Siheyuan: Kill Jia Dongxu at the beginning and kill the deaf old lady

Qin Huairu's expression changed slightly, but she quickly regained her composure.

She said gently: "Silly Zhu, Jingru is a good girl, but you have to think carefully, are you really suitable for each other? She is so young, and you... have been through so many things, what do you think you can give her?"

Sha Zhu lowered his head, feeling even more conflicted.

I know what Qin Huairu said makes sense, but the feelings I have for Qin Jingru cannot be easily erased.

Qin Huairu felt bad when she saw Sha Zhu's painful expression.

She knew that Sha Zhu still had feelings for her, but she also understood that their future was not so bright.

She gently held Sha Zhu's hand and said softly, "Sha Zhu, no matter who you choose in the end, I hope you can be happy.

It’s just that you have to know what you really want.”

Sha Zhu looked at Qin Huairu gratefully and nodded: "Thank you, Huairu.

I will think about it carefully. "

However, making a real choice is not that easy.

In the following days, Sha Zhu was still wavering between Qin Huairu and Qin Jingru.

I tried to have more contact with Qin Jingru to see if I could really adapt to this new relationship.

At the same time, he could not completely give up his attachment to Qin Huairu. Every time he saw her, his heart would be moved.

One day, Sha Zhu asked Qin Jingru out and the two took a walk in the park.

Qin Jingru noticed that Sha Zhu was in a low mood and asked with concern: "Sha Zhu, what's wrong with you recently? It seems that you are worried about something."

Sha Zhu smiled bitterly and said, "Jingru, I... there are some things I can't figure out.

My feelings for you are genuine, but I don’t know if I can really make you happy.”

Qin Jingru stopped and looked at Sha Zhu seriously: "Sha Zhu, I don't care what material things you can give me, I care about your heart.

If you are sincere to me, then I am willing to face the challenges of the future with you."

Sha Zhu's heart moved, and he held Qin Jingru's hand tightly, and said gratefully: "Jingru, thank you.

You are really nice, I will think about our relationship carefully. "

However, after returning home, Sha Zhu fell into deep thought again.

He knew he couldn't continue to hesitate like this and had to make a clear choice.

Qin Jingru's words made him feel a sense of responsibility and pressure. He didn't want to let her down, but he also didn't want to hurt Qin Huairu.

One night, Sha Zhu sat alone on the edge of his bed, with a lot of thoughts in his mind.

Recalling the time he spent with Qin Huairu, those warm moments are still deeply engraved in his heart.

At the same time, he also remembered Qin Jingru's smile and her innocence. That feeling was so beautiful.

In the end, Sha Zhu decided to find an opportunity to have a good talk with Qin Huairu and completely sort out the relationship between them.

He knew that only in this way could he give himself a clear direction and be worthy of Qin Jingru's sincerity.

The next day, Sha Zhu made an appointment with Qin Huairu to meet in the corner of the courtyard.

After the two sat down, Sha Zhu looked directly into Qin Huairu's eyes and said solemnly: "Huairu, I have something to say to you."

Qin Huairu nodded and waited for Sha Zhu's next words.

Sha Zhu took a deep breath and continued, “Huai Ru, our feelings for each other are deep, but I think we need to seriously consider the future.

Jingru is a good girl and I don’t want to hurt her, but I don’t want to deceive myself either.

Do you understand what I mean?"

Qin Huairu was silent for a while, and finally nodded: "Silly Zhu, I understand what you mean.

In fact, I have been thinking about this question.

The relationship between us is complicated, but perhaps, we really need to make a break.”

Sha Zhu looked at Qin Huairu gratefully, feeling a little relieved: "Thank you, Huairu.

I will treat Jingru well, and I hope you can find your own happiness."

Qin Huairu smiled slightly, with a hint of reluctance in her eyes, but more of relief: "Shazhu, you have to treat Jingru well, she is a good girl.

I will find my own way.”

The two smiled at each other, and the entanglement in their hearts seemed to be released at this moment.

Although their feelings still exist, they know that they need to go their separate ways in the future.

When Sha Zhu returned home, he felt much more relaxed.

He knew that he had finally made the right decision, and he hoped that he could live a happy life with Qin Jingru in the future.

Qin Huairu's blessing made him feel a new strength, and he decided not to let her down and cherish everything in front of him.

Xu Damao took advantage of the fact that no one in the courtyard was paying attention and quietly found Qin Jingru, with a warm smile on his face, "Jingru, the weather is nice today, why don't we go out for a walk and have a meal in a restaurant, I'll treat you."

Qin Jingru was stunned for a moment, and said a little embarrassedly: "Brother Damao, this is not good."

Xu Damao waved his hand quickly, "It's okay, it's okay, just think of it as a brother-sister gathering. It's boring for you to be here alone, go out and relax, you're welcome."

Qin Jingru thought that she really had nothing to do in the courtyard alone, and with Xu Damao's enthusiastic invitation, she finally nodded, "Okay, then, where shall we go to eat?"

Xu Damao smiled even more brightly, "We'll eat whatever you like."

The two men walked out of the courtyard one after the other and came to a relatively high-end restaurant.

Xu Damao had already inquired about the special dishes here, and asked the waiter to order a large table of dishes. Qin Jingru looked at the sumptuous meal and felt a little embarrassed, "Brother Damao, this is too expensive."

Xu Damao waved his hand generously, "It's okay, it's a rare occasion for us to get together, this is what we should do.

You are welcome, just eat it. "

During the meal, Xu Damao kept picking up food for Qin Jingru and telling various jokes to make her happy.

Qin Jingru gradually relaxed and a long-lost smile appeared on her face.

Seeing this, Xu Damao was secretly delighted, knowing that the time was ripe, and began to tentatively mention Sha Zhu.

"Jingru, Shazhu looks nice at ordinary times, but you know, he actually has many unknown problems."

When Qin Jingru heard Sha Zhu's name, her expression changed slightly, but she couldn't help but ask curiously: "Brother Damao, what problem are you talking about?"