Phoenix in Nirvana: The Unrivaled Waste Against the World

"The real Zhou Sheng...the real Zhou Sheng...no, no...no no...I am Zhou Sheng. They all died for their family. This is their destiny, this is their destiny..." Tianjizi's tone suddenly became confused.

Ning Siyue looked at Tianjizi in front of her and guessed that Tianjizi's second personality might have awakened.

"No, this is not their fate. This is your decision. It has nothing to do with them! Then what about me? Who am I? What am I?"

"Lives, they are all lives, they are all for the lives of the Tianji clan. As long as you can save the entire Tianji clan, you should die!"

"Who am I? Am I Zhou Sheng? No, I don't seem to be Zhou Sheng. Zhou Sheng? No, that child has no name. Zhou Sheng is me, not that child!

That child had no name. He had no name since he was born. Later, it was me. I am Zhou Sheng, but this body is not Zhou Sheng’s... It’s Tianjizi...”

"It's Tianjizi's... The fate of that child is to die for the family. As a child of the Tianji family, this is his inevitable mission and what he must pay for the family..."

"what..."

"No...it's not me...Ah!"

Tianjizi covered his head, rolled on the ground in pain, and kept saying weird things!

"It's not me...I'm not Zhou Sheng!"

"No, this is your mission, this is the mission of the Tianji clan, this is what all disciples of the Tianji clan should do..."

"Tianjizi, you haven't changed, you haven't changed, Zhou Sheng is you, you are Zhou Sheng! Your personality is split, one is a good person, the other is a bad person. Have you ever thought about why you have become like this?" Ning Siyue smiled bitterly.

Tianjizi stood there in a daze. The lightning beside him flashed one after another and hit Tianjizi's face, making him stunned.

Tianjizi didn't understand what Ning Siyue meant, but when he looked at Ning Siyue's face, his memory was instantly pulled back to tens of millions of years ago.

"goddess!"

"Tianjizi? You are the current Tianjizi!"

"Yes, what do you want, Goddess?"

The goddess smiled and just looked at Tianjizi indifferently.

"You don't look very old, why do you always feel like you're old?"

Tianjizi stared at the goddess' smile and stood there in a daze.

"I... the previous Tianjizi died suddenly, I am..."

"I know. Since you are the current Tianjizi, then you should acknowledge me as your master!" The goddess also started to become serious.

"The Tianji clan, in compliance with the wishes of our ancestors, will serve the lineage of the God of Creation forever..."

The goddess looked at Tianjizi who was kneeling on the ground in submission.

"You are different from the previous Tianjizi, get up!"

Tianjizi looked up in surprise, not understanding what the goddess meant.

The goddess seemed to see through Tianjizi’s doubts, “The previous Tianjizi was too selfish and violent.

You are different. You have your own goodness. As for the good and evil of human beings, I have seen your eyes. You are better than him. There are good causes in your godhood.

You will be a good Tianji son, and the Tianji clan will definitely become different in your hands in the future. The Tianji clan is too scary, I hope you can become good, so that you will know how to restrain your clansmen.

Tianjizi, you are different. You know the difference between good and evil. You also have good causes and good results. I believe that in the future, you will be a good person, a good god, and a good Tianjizi..."

Ning Siyue looked at Tianjizi and slowly expressed her thoughts.

"...Tianjizi, you are different. You know the difference between good and evil. You also have good causes and good results. I believe that in the future, you will be a good person, a good god, and a good Tianjizi..."

Someone in my memory seemed to have said the same thing to me before...

Good people...good gods...good Tianjizi...will lead the Tianji clan to a higher peak...

"Tianjizi, have you not woken up yet? Zhou Sheng is Zhou Sheng, Zhou Sheng is also Tianjizi, Zhou Sheng is you...

He is your personality that represents good karma. He is the personality that you separated from yourself on your own initiative because you still remember, because you know that you are not that kind of devil!

So you separated from Zhou Sheng because you wanted to get rid of your devilish side. It’s because you didn’t dare to face those moments when you had evil thoughts!

So you released Zhou Sheng, and you isolated him from yourself. He didn't know what you had done, and he didn't know that there was another you in his body!

This is you saving yourself, this is you saving yourself, because you know that you are not completely...completely rotten to the bottom!

You still want to struggle, you still want to redeem your evil thoughts, you still want to save the devil you are, so you let Zhou Sheng go! Maybe... maybe you know, or maybe you are too obsessed... unwilling to face it, unwilling...

So you gave birth to Zhou Sheng, which was also a form of avoidance. But if you think you have avoided it, you think you have hidden yourself away, and you don't care about these things, can you really escape?

Everything you did was unforgivable, but you were not completely rotten, so you let Zhou Sheng appear. Even if you told yourself again and again that what you did was right, and that you were doing it for the Tianji clan, it was right!

Zhou Sheng, wake up, Tianjizi, this is not you. From the first moment I saw you, I knew that this could not be you. Wake up... Don't be stubborn anymore..."

Ning Siyue's words made Tianjizi look up instantly. Looking at Ning Siyue, the goddess in his memory appeared again and overlapped with Ning Siyue!

"Do you remember..." Tianjizi's voice was a little hoarse.

"Of course I remember. The Tianjizi of the past all swore oaths in front of the God of Creation. You are the first person to swear to me, the first Tianjizi to be loyal to me, so I will naturally not forget it!"

Ning Siyue smiled, and this smile seemed to bring her back to the first time she met the goddess...

Tianjizi's vision gradually blurred...

"Tianjizi, I hope you can understand that the strong prey on the weak and the fittest survive, which is the eternal truth between heaven and earth!

The Tianji Clan is no different. There is nothing in the Tianji Clan that cannot be sacrificed, because only through sacrifice can you understand the rules of this world!"

"I just want to keep my family and protect my people!"

“Everyone thinks so, but Tianjizi, no one can change the laws of the world. What you want to do is what millions of people want to do, even the gods want to do!

The most terrifying thing in the world is probably losing something, being powerless to protect it, and watching it being lost right before our eyes. But we have no way to change anything, even if we are gods!"