun Wen froze for a moment, then hugged me tighter.

I whispered, "I didn't know I had so many advantages. I feel embarrassed by your praise."

Gongsun Wen smiled foolishly, but then thought of me being canonized as a concubine, and his face darkened immediately.

I said, "A handsome man like you should marry a lady from a noble family, and live a life of harmony and support each other. As for me, a vulgar, barbaric, and reckless person, forget it. I am not worthy of you."

Gongsun Wen got angry when he heard this. He hugged me tightly and said, "Don't I know who I should marry? Why are you trampling on my sincerity like this?"

I pushed Gongsun Wen and he fell backwards, his body hitting the carriage with a bang. At this time, the carriage just arrived at the Marshal's Mansion. I lifted the curtain and jumped off the carriage, and walked into the Marshal's Mansion without looking back.

Gongsun Wen was grimacing in pain. Although I was thin, I still had a lot of strength. He was hit hard. When he jumped off the carriage, I had already entered the Marshal's Mansion.

Gongsun Wen wanted to follow him into the Marshal's Mansion, but was stopped at the door by the doorman and guards.

I didn't let him in because I knew that this love that was extinguished before it even began should end cleanly.

Zheng Xian is right. Gongsun Wen is the Grand Tutor. He will help Zheng Yan consolidate his throne in the future. There cannot be any gap between them. The only one who can be sacrificed is me. In this case, why should I give him hope?

Gongsun Wen looked at my gradually disappearing figure in the gate, and his eyes turned red with anxiety, but he didn't dare to force his way in. He was a smart man and knew what I was worried about. He was so angry that he shouted, "Aman, you are a big fool!"

Yes, I am a fool! I rolled up my sleeves and wiped away my tears.

My appearance and existence is to help Dayu consolidate its power. This is a fact I have known for a long time.

In this case, I can just be a tool and why should I implicate him?